I've started to realise that it's not something I cooked up.

If every year, this time, I get so gloomy and teary, it's because at times like this, I miss you even more than usual.

I've always cuddled you, while I blew out the candles, and not having you here since you left, and having to face the candles alone this last three years... It just... Breaks my heart.

But I've to swallow my tears and paste on a smile.

Cause nobody wants to know about the tears...


-sunz-