title reads as watashi wa honto ni shiawase kana? which means am i really happy? a cousin of mine snt me this tickle test entitled how happy are you? so i took it and here are the results.. :p

for those who aren't really that happy.. u can take alook at the "take action " part and learn something new..

looking at it.. actually.. i came to realise.. that i was happier in the past.. dunno y since the begining of last yr till now my happiness level has dropped a lot, i wld even say drastically..

(guess it happens when u grow older, u arent so naive anymore) but oh well, the future is not bleak.. it can oni go up fr here when u r very down at teh bottom :P

that's how i stay happy.. by having a positive outlook.. even though i m depressed i still do my best to look at the positive outcomes of life, i keep myself bz,(like clean my room till ppl think i hv obesseive compulsive disorder.. haha i oni clean it once a week), make new frens n find humour in almost everything.. well lately i lost my crazy sense of humour, and laugh much less.. but well.. i m still hanging on...　
ファイト！！ガンバってね　:) (Faito, gambatte ne = Fight, nvr give up..)

so to the others.. (you know who you are) don't always think that i have no problems or wtr, i jsut cant say it, (not tat i don wan to say it...tho if i must say.. i feel a lil abandoned at the moment.. but can't help it, everyone has their own lives... and true friends, will always b there rain or shine.... i hope that theory applies to you guys as well, i noe some of u apply the theory :p arigatou) and i don't mope in it, and my cup is always, whenever possible which is like 95% of the time, half full.. if i can do it so can you!!

tho now i may seem a lil down, and am not getting any support or love fr ppl tat i want it from.. but oh well.. かまわない。humans are all selfish in nature, that i understand.. but i m not giving up lookin for my altruistic angel.. and actually come to think of it, i already hv one or two by my "side" not neccesarrily literally, but i believe i have them, :) (hopefully my angels noe who they are :) , thanks for being there for me)

i tried to put up the charts and all, but when i did, it totally screwed up the blog design, and when i looked at the html.. i was like this [@_@' ], adjusting the size of all the tables involved will take me eons.. so lazy me just removed all the charts.. then come to think of it.. i was like "what the heck?".. to look at my hapiness results just click on the link below :p

Sayaka's Hapiness Results By Tickle

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