some of you may be wondering what i had been doing before i left for reading...

and i was so busy i didn;t have time. so here is roughly waht i have been doing... i cant really remember anymmore

this are all that i remember...

the dates may not be in order cause i'm simply putting stuff that i remember haha

二十九日九月二００六年: 水よ日

went to taylor's to collect my certificate of regonition.. my dad went along, chatted with people, took pictures with the lecturers.. and errr... i cant remember... =.=

二十三日九月二００六年：土よび

my aunts on the maternal side held a farewell for me, and after that i went to one of my aunts house and saw her puppies.. so cute!!!

二十四日

my aunt on my dad;s side had a farewell for me...

25th: took pics of the flowers...

errr.. that's bout.. this post is so long overdue... its already january now.. and i had even wnt back to msia for my xmas break n come back.. i will just post this.. since its like so sad.. sitting as a draft haha... but oh well..

basically before i left for the uk for the first time.. i was bumming around.. n i took ten days to prepare to come reading... shopping for my stuff,and attending all the farewells at the same time.. getting my visa done in tat span of days as well.. real mad rite? but oh well.. that's what you get when u hv to resit.. ahaha..

so that's it for this weird post, that came out of the blue.. it was supposed to be posted in october, oct 6 to be exact.... but lookie here, wat a procrastinator i am haha.. reminds me of this icon that melissa uses.. it says.. procrastinators unite..... tomorrow... ahhah funny that one.. now her icon reads.. i m not short.. i just unsually not tall.. i like her stuff.. funny.. anyway tats it.. hv to do my IP tutorial...

-Oracl3-

am considering putting this in my sidebar?? should i or should i not.. either way.. most likely i will need ccy's help... but i dunno..meb i won put it after all haha




ccy i really need to find a day when we are both free, cos i wanna learn htmls from u.. i wanna put up my favorite links.. :p like the projecto ghibli, the place where u got the anime music u put on my blog haha... errr... and lots of other sites ler :p well when we are both free.. currently i m always down with work == stupid la this term all tutorials wan.. sob....

on another note... some of you may know that my motorola handphone has gone bonkers.. ie 3 tiems in the past 3 weeks it has acted funny.. when people call me, the phone does not ring though it is on vibrate and ring mode, and teh screen goest totally white and blank, and no matter what button you press, nothing happens...

so i brought it back to carphone warehouse in town to fix... and the next thing i know, when i came back and inserted my sim card into my other phone, my neighbour vinyee smsed me saying that her hp (we hv the same phone) has the same problem... hmmmmm..... wonder what's wrong with that model then....
i think in general motorola is a bit cacat, cos my motorola E1 does that to me as well.. but super rarely.... that's y i got worried when my motorola krzr1 did tat to me so often.... my old motorla v6 also has the same problem sometimes...

hey motorola.. fix that problem la.. from the old models until now.. still the same proble.. what on earth??!!

either than that.. after consulting with my brother, and my dad as well.. i decidced ot start on my antibiotics.. since my condition doesn't seem to be improving... altho it's not as bad as usual.. meb the chicken essence really did do its job hahah.. but anyway.. eating my vitamins, and vegetables.. trying not to sleep too much yet get enough sleep, drinking as much water as possible... showering everyday.. keeping myself warm,,,combing my hair everyday now (its looks shiner now mum haha..) brush teeth.. gargle mouth hahah ... (i know too much uneccassary info haha but makes it ammusing for me to imagine some ppl's expression as they read this haha ) hardly doing anything but doing my best to read my cases and books == haha i m taking care of myself... だから心配無い(don't worry) i know i have weak body so am taking care as much as possible...

anyway got to go for my lunch then need to get down to my work ==

おわり

-Oracl3-

title reads as yuka wa mieata, honto ni tanoshi.. means i got to see snow, and i had fun/was happy.. sorry if my japanese is bad.. this is what you get from self studying on your own free time..which isn't much time... == oh well down to the pictures that i took yesterday morning haha... the other post titled 雪 aka yuki.. was taken when i just woke up at 730 there are taken at 8 after we've washed our face and all, when we came down for breakfast :p



me and xian ai outside bridges ahha pretty :p ahh the sound of walking on snow... miss the sound.... :p

ahh ncie view.

i had all this pictures loaded onto facebook.. there are actually 6o pictures haha.. don't ask me how i managed to take so many, but it was like 5 of us end everyone wanted pictures so tehre was 60.. i've only posted a few here.. so taht's it la.. anwyay.. a friend of mind from high school.. whom i found on facebook said that this pics cld b used for postcards hahaha... its pretty darou? haha :p

aiyee, me n mel.. posing.. with teh snow background... :p


me, mel and aiyee again...


our poor attempt at buidling a snow petronas twin tower hahaha.. first we simply piled snow..and it looked like shit haha... so we tot lets make anotehr tower of shit hahaha.. then it became like this haha

mel, paul and i posing ..

some other ppl built a snow man.. so we wnt to take pics w it :p

watch out.. i m throwing snow, snowball fight haha :p

ahh.. our creation... 雪猫(yuki neko = snow cat) haha

good kitty hehe
i did tilt the pics.. when i was viewing them.. n saved the changes.. but i dunno y its not tilted here.. haha too bad.. tilt ur head la haah :p

looks like a fat cat with big ears haha :p


ok done with the pics.. on another note.. today i went to meet my cousin who is in reading as well... he is a lecturer in the pharmacy building... so i went looking for him and had lunch with him.. didn;'t really know what to say.. so he had to intiate converstaion so many tiems == but oh well.. hahah.... i will improve :)

feeling sleepy cause was watching nana the night before.. wah.. haha it's funny, sad... well the shoujo kind.. won appeal to most guys.. but i like.. its humour and romance in it haha.. and well.. there is music as well :p too bad until eps 36 oni.. haven end yet.. anime news network said that there were 50 eps.. but guess not all out yet.. slowly la haha..

ok..lack of sleep cos past few days stay up late to study for tutorial, then alst nite watching anime haha.. so am gonna nap... :p

おわり
-Oracl3-

title reads as yuki which means snow.... why? buahahha.. let the pics do the talking

i couldnt sleep and woke up at 630 due to my nose.. altho i slept at 1am... but i woke up at 630.. cos my flu was killing me.. (wouldnt really call it flu anymore since all it does is block up my nose as i sleep ==) anwyay,... i tossed and turned.. then at 730..i was like screw it.. wake up la...
looked out my window and this is what i got... :)

buahahhahahSNOW.... FREAKING SNOW!!!!! I MISS SNOW!!!! too bad din manage to catch it falling... but oh well... and it cant beat canada... but wat the heck...SNOW... when i wnt for dance practise last nite my friend, derrick,(not sin, but shing-ong :p my classmate now..)told me tat it will snow at 3am.. but since we are down south he said not to expect anything which is more than frost like... but... muahahhahahahhahaha

yes i m insane to take pics the moment i get up, and blog about this.. but.. snow... i havent seen it in 17years...!!

a bit blurry cos i turned of teh flash.. if not the snow will seem grey instead of white

bridges covered in snow... ahahha.. i m gonna hv to wear double layers under my coat now. but who care... i hope it doesnt melt so fast.. i wan pics w snow haha :p

おわり
excited and happy -Oracl3- :)

sigh.... yes.. woe is me...

why? cause let's see.. the university nicely decided to make us work in groups for a seminar, which seminar? my medical seminar...

since high school days, i have dreaded working in a group,unless it's sports or outdoor activities, in such activities, people are sure to have teamwork, but when i mean work i mean studies... why?

well, i m sure everyone has had the same experience... working with people who don't bother to do a damn thing, etc.. i have met a lot of this kind...

when the work is not assessed, i get pissed, do the work and after that just forget it... but when the work is assessed... i will get that person kicked out of the group, and i will scold that person or show my displeasure.

i will state clearly, that i am no push over when it comes to work..

ya sure other times u can bully me, maybe cause i'm naive or cause i let you... but not when my grades are at stake...

but usually such work only involves working with that person once... when it involves a permanent group.... that is when i take charge... and show that i am no push over :p

the first time i showed that i was no push over was in SAM to uma, and till now... she seems kind of afraid of me.. though i still talk to her from time to time.. but i will never, and i mean NEVER do any work that requires team work with her anymore...

you might say that maybe the cause of my woe, could be that i'm no team player...
i know myself.. when i m put into a group and if it really matters to me, i can become a team player, but most of the time i m the leader.. unless i am not very sure with the topic or if the group has a good enough leader, i will just leave it as it is...

now back to the medical seminar group.. and the reason why this post is here...

on the 15th of january i started my cclasses.. or more like tutorials and seminars.. hence i was always busy cause i had to prepare for them.. i apologise to those that i couldn;t chat with due to that, but work comes first.. anwyay..

on the 15th i had my first medical seminar, as it was teh first, we had no groups assigned to us yet, and we just discuess cases...

at the end of the class we were put into groups.. intially i did not want to and had absolutely no intention of taking the reins in the group.. but by friday, no one had bothered to email anyone at all regarding the group work.. so on friday brian who was one of my group member asked me about it, and so i had to take the reins, and i emailed the other 3 group members.. (there are 5 of us in a group)

i emailed these people on a friday, sayin that we will meet in the library on sunday 2pm to discuss and set out teh power point slide..

sigh... wat happened later..well one emailed me about 2-3 hours before meeting up saying that she can't make it, and here were the case facts... i was a lil wtf, cause case facts??? hello i can get taht on my own...

another one told me that he was busy, so fine...

at least these two ppl told me...

the other two?? i had to call one... who did not answer his hp, or his sms.. and had to call his corridor mate to find out where he is... sheesh, at least tell me if you can't make it.... in the end i caught hold of him, and he promised to come in the evening to discuss.. so we will see about it...

another one.. this one is the worse.. i don't know whether it's cause she didn't check her mail at all or what... but wtf???? never show at all... no word nothing.....

the best part of all? i have another 6 seminars with this ppl ... yea.....

おわり
-Oracl3-

on the bright side... i have more time to do my revenue tutorial and well vacuum my room and wash my sink.. yea....

This were pictures taken during nicholas leong's birthday ie on the 5th of january 2007, i blogged about it before when i was still on my holiday in malaysia.. i didn't upload any pictures, cause well, i was on dail up and the taiwan earthquake made it even worse.. so anyway instead of words, feast your eyes on pictures for a change... hope this doesnt screw up the html codes.. if it does.. ccy pls remedy it :) and teach me how to.. haha thanks :)


first off, after all the wake up calls, i dragged my butt of to the curve, red box to karaoke...
(in this picture, nick, huey n gene)
so..... we sang.....

and sang.....
(in this picture, me, huey and gene)
i was too lazy to tilt the picture, so tilt your head la.. it's only one or two pictures which are like this, the rest are the correct way up.. i purposely chose those pictures because they are the proper way up :p

tilt your head again to see huey singing... and we sang..

this one.. singing on the handphone to..?? :p
(nicholas multitasking?? or broadcasting his conversation muahhaha)

we sang and sang, the whole time..
no wonder there were heavy rains and floods in malaysia.. i on behalf of the other 3 singers (only those 3, i'm not included, my voice is as sweet as a nigthingale muahahha :p ) apologise for their "horrendous" singing.. muahahha (well we did sing quite well for a few songs :p)
i will also state that i m not responsible for any eyes which have fallen out of their heads due to over rolling after reading the comment on this picture hahah :p

after karaoke it was wong kok cha cha teng in ss2.. after dinner at KFC we went there to yum cha

-Oracl3- : nicholas.. for being the birthday boy, you get a whole cup of teh tarik to yourself, see i'm so nice... haha but you have to finish it within..... 5.........
seconds... muahahhha or pay for everyone muahahha *evil laughter* >:)

nicholas: == WAH!! die lor.. i don't want to drink teh tarik for my entire life liao :p

*dailouge was just made up cause miss -Oracl3- is in a crappy mood now since she just woke up, and since some idiot set of the fire alarm at 230am distrubing her sleep*

the two birthday boys, meng kim?? not sure of his name, was in a different class in high school.. anyway they are both 21!! congrats.. now go buy me 10 bottles of wine, 10 cartons of beer.. 10.... >:p

you call that cutting cake!!! it's more like stabbing it... murder.. under section 86 of the offences against the person's act.. any harm.. intended... bla bla bla
(just crapping, i can't remember my criminal law anymore haha)

nicholas: that slice is for everyone, the rest.... is mine muahahahhah
* again dailouge was made up, for the same reason as above, but nick really looks like he is giving that kind or "the cake is mine!!" aura now with his evil laughter face muahahha

group picture with me inside.. well besides gene they were all in different classes so i don't know them well, but there is me, gene, don't know his name.. sorry.. then there is nigel, tan foong and i don't know his real name, but gene said his nickname is "fish" == in what way is he a fish?? he doesn't look like one... swims like one? but err..never mind i don't want to know hahha
xin yin my photographer, as can be seen from the previous picture, i was stuck so i couldn't take pictues, so she took it for me :p thanks xin yin..

well that's all for now..
i was supposed to call home but i overslept..
two reasons why i over slept..

one - i slept at 12am cause i was studying my medical law, i have a seminar on monday, group work.. cause it's group work i have to study.. sigh..

two.. - some idiotic ass turned on the god damned freaking fire alarm at 230 am in the morning.. what was the guy thinking? take a guess, here is mine, i don't know who the ass is, so i m just guessing what made him trigger or turn on the alarm.
(he here is used to generalise male and female)

did he just come back drunk from clubbing and thought it was fun?,
or fell asleep while cooking something to eat?,
or fell into the toilet bowl while letting his/her food get overcooked?

whatever the reason.. the person who set off the alarm, is an idiot.... for disturbing my sleep.. if i had earplugs... may i burn with the building.. :p which my dad will kill me for... haha
standing outside in the cold and strong winds... aiii.. hope i don't have to experience it again...

another thing is that, the weather here is so dry now, i put a glass of water near my window and my golly, the water evaporates so damn fast.. so dry.. and i've been drinking so much water lately.. always feeling thirsty.. the wind is so strong that it causes the doors to "whistle" (air passing through the cracks between the door and the door frame at high speed causes this.) ahh... annoying la.... walk also kena push by the wind.. apa ini =='

ok got to go for a group disucssion for my medical seminar on monday.. sucks having to work on a sunday arghhhh....
thanks for putting up with the crap
and to cheese, may your com rest in peace
(if you can't fix it... but hopefully you can :p), it's tellin you to get a new one muahaha.. go get a macintosh :p hahahha


UPDATE on the fire alarm.. according to a mail that i got from the resident tutor/warden.. the fire alarm was triggered for fun... to the stupid assholes who triggered it, may you rot in hell, for disturbing the whole of bridges from their slumber and worse of all, for wasting the time of the fire bridgade who could have been saving some other people's lives.. inconsiderate fools.. who don't have brains and don't think.. they will only realise that their action is actually very disasterous if next time they are faced with a life threatening fire and the reason the fire bridgade didn't come was because they were answering a false alarm.. have they never heard of the boy who cried wolf?? sigh... these people... i have no comment on their stupidty, selfishness, and immaturity...

but oh well.. who am i to dictate that they should go to hell.. but as the chinese teachings always say, what you do, comes back to you.. (bao ying - Mandarin.. i think i got it right haha)
in simpler terms, it's just called: cause and effect :p

おわり
-Oracl3-

Got this email from xin yin like ages ago,and thought it interesting to share :p

THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD

Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.

Consider:
You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.

With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot.

You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit,
and tell others to eat shit

Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference
between shit and shineola.

There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.

You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.


You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.

You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.

Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,
and some days are just plain shitty.

Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit.

You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit.

You can carry shit, have a mountain of shit, or find yourself up shit creek without a paddle.

Sometimes everything you touch turns to shit and other times you fall in a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose.

When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the English language.

And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else!!

You could pass this along, if you give a shit; or not do so if you don't give a shit!

Well, it's time for me to go. Just wanted you to know that I do give a shit and hope you had a nice day, without a bunch of shit. But, if you happened to catch a load of shit from some shit-Head........

Well, Shit Happens!!! cheers.

interesting right? haha just got back from grocery shopping.. shall go cook dinner soon :p

to rowie.. haha u better tell ccy why it's so hard to read so he can remedy it, for me it's ok, but i don't wear spectacles.. so it may be a different story for me, and for macintosh, i can make the whole web page larger :p ahh the wonders of my computer :p

おわり
-Oracl3-

title reads as watashi wa honto ni shiawase kana? which means am i really happy? a cousin of mine snt me this tickle test entitled how happy are you? so i took it and here are the results.. :p

for those who aren't really that happy.. u can take alook at the "take action " part and learn something new..

looking at it.. actually.. i came to realise.. that i was happier in the past.. dunno y since the begining of last yr till now my happiness level has dropped a lot, i wld even say drastically..

(guess it happens when u grow older, u arent so naive anymore) but oh well, the future is not bleak.. it can oni go up fr here when u r very down at teh bottom :P

that's how i stay happy.. by having a positive outlook.. even though i m depressed i still do my best to look at the positive outcomes of life, i keep myself bz,(like clean my room till ppl think i hv obesseive compulsive disorder.. haha i oni clean it once a week), make new frens n find humour in almost everything.. well lately i lost my crazy sense of humour, and laugh much less.. but well.. i m still hanging on...　
ファイト！！ガンバってね　:) (Faito, gambatte ne = Fight, nvr give up..)

so to the others.. (you know who you are) don't always think that i have no problems or wtr, i jsut cant say it, (not tat i don wan to say it...tho if i must say.. i feel a lil abandoned at the moment.. but can't help it, everyone has their own lives... and true friends, will always b there rain or shine.... i hope that theory applies to you guys as well, i noe some of u apply the theory :p arigatou) and i don't mope in it, and my cup is always, whenever possible which is like 95% of the time, half full.. if i can do it so can you!!

tho now i may seem a lil down, and am not getting any support or love fr ppl tat i want it from.. but oh well.. かまわない。humans are all selfish in nature, that i understand.. but i m not giving up lookin for my altruistic angel.. and actually come to think of it, i already hv one or two by my "side" not neccesarrily literally, but i believe i have them, :) (hopefully my angels noe who they are :) , thanks for being there for me)

i tried to put up the charts and all, but when i did, it totally screwed up the blog design, and when i looked at the html.. i was like this [@_@' ], adjusting the size of all the tables involved will take me eons.. so lazy me just removed all the charts.. then come to think of it.. i was like "what the heck?".. to look at my hapiness results just click on the link below :p

Sayaka's Hapiness Results By Tickle

-Oracl3-

the title reads as yuki youni ,roughly meaning "like snow" or simliar to snow..
why you may ask? well, this post is a slide show on the year 2006 and well of january 2007, it's just a Reminisensce of the past. cause well...

Like Snow Time Falls,
Like Snow It Stays,
Like Snow It Fades,
But The Memories Will Never Sway..

:) enjoy.. there are 94 Pictures, and it takes about almost 10 minutes for the whole slide show to run? once ccy has finalised the design of the blog i will have the slide show put up by the side bar.. till then stare at it, and see whether your face comes out or not la :p

[slideshow removed]

おわり
-Oracl3-

i don't know waht teru is,so don't ask me.. the title basically means.. song of.. something. Teru is the name of a character in the show, so basically it means, song of Teru hahaha.. watch gedo senki, then maybe u will know.. when i m free i think i will watch it.. at the moment and bogged down with work and feeling a lil illl.. sigh.. so am gonna rest..anyway this are the lyrics to the song which is currently playing on mine and ccy's blog ;p

Teru no Uta
Artist or band: Aoi Teshima
-----------------------------------------------
Yuuyami semaru kumo no ue
Itsumo ichiwa de tonde iru
Taka wa kitto kanashi karou
Oto mo todaeta kaze no naka
Sora wo tsukanda sono tsubasa
Yasumeru koto wa deki nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Taka no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Sora wo mau yo na kanashi sa wo

Ame no sobo furui wakage ni
Itsumo chiisaku saite iru
Hana wa kitto setsuna karou
Iro mo kasunda ame no naka
Usu momo-iro no hanabira wo
Medete kureru te mo nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hana no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Ame ni utareru setsuna sa wo

Hitokage taeta no no michi wo
Watashi totomo ni ayunderu
Anata mo kitto samishi karou
Mushi no sasayaku kusahara wo
Tomo ni michiyuku hito dakedo
Taete mono iu koto mo naku

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitori michiyuku kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitoribocchi no samishi sa wo

Kanji/Kana version

夕闇迫る雲の上　いつも一羽で飛んでいる
鷹はきっと悲しかろう
音も途絶えた風の中　空を掴んだその翼
休めることはできなくて

心を何にたとえよう　鷹のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　空を舞うよな悲しさを

雨のそぼ降る岩陰に　いつも小さく咲いている
花はきっと切なかろう
色も霞んだ雨の中　薄桃色の花びらを
愛でてくれる手もなくて

心を何にたとえよう　花のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　雨に打たれる切なさを

人影絶えた野の道を　私とともに歩んでる
あなたもきっと寂しかろう
虫の囁く草原を　ともに道行く人だけど
絶えて物言うこともなく

心を何にたとえよう　一人道行くこの心
心を何にたとえよう　一人ぼっちの寂しさを


english translation

Twilight on the clouds a hawk is flying always alone.
He must be sad.
In the wind without no sounds he cannot rest his wings clutching the air.

What can I compare my heart to, my heart is like he's.
What can I compare my heart to, I feel sad just like wheeling in the sky.

At a rock shadow in drizzling rain a flower is small in bloom.
She must be painful.
In the rain with dim colour she has no one to touch and love her faint pink petal.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is like hers
What can I compare my heart to, I feel painful like as being exposed to the rain.

On a path through a field which is almost empty you are walking with me.
You must feel lonely too.
On the grassland where the insects chirp you and I walking together.
But you hardly talk.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is going alone.
What can I compare my heart to, What can I compare this lonliness to.


a short update..
i reached reading on the 13th in reading in the evening about 7pm? or was it 8? anwyay got into my room, and went to wessex to ai kun n mel for dinner,they cooked me spaggetti then i came back to bridges n took a shower.. damn.. u would think.. that w no one in bridges the damned thing wouldn't clogg.. but it did.. sheesh..

it was kind of peaceful and a lil eerie cos i was the oni one on my whole floor.. then i heard one of my neighbours come back.. the one that smokes weed.. i know its her, cause i smelled the weed.. sheesh, first thing come back smoke already wat la this ppl..

on the 14th i unpacked my stuff, and prepared for my medical law seminar.. one of my hallmates.. i posted her pic before... ie deepika, she cooked dinner for mel, ai kun and me.. and so we ate together.. tat was so nice of her.. it was sthg simple.. jsut dhal and rice.. but it was nice ler..


on the 15th had a medical law seminar, prepared n wnt for it.. then came back n i can't rmbr wat i did..in the nite din feel so well... taught sin how to sing online n we were sining together.. teru no uta haha

16th jan 07 - i feel like i m coming down with a cold??
well for one, my throat feels a lil sore, my nose a lil stuck.. and sometimes my throat feels itchy making me couch.. could be lack of sleep.. the first day my corridor and hallmates came back, they were so bloody noisy through out teh whole night.. especially the asshole upstairs...

laughing and thumping around in his room till about 2am jackass... this term there is a no tolerance policy.. he makes noise, i complain simple, he gets kicked out.. his' problem..

i learnt something new from bleach (the manga) haha.. well it's not really something new, it was just put down in words nicely...

"don't be irressolute when you slash down teh enemy, never hestitate when dealing the killing blow,and more than anything else, do not heal their wounds, that is unspeakable off.leave your chocolate here and become a demon,jsut as strong as a demon and just as wicked, you must realise that teh only way to stand up to the cold hearted, is to become cold hearted yourself,because if you dont...."

it stopped tehre == anyway its from chapter 254 of bleach.. haha

so since the guy upstairs is inconsiderate i shalll b inconsiderate too.. :p

so anywya that's bout the guy upstrais.. teh moment i came back on teh 15th there was already a medical seminar == aii.. imagine i m studying my medical law 3000 feet in the air.. yes.. i was studying on the plane.. aiii...

anyway this term coming abck i think i will b real bz cos its all tutorials oni.. and i hv to catch up .. this comes fr not studying the whole time haha..

so i don't think tehre will be much updates.. meb i will load some pics tat i took while i was on holiday in msia.. but tat will hv to wait till the weekend also..

another thing... since its 2007.. this blog has been up n running for one year n 3 months already haha.. to commemorate this, and the new layout that ccy has done for me.. i will b doing some minor changes la.. like the wordings under teh blog title.. etc.. so far all i did was change the profile pic haha.. i m really tat bz ppl..

but i will make slow n gradual changes through out the blog..no muse at teh moment, too tired and bogged down with work to think of stuff to write in the profile and the description.. :) i might need ccy's help.. but i think i can manage htmls.. the ccs looks really hard haha..

anyway yoroshiku ne satoshi kun, :)

ok.. before i really fall sick.. i shall go get some rest.. going to take a nap :p then later have to wake up n study for the intellectual property tutorial == sigh.....

おわり
-Oracl3-

i don't know waht teru is,so don't ask me.. the title basically means.. song of.. something. hahaha.. watch gedo senki, then maybe u will know.. when i m free i think i will watch it.. at the moment and bogged down with work and feeling a lil illl.. sigh.. so am gonna rest..anyway this are the lyrics to the song which is currently playing on mine and ccy's blog ;p

Teru no Uta
Artist or band: Aoi Teshima
-----------------------------------------------
Yuuyami semaru kumo no ue
Itsumo ichiwa de tonde iru
Taka wa kitto kanashi karou
Oto mo todaeta kaze no naka
Sora wo tsukanda sono tsubasa
Yasumeru koto wa deki nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Taka no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Sora wo mau yo na kanashi sa wo

Ame no sobo furui wakage ni
Itsumo chiisaku saite iru
Hana wa kitto setsuna karou
Iro mo kasunda ame no naka
Usu momo-iro no hanabira wo
Medete kureru te mo nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hana no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Ame ni utareru setsuna sa wo

Hitokage taeta no no michi wo
Watashi totomo ni ayunderu
Anata mo kitto samishi karou
Mushi no sasayaku kusahara wo
Tomo ni michiyuku hito dakedo
Taete mono iu koto mo naku

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitori michiyuku kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitoribocchi no samishi sa wo

Kanji/Kana version

夕闇迫る雲の上　いつも一羽で飛んでいる
鷹はきっと悲しかろう
音も途絶えた風の中　空を掴んだその翼
休めることはできなくて

心を何にたとえよう　鷹のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　空を舞うよな悲しさを

雨のそぼ降る岩陰に　いつも小さく咲いている
花はきっと切なかろう
色も霞んだ雨の中　薄桃色の花びらを
愛でてくれる手もなくて

心を何にたとえよう　花のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　雨に打たれる切なさを

人影絶えた野の道を　私とともに歩んでる
あなたもきっと寂しかろう
虫の囁く草原を　ともに道行く人だけど
絶えて物言うこともなく

心を何にたとえよう　一人道行くこの心
心を何にたとえよう　一人ぼっちの寂しさを


english translation

Twilight on the clouds a hawk is flying always alone.
He must be sad.
In the wind without no sounds he cannot rest his wings clutching the air.

What can I compare my heart to, my heart is like he's.
What can I compare my heart to, I feel sad just like wheeling in the sky.

At a rock shadow in drizzling rain a flower is small in bloom.
She must be painful.
In the rain with dim colour she has no one to touch and love her faint pink petal.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is like hers
What can I compare my heart to, I feel painful like as being exposed to the rain.

On a path through a field which is almost empty you are walking with me.
You must feel lonely too.
On the grassland where the insects chirp you and I walking together.
But you hardly talk.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is going alone.
What can I compare my heart to, What can I compare this lonliness to.


a short update..
i reached reading on the 13th in reading in the evening about 7pm? or was it 8? anwyay got into my room, and went to wessex to ai kun n mel for dinner,they cooked me spaggetti then i came back to bridges n took a shower.. damn.. u would think.. that w no one in bridges the damned thing wouldn't clogg.. but it did.. sheesh..

it was kind of peaceful and a lil eerie cos i was the oni one on my whole floor.. then i heard one of my neighbours come back.. the one that smokes weed.. i know its her, cause i smelled the weed.. sheesh, first thing come back smoke already wat la this ppl..

on the 14th i unpacked my stuff, and prepared for my medical law seminar.. one of my hallmates.. i posted her pic before... ie deeprika, she cooked dinner for mel, ai kun and me.. and so we ate together.. tat was so nice of her.. it was sthg simple.. jsut dhal and rice.. but it was nice ler..


on the 15th had a medical law seminar, prepared n wnt for it.. then came back n i can't rmbr wat i did..in the nite din feel so well... taught sin how to sing online n we were sining together.. teru no uta haha

16th jan 07 - i feel like i m coming down with a cold??
well for one, my throat feels a lil sore, my nose a lil stuck.. and sometimes my throat feels itchy making me couch.. could be lack of sleep.. the first day my corridor and hallmates came back, they were so bloody noisy through out teh whole night.. especially the asshole upstairs...

laughing and thumping around in his room till about 2am jackass... this term there is a no tolerance policy.. he makes noise, i complain simple, he gets kicked out.. his' problem..

i learnt something new from bleach (the manga) haha.. well it's not really something new, it was just put down in words nicely...

"don't be irressolute when you slash down teh enemy, never hestitate when dealing the killing blow,and more than anything else, do not heal their wounds, that is unspeakable off.leave your chocolate here and become a demon,jsut as strong as a demon and just as wicked, you must realise that teh only way to stand up to the cold hearted, is to become cold hearted yourself,because if you dont...."

it stopped tehre == anyway its from chapter 254 of bleach.. haha

so since the guy upstairs is inconsiderate i shalll b inconsiderate too.. :p

so anywya that's bout the guy upstrais.. teh moment i came back on teh 15th there was already a medical seminar == aii.. imagine i m studying my medical law 3000 feet in the air.. yes.. i was studying on the plane.. aiii...

anyway this term coming abck i think i will b real bz cos its all tutorials oni.. and i hv to catch up .. this comes fr not studying the whole time haha..

so i don't think tehre will be much updates.. meb i will load some pics tat i took while i was on holiday in msia.. but tat will hv to wait till the weekend also..

another thing... since its 2007.. this blog has been up n running for one year n 3 months already haha.. to commemorate this, and the new layout that ccy has done for me.. i will b doing some minor changes la.. like the wordings under teh blog title.. etc.. so far all i did was change the profile pic haha.. i m really tat bz ppl..

but i will make slow n gradual changes through out the blog..no muse at teh moment, too tired and bogged down with work to think of stuff to write in the profile and the description.. :) i might need ccy's help.. but i think i can manage htmls.. the ccs looks really hard haha..

anyway yoroshiku ne satoshi kun, :)

ok.. before i really fall sick.. i shall go get some rest.. going to take a nap :p then later have to wake up n study for the intellectual property tutorial == sigh.....

おわり
-Oracl3-

the title reads as domo arigatou gozaimasu satoshi kun.. which is the really really super polite way of saying thank you in japanese haha.. well the person i m thanking is satoshi kun.. known to most of u guys as ccy/ chee yong haha..

y? well if u have been visiting my blog over the past 2 days or if u had read the previous posts.. u will notice that he had posted a post or two saying that he will change teh layout..so viola this is the end result

i like it :) so this post is just dedicated to thank him for his hardwork..
htmls & ccs codes are really not easy things to play around with :p

-Oracl3-

Finally it is up working. Took me quite some effort to redo the layout and sorting out the codes. Now that the codes are finally working fine and this design is currently under probation and supervision. =) will touch it up a little bit on color, more artwork, and maybe the alignments. do comment on anything so that i can improve it too. thanks.

-ccymie-

"Blog design and layout under construction"

this is just to inform ppl that i'm back in reading, haha... back to the noisy place, with cloggy toilets haha...

the post before this titled

"Blog design and layout under construction"

was posted by ccy who is gonna help me do a new design... :)

ありがとう智くん(arigatou satoshi kun)

-Oracl3-

artwork and web design projecto is underway. ignore the disturbing changes for now and i will promise you a good end product.

-ccymie-

十一日一月二００七年：木曜日

the title reads as, matta yuke kana.. which means.. UK again??
sigh... terpaksa go back to the UK liao.. part of me wants to go, part of me doesn't want too... going back..have to face.. inconsiderate people. dirty toilet, dirty pantry.... independance... (~.~) haha

aiii.. i m gonna miss my toilet, my big bed, parents, dog, friends... lazing around.. going out for karaoke, mamak, walking around my own house without slippers on, going to toilet without slippers on.... etc..

but oh well, at least i get nice cold weather and fast internet connection, and more space for myself.

and i will be back.. about 6 months later...

so anywya waht have i been doing lately. last i psoted was when we went out to celebrate nick's birthday.. i wrote, kill two stones with one bird haha. i din realise till gene pointed out in my cbox.. haha.. and anotehr thing was.. the date for post titled "survey' its actually 火曜日cos that is tuesday..

aii... my brain rotting away.. becoming stupid... =.= i talked to ray about this, haha and i was telling him the basis for the badan cergas, otak cerdas saying ahha.. that's why i m getting stupider lately haha..

and also talk bout me feeling old haha.. i was lamenting.. "i feel so old la" which he retorted " then what am i? ancient?" hahah i get that a lot, cos i always say tat i m old, i feel old actually, honestly, i consider my maturity level, most of the time, to be higher than my peers, having been growing up and hanging out with older people since young, i have a bit of difficulty mixing with people my age, especially girls, and occassionally guys... aiiiiiii =.= when i went for this dinner last time after form 5 cos my mum's hspoital was giving awards to spm ppl like me.. imagine there were definetly people my age there, yet i was more comfortable talking to the older people.. god......help me..... aiii.. that;s life for me, neh（ね）? heheh

anyway update!!

ermm what have i been doing?

i cant really remember the dates exactly.. so i will just tembak la ya :p

ermm after nick's birthday which was on the 5th, what have i been doing??

i recall going out with ray to eat sushi at the curve, at sasae sushi.. but was that before or after nick's birthday?

we ordered a tray of sushi.. which had 48 peices of sushi.. i thnk meant for at least 3-4 people, but we ate it all hahah... yumm.. and we chatted about various things, life, my sister, and stuff ahha.. i learnt a new thing from him..

i mean we all know that girls are indirect spiecies but maybe i m too straight fwd ler... ahha.. but oh well it's kind of hard to explain it here la.. so i will pass..

ermm either than that

九日一月二００七年：火曜日 - wnt to gereyln's house again, (yee sin's cousin) to let michelle buy her cheong sam, my UK friend rory, in the end said that he didn't want a cheong sam, cause he wanted the sam foo, the two piece one,but what gereyln had was the one piece long one, the kind that jet li wears in the movies like once upon in china..etc..

so oh well, i got my own cheong sam, michelle got hers ahha.. after buying the cheong sam, my parents dropped us off at ming tien (my parents went to see cheong sam also, and took a look around gereyln's condominum, they seemed impressed with it haha )

ek..? wait they didn;t drop us off at ming tien, we came back home, michelle in tow, to wait for arvid and siew kim (my SAM G1 classmates)to pick us up to go for yum cha. so while waitin, i showed michelle my yukata haha i' m really happy with it :)

then after that we went yum cha, and chatted a bit here and there, then went home at about 12am, went online then, watched cardcaptor sakura, the sakura card chapter then slept.

recently been watching CCS again haha, but only the sakura card part(watching the whole thing at this time is insane its 70 episodes, and 2 movies =.=), :) its one of the anime that i like the most... damn.. i jsut rmbrd.. i keep forgetting to stop by michelle's house to get eps 17 of samurai champloo.. damn.. oni got one day left.. better do it tmw =.=
btw, thanks michelle for the samurai champloo!! :)

on the 10th felt like i wnt out... but feel like i didn't go out also.. don't know la, i think i stayed in the whole of wednesday, and i weighed and packed my stuff.. and finished watching my CCS sakura card chapter and watched the CCS sealed card movie, then went online, then went to sleep.

十一日一月二００七年：木曜日 - today, woke up, gene called my hp, at first, but dunno wats wrong with it, it only vibrated, didn't ring, and the screen was blank. so he called my house phone. i only realised that my phone was like that when huey was calling me. i tried to answer her call, but failed and had to take out the hp battery and restart it.. sigh... wonder what's wrong with my phone.. not enough memory?

anyway, got two wake up calls from nick as well.. then after that it was get up, and get ready to go out. so we went to the red box at the curve again, for another session of karaoke. duet with gene haha.. but off tune... =.= while karaoke-ing ray smsed, requesting dinner, so i called my dad, who agreed and told ray i could make it.

sang till 3 pm.. then went to sasae sushi for some tea... then went to the cinema to catch a show. we caught the 5.30pm sinking of japan show.. intially boring.. but the end was touching... CGI was kinda nice.... effects also kind of nice.. a bit of romance to it.. =.= and a young stupid looking girl in it.. well she acted kind of dumb =.=

after that went to meet ray, and had dinner at genki sushi, due to my lunch, i didn't really eat much, only had sushi hahha..

so ate and chatted then ray had to meet his primary school frens at 10 so he snt me home first. :) am kind of tired anyway.

to nick. あの鍵はありがとうね,大好き　:) (thanks for the key,i really like it)
and to everyone else, while i have been back here for a month, thanks for everything, thanks to gene for drivin me around, thanks to ray for taking me out for dinner, thanks for michelle for organising dinner, yum cha, the samurai champloo, and hanging out with me. thanks huey, for the bangles, and company.. . thanks nick, for the company as well, and the funny story about the girl which is err.. a bit off haha.. it was an amusing story ler :p thanks to mel's sis and mum for lunch and going together to petaling street, and also for borrowing me anime so that i can burn (some jackass lost one disc of my precious full metal panic, so i had to make another copy... ) and most of all thanks to my parents, hehe i come abck and sleep and wast your money only :p ahhh dun feel like going back liao la...
ありがとうみんなさん！！(thanks everyone)

dunno y this round my hati lebih berat to leave, the first time i left i wasn't so berat hati also =.= maybe cos this time i'm only coming abck after 6 months gua.. sigh.. oh well.. time flies wan la.. and when i get abck over there i will be bz with stuff la ;p

to xian ai, お誕生日おめでと/happy birthday, well early birthday, her bitrhday is tommorow ie on the 12th january ahha.. happy 21st birthday girl.. well not like she reads here anywya.. but just wish only la...

that's all for now la... if you are wondering why there are so many =.= well it's cos i feel =.= at the moment.. if you know me well enough or even bother, you will figure it out... haha that's all for now.. going to update my anime list then sleep ;p

おやすみみんなさん（good night everyone）

おわり
-Oracl3-

五日一月二００六年：金曜日

title reads as tanjyoubi omedeto nikurisu kun, meaning happy birthday Nicholas, this is for leong not seoh ya, cos the 5th is leong’s birthday.

So for today what did we do? Haha a few days ago, like 2 days ago, huey, gene, nick and I went to buy cheong sam, then went to yum cha. So when we were yum cha-ing, we decided to go and karaoke on nick’s birthday, and kill two stones with one bird, we get to celebrate his birthday, and we get to hang out together before gene and I go over seas…

Also, we were talking about ghosts and spirits again haha.. cause well gene lately.. can see, I cannot see laio, but can feel, I’m sure some of you all know la, I told you all before, the “gift” came from my mum’s side haha.. my mum also apparently can see, and well some of my aunts..etc

Anyway, that talk shifted to the level of qi a person has, and well gene said that in BU there is a shop, which lets you test the amount of qi you have. We decided to got there then…haha

So I told nick and gene to give me a wake up call on Friday, and we will all go out..

And today they all did really give me wake up calls.. I had 4 calls till I woke up and was cursing at gene for setting the time at 11am haha.. well, I really am not a morning person haha..

Nick called at 10 and I told him to call me back15 minutes later, he let me sleep for another 20minutes before he called again.. and this time I was like.. Stupid gene…. So early 11am the time.. hahah..

After that I actually went back to bed, then huey called.. =.= while talking to huey, then gene called my hand phone.. don’t want to wake up also, wake up already la.. hahha

So got ready la, ate a bit then off to the curve we went, to sing… lucky today didn’t rain haha our singing, more like my singing was horrendous la, so long never sing, and not used to singing with people.. went off tune a lot haha but was fun.. we went for the promotion thing 12-3pm and sang until our throats were sore, I met cindy, my sister’s ex colleague when we were leaving red box haha..

After red box we headed to 1U to test our qi levels, haha went to the new wing, and found the shop.. wah huey got a lot of qi.. the water was jumping man.. nick, not bad.. gene and I… no comment hahha we have very low qi la I think haha… hypothesis.. people who can see ghost has low qi.. I think hypothesis accepted haha.. though I can’t see anymore so I have a tad more qi than gene la haha I think…

Anyway to test your qi, there is this basin of water, don’t know what the basin is made out off.. metal and copper I suppose, we had to wet our hands with the water from the basin and then rub the basin’s handle.. gene and I rubbed and rubbed… nothing happened… =.=

After that the woman in the shop came out and told us i.e. gene and I, to rub even harder… we had to rub till our hands was sore, just to get that little bit of qi to show in the water.. OMG.. we are so low on energy le gene

Oh we had to throw 20sen inside the basin first before trying haha.. just a small token for the shop people I suppose :p the woman in the shop said that for RM380 we can get a slightly smaller version of the basin and practise at home.. ahha nick said when he was working he will get one haha.. so am writing it down here as proof haha nick you can’t run haha

Anyway spent some time in BU, had 31, I hardly eat ice cream, so haha.. and sat down there and talked for almost 2 hours I think, then we went to jusco and gene got some sushi, then it was off to niko niko, damn man, now only I know that shop is called niko niko.. anyway.. went to that shop, it’s the anime shop in jusco, went there cause nick wanted to get some stuff.. after that it was animetech haha, and I managed to finally get something to hang on my hand phone, a pair of mokona modoki （モコナ　モドキ）if got boyfriend can give him one la haha but don’t have so both are hanging off my hand phone now haha.. cute la.. like 白まんじゅ(white pau) only haha..

After that as huey had to be home by 630pm we left BU and sent her home, then it was off to gene’s house to get his external drive, so that I can format it to MS DOS FAT 32 so that he can copy files from Macintosh computers.. meaning after that it was my house la..

Most drives are formatted only for windows, so mac users like me, can only take files from the drive but can’t input anything, so before he filled it up with crap, better format it to suit both mac and windows la haha.. at first got a bit of problem and we had to format twice pulak =.= oh why bother formatting it to that format ar? Cause gene plans to get a mac ahaha…..

Before leaving gene’s house, I chatted a bit with his mother and brother.. and I just remembered, I forgot to give gene his piano grade 8 books back.. even though he came to my house…. Remind me gene.. anyway before coming to my house, we had sushi and 100plus haha.. while chatting to his mum and brother and patting benji (their shi-tzu)

After that it was SS2, apparently some people, had planned to celebrate nick’s birthday, but they are real heroes, don’t know who is the organiser.. they all know that there is something on, but don’t know who organised it, and what time.. at least they know the place.. OMG =.=

We were the first to arrive, and so we decided to head to KFC for dinner while waiting for the rest of the people to come..

Chatted and ate until like 10pm then went to wong kok, char char teng, wah.. I felt so out of place, all also sub science or art students there.. the only pure science students there were gene and i… =.=’ I only remember the names of half the people there, and I was like… are those seaparkians? Haha.. sad, some of them i remembered their faces, but don’t know name or class :p teruk.. I know, shows how sociable I am…

But at least I know some of them, so chat a bit la… wah, didn’t know some people existed.. and that I’ve seen the fellow more than once before, didn’t even know the fellow is from taman sea haha until gene so zah toh haha.. funny la.. but the more I look at the fellow the more familiar he looked.. and yes gene.. I remember, he is from taman sea… don’t know what stream, and yes I met him during the bon odori, well not during but when I went to your house haha, it’s all coming back to me now.. he, such a waste la, as I would say to all the people in your society haha.. but oh well, as long as you are all happy haha

So spent some time in wong kok, a bit quiet at first, but open up a bit, talk a bit here and there, played a bit of chor tai tee, then cause was tired… out the whole day ma, decided to come back and sleep la, the rest decided to go to asia café to play pool.. haha at first was enticed, then I remembered, Malaysia different la, all the smoke will kill me, better balik rumah and sleep la…

But came home.. cause of the drink just now… can’t sleep so am up typing this la.. haha.. in wong kok, if it’s a person’s birthday and if you have a group of at least 6 people who have spent at least RM30 there, the restaurant will give the table a huge cup of teh tarik…. So that’s why I’m still awake now.. but it’s already almost 3am and am starting to feel sleepy..

My dog is locked in my parent’s room.. sigh so it’s only me sleeping tonight haha…

おやすみなさいみんな
おわり

-Oracl3-

二日一月二００六年：木曜日

was taking a break from burning cds... and i failed to burn cd 5&6 of the Japanese drama called 1 litre of tears (1リットルの涙) so decided to do this survey that i got from friendster quite some time ago, it was done by keng imm during that time haha.. anyway... read on la.. it's just for entertainment..

1. Words going on in your head?
- “I want to sleep” ==, and “damn, what is Tuesday in Japanese already!! Is it mokuyoubi??!!”

2. Where were you from?
- PJ, Selangor, Malaysia

3. What is the last thing you downloaded?
- Lecture notes, power point slides and handouts from black board.

4. What is the time now?
- 1400

5.What did you do for the last half an hour?
- burning cds

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
- I was in a sketch, or two… I think haha

7. How many kids do you want?
- none, I think dogs are the best :p but may change in the future when I meet my someone haha

8. Type of d person you DISLIKE most?
- dishonest people, stupid people, super blur people, arrogant people, immature people, the list goes on and on, hey, nobody’s perfect, I’m not either, I have a short temper, blur, no patience, moody, depressed… oh wait, sorry haha deviated from the question :p

9. favorite types of music?
- classical, J-pop, K-pop, C-pop, anime, movies & show soundtracks..

10. Do you have a car?
- no, I don’t like driving, and my driving skills suck big time :p

1.do u like roller coasters?
- yes!! I like the adrenaline rush, stuff that make me scared but give me the adrenaline rush haha.. it’s fun :p

12. Ever prank call anyone b4?
- not really, miss calling the person next to me counts right haha that’s only when I’m really, really bored, but I don’t do it any more.. maybe I should haha

13. Would you go indoor or outdoor?
- Outdoors, definitely :p

14. Are you shy?
- most of the time, no.. Sometimes I am though..

15. Do you think you're popular?
- not really, I don’t bother about the popularity thing, but I was popular for being a gila gila girl at one point haha, always laughing with huey :p

16. What's the size of your bed?
- queen in Malaysia, single in UK haha

17. Best movie you've watched in the past..
- quite a number to name, so I will name one which I just watched last week… hey, it’s the past wert haha.. the movie is called 子きつねヘレン, translated as kokitsuneheren, meaning, baby fox Helen.

18 What's the next you want to watch?
- nothing at the moment, but after Helen the baby fox I wanted to watch Quill, which I already did.

19. Chips or popcorn?
- I don’t really eat chips anymore, the only one that I eat is Pringles, and usually when I go to the movies I eat popcorn :p

20. Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
- Apparently I’ve broken quite a number ==

21. Have you skipped school?
- nope, the only time when I’m not in school is when I have an MC or family emergency or am not well, skip classes hehehe got la.. known as kaki ponteng last time in secondary school haha.. but then again, I was penolong ketua kelas, went to look for teachers, so not ponteng ma ahaha

22. Are you a good cook?
- presentable, and edible, and people finish it, so I guess this is up to those who have eaten my cooking to rate… I would say I’m average though haha

23. Whom did you last go out to dinner/lunch with?
- does brunch count? Haha, brunch- parents, brother and uncle casey, dinner…. Dinner, parents, brother, fourth uncle and family… yes, I’m sad, my friends abandoned me, no one wants to go out with me sob sob… :p

24. Where did you go?
- dinner- chan kei, brunch- tai thong for dim sum yummy :p

25. fave drink?
- dutch lady full cream milk, ribena, warm water.. etc

26. Best feeling in the world?
- contented and happiness, and love

27. Have you ever broken a bone?
- no

28. Have you ever had a medal? when??
- yea.. primary school, and college..

32. What are your dream items?
- items? Errrrrrr… I dunno, more money? Haha then I can buy more anime, and anime merchandise, and dramas and all sorts hahaha

33. Did u stay with your parents?
- yes, still am, unless when I’m in UK I stay with ai kun and mel haha

34. Do you still love your ex?
- never had a boyfriend, sigh… 20 years old laio… so sad right?? Guess I’m too picky… but I’m retarded in matters of my heart la..

35. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
- formal clothes to the office ==

36. Last things you bought at a pharmacy?
- errmmm… perfume sachets to hang in the cupboard…

37. What are you going to do after this?
- sleep

38. multi-tasking person
- yes

39. Who would you like to meet?
- my soul mate haha… sounds so corny la haha ermm does nishikido ryo count? haha

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yes, well I believe in soulmates ma haha

41. What's your favorite song?
- a lot lor… at the moment its また明日(mata ashita- see you again tomorrow) from ouran high school host club （桜蘭高校ホスト部　ー　ouran koukou hosuto bu)

42.Where would you go for a romantic evening?
- I don’t know, some place to watch the stars, feel the breeze, smell the fresh air, maybe see fireflies…

44. Last song stuck in your head?
- opening song from it started with a kiss, don’t know what is the title...

45. whats on ur mind right now?
- sleeping..

46. Best TV show as of the moment?
- don’t really watch tv… but if you want series, at the moment 一リットルの涙 (ichi rittoru no namida- one litre of tears)

47. what is one thing you would like to learn to do?
- ice skating, followed by learning how to drive properly…

48. What do you do when you are bored?
- go online, read, chat, watch shows, sleep..

49. How would you want someone to appreciate you?
- just appreciate me, what’s the point if I have to say out loud how I want to be appreciated? If you really understand me, you will know how to appreciate me, and how I want to be appreciated.

50. What do you love the most?
- my dog and family, but the question is what not who wor… if it’s items haha I love my house, my anime, my computer, mahjong.. etc… haha ;p

51. What do you hate the most?
- worms (ewwww), cockroaches (yuck), dirty(body weak, scared fall sick..), messiness(am clumsy, scared trip and fall :p), pollution(poor planet earth :p), ciggeratte/weed smoke(allergic to it.. ==), etc

二日一月二００七年：木曜日

Title reads as itte rasshai niichan, meaning have a safe trip elder brother. I’m currently feeling very sleepy, now… lacking of sleep… what was I doing last night? Burning cds and online? Haha yes that was what I was doing, and then this morning I had to wake up early to go for breakfast with my parents, brother and uncle casey, we went to tai thong ss2 for dimsum.

Today my brother is leaving for Australia again, sigh.. the whole house like so sad even the dog, but what to do la, after he leaves ten days later it will be my turn… thinking about it.. makes me a little sad, cause have to leave my parents, the dog, the comfort of home and the food, but oh well mentally I adapt fast, just hope that my body will adept to the cold weather in reading…

Well a short update, last week, I think it was the 26th or was it the 27th? Can’t remember, but chi ming organised an outing to go to petaling street, but he couldn’t make it, so it was Michelle and I, I had asked Melissa’s sister to come along, and so, mel’s sis and mum came along with me to KL.

We had quite some fun, mel’s mum treated us to lunch. Thanks Aunty and thanks mel!! :p shopping around and walking around petaling street haha, we then went to the anime shop in S&M and mel’s mum left the 3 of us to ogle at the anime haha.. I didn’t buy any, but I bought a show/movie called 子きつねヘレン meaning baby fox Helen, read as ko kitsune heren.

Real touching show, I was crying all the way, I felt like crying, so I bought a touching show haha, besides that, I didn’t buy any anime at all, cause I had chi ming’s external drive, and there are so many anime inside that I don’t have time to finish watching and I have to burn it out, so since I have no time to watch, I was lazy to buy la. ;p wasted a lot of money also going down there…

When I got home, I watched the movie and felt like I had to get Quill, a movie by the same director, and it so happened that the next day my brother was going down with his friend chang lit, so I tagged along, and got Quill :p

Was kind of good that I tagged along cause now I know where the beef noodle store is now :)

Came back from petaling street and watched Quill, later in the night I went to the Curve with my brother and chang lit again to watch a movie, we wanted to watch the curse of the golden flower, but in the end we watched Eragon. The movie was so-so, the main character i.e. Eragon, is such a brat though… =.= maybe he will mature along the way…

On the 31st my aunt from my mum’s side held a new year pot luck party, so my parents and I went, my brother went to celebrate with his friends. Sigh, so nice, at least his friends take the initiative to plan things… anyway was kind of quiet again, even after all the alcohol haha..

Drank quite a bit only la. Only a glass of white wine, I almost finish a can of beer, and I drank like half a glass of rum and coke, I think I drank more than half, but oh well, and I tasted the margarita that my cousin brother in law made, he used to be a bartender haha.. it was ok, I didn’t really like the margarita he made, cause the tequila taste was too strong for my liking that I could hardly taste the lime juice…

But after that it was home, and I watched michelle’s samurai champloo.. her first disc episode 17 got a bit of problem wan.. =.= so sedih, miss jin’s fight scene..

After that, the next day it wasn’t anything much, just burning anime for my brother, and well went out for dinner together with my fourth uncle on my dad’s side and his family…

So that’s all for today haha, going back to burn some anime.. for myself now :p

おわり

-Oracl3-

二十五日十二月に００六年：月曜日

title reads as merri kurisumasu, meaning, merry Christmas, so merry Christmas to everyone, I had a Christmas lunch at my mum’s friend place, and after that we went shopping, the four of us, my parents, brother and me.

nothing really eventful.

The day before we had a Christmas family dinner, with the family from my mum’s side, we went to Imbi Palace in KL, and ate, and ate, and ate.. wah so full.. got oysters some more… blek, there was a picture of me that looked like I was going to puke already haha..

Was relatively quiet, didn’t really feel like talking much, and I only had a glass of wine ahha something wrong with me? たぶんな　=.=

After that went home and went online haha, sobbing away, cause my connection here is so slow sigh… that’s why you all hardly see me online while I’m back here, it takes almost like 30 minutes for my msn to connect online, so if you guys have yahoo messenger or google talk, please add me there.. :p

Michelle came back to Malaysia for her holidays, and arrived a day after me i.e. the 15th, and well a few days ago, I can’t remember when, but she organised a small gathering, I think it was on the 20th, she organised a gathering at 明天 i.e. ming tien near my house, yes it’s the 20th cause cheese came over. Mostly those that attended, were her friends, but I know them too, so it was ok, chatted a bit here and there, then headed to Williams in taman mayang jaya for mamak. Went home at bout 10pm and online… connection so slow and laggy, my msn messages doesn’t get through… sigh…

おわり

-Oracl3-

二十三日十二月二００六年：土曜日

title reads as okairi niichan, meaning, welcome home older brother, my brother is home today for his holiday, he will be back for about 10 days and then will fly back to Australia…

now for an updated on me haha..

the past few days have been spent trying to overcome my jet lag, been sleeping a lot, and I mean a lot, it’s like I’m only awake for about 5 hours everyday.. This is bad.

About two days after my return, the family’s old trusty a.k.a the fridge, broke down, and in came Hitachi to replace it haha… now we have a new big fridge, but you know, the bigger stuff are, the more crap we tend to shove inside it…

On the 16th and 17th there was a comic fiesta, too bad I couldn’t make it as I went back to my hometown, and besides 17th was my dad’s birthday
たんじょうびおめでと父さん！！(happy birthday dad!!)
I had my beef steak, and beer haha.. The only western food that I won’t really touch while here in Malaysia will be pasta and pizza :p

An uneventful weekend, where I was sleeping quite a lot as well, a little on the desperate end, as didn’t know how to overcome my jetlag, and sleeping too much…

On the 17th came back to PJ with my granma, and uncle casey came to visit, he gave me some tips to overcome my jetlag… simple method… don’t sleep so much even when tired, tahan… so ok la.. :p

On the 18th meng and Eugene came to ask me out to go to ss2’s pasar malam, but I didn’t feel well, the day before actually had food poisoning, and didn’t manage to vomit… lasted until today, wanted to vomit here and there, feeling nauseated. So meng out of concern suggested that we hang out in his house, which we did.. as long as I was seated and not moving I felt find, the moment I started to move I felt sick…

After that they both sent me home, and they came in for a while so that I could give them their souvenirs that I got from Prague for them haha, after they left, finally I managed to vomit, felt so much more better.. ;p

Cheese a.k.a chi ming came over on the 20th a Wednesday if I remember correctly, and I borrowed his external drive to watch and burn animes, a lot man haha.. gonna take me eons to burn, since almost everyday I’m sleeping so much, and my dad keeps dragging me out to buy my stuff ;p a shopping, here we go :p

Been catching up on my animes and shows, that I set my sleeping time to a weird pattern, everyday at 3am to 5am, somehow I can’t sleep, even though I turn in early, i.e. at 11pm, or around that time, so I use that time to watch shows or anime till I’m sleepy then go back to sleep haha… I began to realise how come when I went to reading I didn’t have jetlag haha, cause before I left, I was sleeping at bout 3am and waking up at 12pm which is kinda similar to the time in reading where I sleep and wake up ahha.. though brought a forward a few hours earlier, I think 3am is 8pm in reading ;p

Well that’s how my life has been.. boring and in the house all the time… sad me..

おわり

-Oracl3-

十四日十二月二００六年：水曜日

title reads as heteru kuukou meaning Heathrow airport, yesterday was the day I left reading to go back home for my one month’s holiday in Malaysia. So why is the title, titled Heathrow airport?

Simple, cause the airport in the UK are stupid and made me vomit blood. It’s all the terrorists fault, idiot terrorists, with all the stupid strict rules in the airport, I had to repack my bag like 4 to 5 times, and we are only allowed one baggage, your laptop bag is considered as one hand luggage… stupid people, they expect you to check in you laptop meh? バカアロね。Geram aku…..

So it’s unfair for those travelling with laptops la.. cis… then it didn’t help matters that my hand luggage was heavy by itself, the only things inside my hand luggage was my laptop, burner, external drive, pen drives, epilator, a small crystal vase, a wooden clock jian lun’s handphone, and my epilator, guess how much the weight is? Mind you, the computer weighs 2kg, burner 1.5kg, external drive & pen drive, so light =.= include the vase and the clock, which were both quite light also.. I think add those two up also is only 1kg… ishkk the weight was 12.32kg!!

Backside, so they don’t want to let me through, so I just took out my laptop, making the weight go to 10.32kg, but the guy see me also want to kill people already also, so he just let me pass la.. ishkkkkk…. Geram mati aku.. by the way, the weight that they let you pass is 7kg….

After that it was to get to the departure hall, the security line was so damn long man…. We were thinking maybe got time to walk around a bit in the departure hall, but by the time we got past the security, we only had like half an hour to walk around before boarding the plane.. I was at the airport approximately 6 hours before my flight, and look where that got me?

Have to keep on emptying my hand luggage…until it was like so bare already.. lately my patience isn’t what it used to be already, so I was ready to explode. Anyway.. finally got back to Malaysia after my 12 hour flight, as usual didn’t really sleep the whole trip, maybe an hour or two, there was a baby near me, and it kept crying, but I was watching movies so I didn’t bother, I was given a window sit, that’s why this time I managed to sleep for an hour or two, but the thing was….. So hard to go to the freaking toilet == since the people next to me slept the whole trip, sigh…..

I was like, “damn, how many more hours do I have to go? Can’t wait to touch down..”
Another thing was, I think the pilot is mad, ten minutes before touch down only he started his descent.. is he mad? I could basically feel the descent, usually with a Boeing 747, you are not supposed to right? I mean with my past experiences, it’s supposed to go down quite smooth… what on earth was the pilot thinking.. the pressure nearly killed my ears…

and right before touching down on Malaysian soil, I was attacked with a sore throat and cough == aiiii….. my luck… so miserable, reached back on the 14th at 2.20pm touched down… my dad came to pick me up, and off home I went to see my little baby. He was so happy haha… miss the little bugger :p

for dinner, haha demanded my Japanese food haha.. yum.. finally I had my Japanese food 幸せ　:)

later in the night, went out with gene to mamak to eat my sorely missed roti canai haha :p came home at about 1am and slept :p

おわり

-Oracl3-