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The smooth surface, Almost mirror like, Watching it unknowingly, I entered its flow, Unconsciously submerged by it, Fighting to grasp the sky, Before being pulled down again, Following it’s flow, Unable to turn back, The road is set; I shall head to sea, Can you see the future? It’s unpredictable ✿Oracl3✿


Friday, June 16, 2017

Days


I've always thought, that the best day to go, is on the anniversary of the day that you came...


-sunz-



Sunday, April 16, 2017

Vindictive

it is the weekend, and since i couldn't look at the Melbourne itinerary on the weekday because i was too tired after work, i thought that i would look at it today.

it was only 11pm when this occurred.. throughout the day... my sister had spent lunch / the day out with my aunt and mother, came home took a nap and then went out to dinner with us.

even then when we couldn't decide where to eat, she grumbled at is rudely.

we come back and i am looking and amending the itinerary, i was actually doing it since this afternoon...

so i asked about the temperature in the itinerary and she answers me in a somewhat spiteful tone that she is not a weather forecaster so she couldn't put in all the weather forecasts yet, she put what she has currently put in to remind herself to include the the temperature later.

it was fine

minus her tone

i decided to hold my tongue and continued amending

then i realised that if we are to follow her itinerary to go to the Market in the central of Melbourne, it would be better to go straight from the airport since the market closes at 3pm, and we arrive at 1145am at Melbourne airport.

when i asked her and showed her the map.

her response was.

"oh i thought you didn't want to look at the itinerary?"

isn't someone being awfully vindictive for something that happened like 3 days ago?

when i asked her why was she being sarcastic, she said she wasn't being sarcastic. and to top it off, she called me sensitive.

fine maybe i'm being TOO sensitive to think that since that day my sister has been giving me the cold shoulder, and was not really talking to me the past few days.

but seriously? do i deserve this?

i asked her why she was being sarcastic, she said she wasn't. i said asking me why i'm looking at the itinerary now in that tone and manner is sarcastic, i said i would look at it on the weekend.

she accused me of dissecting the itinerary too.

i don't look at it, she gets pissed, i look at it she gets pissed. seriously, what the fuck does she want?

and i said, see you are doing exactly what i was doing that day, and you said you would sit down and listen. and it's only 11pm.

she says.. in an airy tone.. ahh i'm going to sleep. and goes off.

such an adult she is.

all i can say is one word

VINDICTIVE

at times like this, i seriously feel that i'm better off without any siblings.

all they do is make my life miserable.

when my parents depart, i should probably follow them too. no point staying on anymore then. 






Thursday, April 13, 2017

Pretentious

I was accused of being pretentious...

I just got home from work tired as hell.

And this is what I have to face.

Because after weeks of working late while ill.

Coming home at or past midnight.

And even working till or past midnight.

Most of the time not even having my dinner till I came home.

I was called pretentious and rudely told to get lost.

And all because?

I preferred to listen to an itinerary for Melbourne  over the weekend instead of at 1am after a long day and week at work.

Did I mention that I just got home and haven't even showered?

That I'm dead tired?!

I won't even be able to register anything!

But no. Someone's itinerary is more important than a tired sister

Because she spent the whole day or rather past few days working on the itinerary

Because she has the time now

And can't wait till the weekend to talk to me about the itinerary

So because of that

My pretentious sister threw a tantrum and called me pretentious!

I.e. she raised her voice at me and basically asked me to get lost (go and take my shower and don't bother talking to her - went all sulky) and said she didn't want to talk to me when I told her off for calling me pretentious.

 Note to self when I do the same to her and she throws a pretentious tantrum.

To show her this on how she treated me..

She said that if it was her she would still sit down to actually listen.

Let's see if that's true when we the time comes.

rant over.

Thank you for listening. Good night 



Saturday, October 15, 2016

わかった





Understood. I will drive safely. 


-sunz-



Thursday, October 06, 2016

Food Diary : Day 2

For Edgar. Wasted my time by not reading the descriptions. So I will just post pictures sans description now lol. 


Breakfast


Some weird thing my mom made out of meat, served on bread with cheese. Lol taste was not bad. 

The banana milk is yum 


How many calories is it? Hmm 

Lunch 


Sweet and sour chicken at Kiki klcc. 

But ate only half the rice and left almost half the chicken. Too jelak. 


My leftovers from lunch. I'm sorry to the world for wasting food ;(


Dinner 


Well... Half a bowl of basmati rice bout 3-4 pieces of meat. 3-4 tablespoons of the steamed egg. And lots of vegetables 

Dessert after gym though 




-sunz-



Wednesday, October 05, 2016

Food Diary: Day 1

As requested by my dear PT lol here's what I've been eating today.


For Breakfast~~


A bowl of koko crunch and milk at 9.50am

For Lunch


Brought food from home today, and enjoyed it at 1.30pm

4 table spoons of brown rice
Fried pork with salted vegetables 
Japanese tofu with fried fish paste  - 2pcs each
Fried mix vegetables - green peas, cauliflower, capsicum, button mushroom with tofu poi

Snack Time~~ 


Going bananas at 5.25pm


Dinner


Eating at 8.30pm

Half a bowl of white rice sprinkled with seasoning
2 pieces of fish with chopped spring onions 
3 small pieces of chicken fried in black Sayed with capsicum and onion 
Japanese tofu 
Fried bak Choy 


Dessert


At 8.45pm
4 slices of pear and mango each 

Here ends my report. I have no idea how many calories are all these. Lol 

-sunz-



Thursday, March 31, 2016

In dreams

Is this punishment?

I want to see you so much, I hope as much as you want to see me too. 

And though I search for you in my dreams you never come. 

I miss you so, so much.

And I wished everyday that I could dream of you,

and I guess Kami sama was kind..

I was allowed to meet you, although only twice.. 

The first to let me know that you were hungry. I just knew in that dream that you were telling me that you were hungry. 

And the second time, that you were waiting for me to come home. Even though you had others around you, but you were ignoring them and dolefully waiting. (or you were probably upset when mom and dad took out those luggage bags of theirs to pack for their trip here lol)

It's just a few more weeks baby, I'm sorry that you have to keep waiting, but I'm coming home soon ok? 

I'm coming home soon to you. 

-sunz- 


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