二十六日ハ月：土よ日

A general reading on my life… for once an English title no? haha, just did a tarot reading… wanted to do other questions, but couldn’t concentrate, and kept getting funny things, so I decided to clear my mind and do a general instead…

It’s scary how they’ve played themselves out you know, so far my readings has all been correct… I met kean sheng at a “gathering” and I did get news i.e. he has a girlfriend haha.. (so lucky I followed the cards that time I did the reading few months back..もうあきらめなあ。カレは。。 lioa haha actually I think I was looking for confirmation… =.= btw I’m not so free as to remember, but I blogged about it once, and when I was clearing some files I came across it, so, no, I’m not so free to think of it…)

ermm my exam results wasn’t what I expected and it was not good… (damn, the way things play out a few months after the reading… should have done the zodiac reading, then I would know when it will happen)

The former was done to determine, whether should I waste my time, and well, I didn’t, that’s why to some people’s surprise I had no reaction when I found out that カレは彼女がいる。。haha, cause anyway, no time for stuff like that… I’m busy with studies anyway keke.. :p (hey, stop rolling your eyes!!! Busy with college, scouts and studies, ok… happy??!! cis… :p haha, anyway as I said before I’m picky :p カレは条件を達成しない「じようけんをたっせいしない」muahahhaha)

Those are the only readings I did for myself if I remember correctly, don’t really do much readings for myself. Mostly for other people..

One thing to note is that, for tarot readings that indicate that it’s in your hands, i.e. more minor arcanas than major, the second or third reading which you carry out after some time, may produce different results. So, one has to take the latest reading, but one thing is the “past” reading will be the same… well you can’t change the past, but you can change your future…

So read my general reading la, no mood to crap more… [=.=] and too busy reading to blog too much… (to the naggers, I’m reading company law… and although I don’t really like the nagging, but thank you for nagging, show’s your concern ;p)

Here’s my general reading… please comment? Errr if you feel like it…

The past - 8th of swords reversed

Frustration which you take out on others. Being your own worst enemy, placing restrictions on yourself.

This holds water… it is true that I am my worst enemy, when I hear that this person or that doesn’t like me, I don’t give a damn, but as for myself… I’m dangerous for myself… in a way… and yes, I do hold a lot of frustration which I do not say, and cannot say, cause don’t know how to say etc, so yes, I take it out by…. Errrmm by being mean I think haha

The present - 7th of cups reversed

False hope, the loss of an opportunity through wrong decision-making or inaction. Emotional fantasies

This holds water as well… my exam, and well, yes, emotional fantasies, I wanted to be like Haru remember? Haha.. Too much manga for me :p oh, and yes, false hope.. in a way…

Hidden influences at work - 4th of cups reversed

Nostalgia, the inability to accept change or adapt to new conditions. Bad memories and old, unresolved pain

Yes, I m moody and depressed due to bad memories and old, unresolved pain, and yes, I can’t really accept the fact that everyone is gone, and leaving, and soon, so will I. and yes, I keep thinking of the old times… [=.=]

Obstacles to be overcome - the wheel of fortune reversed

Bad luck and unpleasant surprises. Remember that the wheel will turn in you favour eventually

Errmm how do you overcome bad luck? (=_=’) So I can’t do anything but wait for the wheel of fortune to turn [=.=]

The attitudes of other people - 4th of sword, right side up

A need to retreat from the troubles of life. The opportunity to rest and to put your thoughts in order. A peaceful interlude during which strategies can be worked out. Visits to hospital but not necessarily a personal illness.

This sounds more like what I should be doing, instead of the attitude of others… but it sounds a bit like my dad too…

What I should do - ace of wands, right side up

All aces indicate beginnings, as far as the ace of wands is concerned this is the beginning of enterprise. If this card occurs, an important new business or relationship is indicated.

Well, looks like an important new relationship rather than business is coming up… I’m not going into business anytime soon… so errr…? What should I do? This card just indicated only la… what on earth?! Maybe the cards trying to tell me something extra but the spread won’t let it. So it terpaksa resort to this… but this card sounds like an outcome card la.. sweat… [=.=]

The outcome - judgment, right side up

New potential, an opportunity which once given, must not be ignored! The call to fresh efforts. A new project and decision that will affect the rest of your life. Career success and the enjoyment of past efforts. This card speeds up the pace of the rest of the cards and shows that the outcome will be quicker than expected.

If you asked me… I would say that it’s just saying that the outcome will come sooner than I think, (which could explain what I said above) and that I will get an opportunity, which cannot be ignored. The problem is will I recognize it, when it comes ? (=_=’)

Two major arcane and two minor, so means this is in my hands.. All my readings always say teh same thing, except teh exam reading… I recall the exam reading said that it was destiny… sweat…

Maybe its cause I said that, “Fate and destiny paves our roads, but to walk down that road, it is but your choice and yours only.” so destiny pulling my leg.... sweat.. haha

Haha, hope that holds water now..

I just realised that, in my “down” mood, I don’t believe in myself as much as I used to… and also very pessimistic also….

-Oracl3-

Update on Nanosaur II… two more eggs.. then I pass….why!!!????? Noooo…. Two more only…. =.=

二十四日ハ月二００六年：木よ日

The title simply reads as omedeto tanjyoubi rowan kun, today is rowan’s birthday, happy birthday ro!!

All the best in everything, and don’t feel so lonely there la, I email u already, and you never reply…. (=_= )

if you don’t reply neither will I, one of my emailing rules, which applies to everyone, my own cousin and siblings too… [=.=] to get more emails, please reply, if not it is assumed that you don’t like me, my mails and that you don’t want any mails from me muahaha…

Though I laugh, I’m serious… bout replying for me to reply [=.=] if you forget too bad, cause I don't really have a tendency to remind people haha, cause I also forget haha.. If you are too busy to email just say so, but if you are busy, so am I (=_=)

So that’s all, hope you make new friends soon… I think you should already have right? Since you have been going to school, I mean, college, errr.. university? Don’t know what to call your institute haha, cause that day you said school to me, but come to think of it, isn’t it college? But you are considered university level? Aii don’t know….

Today, I finally managed to wake up early, for once I woke up in the morning not the afternoon haha, I woke up at 9.10am!! :p hope that I can keep this up till after my exam. Errmm finally had my longingly craved nasi lemak; had nasi lemak ayam with ccy haha, yes, don’t worry I will drink plenty of water so that I won’t fall ill :p

After eating nasi lemak, took a look at the pictures that ccy took at the Chamang waterfall, in my hometown bentong. Yes, bentong is my hometown, but I’ve never been there [=.=] yes, a bit sad, but my parents don’t let me go, cause they say that there are a lot of bad spirits there (“I SMELL BAD SPIRITS!! BUAHAHAHA!!” Don Kanonji style haha, (=_=) for those that don’t know, that line came from bleach anime and manga)

Anyway, so he took some pictures to show me, quite a nice place, I don’t know why my parents say its haunted, must be cause of the horror story where my aunt said 3 of her friend’s friends died there, or was it her own friends? Hmmm~ can’t remember heard that story eons ago…

Today, after the nasi lemak and picture stealing, stole some TVB shows from ccy to watch if I’m bored at/in reading,(haha my university name, makes it so that it can be used in both ways haha ) or if I’m bored after my exams…

I’ve been a good girl and haven’t started on the series that I stole from ro and ccy hehe.. Yes praise me :p scouts honour, I will start only after my exam…

After that, went out with ccy to hv lunch with huey :) took motor hehe, nice, haven’t sat motor for such a “long” ride, though I think ccy was road hogging a bit cause of me haha…. But nice ride!! 大好き！！(daisuki – I like!!)

Oh and he got a tire puncture, am I fat??!! Haha… hope not, I’m still 50kg muahaha… so it’s not my fault keke :p

Errmm had a light lunch, more like snacking with huey & ccy, at this restaurant… called Source of Delight in ss2. (It’s in the same row as the cyber that I first went to play dota :p) Not bad place, the food quite okay haha, then we went to berries bakery, and I bought a chocolate chip cookie yummy :)

Later ccy went to fix his punctured tire, and huey and I spent some time talking and playing piano, her piano sound is nice, but a bit hard to press, guess I not used to it…

Walua eh, she play piano damn nice!! Haha… Suge!! 大好き！！

So that’s all for the time being… thanks for the blouse and bra huey :p they are really nice, and they fit really well 大好き！！

Errmm the book I will photocopy asap, keke huey pinjam me a book with anime piano scores muahaha… and the “show”… hehe after the “test drive” I will contact you keke…

By the way, the day before, (二十三日ハ月：水よ日) Ai kun came over, wanted to go pasar malam together, but it rained, so looks like god don’t let me go walk, walk with her ==

Anyway, she came off to drop of my web camera, and we chatted a bit.. (I played nanosaur.. 4 more eggs, and I win that level…NOOOOOOooooooo…. [=.=] )

Now I’m in a dilemma, cause the web cam packaging didn’t say that it was compatible with Macintosh computers, and well, can mac use a web cam?

When I plugged it in, my mac didn’t seem to acknowledge it.. Oh my god man… sweat!!! (=_=’)

I tried searching on their apple site and came up with crap… well, just in case my mac can’t use the web cam, does anyone want it? RM50, good quality, compatible with windows 98 and above…. Which makes me find it weird, since its compatible with XP why can’t my Macintosh computer read it? Celaka… do I need a special programme? Hmmmm~

So that’s all, mood uplifted a bit today and yesterday :p hopefully the eclipse will get a move on and end soon [=.=]

-Oracle-

the title reads as omedeto tanjoubi neesan to reimon kun , well to put it in simple english it will just mean happy birthday older sister and raymond kun, wanted to post this last nite, but the conenction was super sucky.. today its sucky too.. sigh... but sucky or not.. just post only ler...

so errmmm raymond's bday was yesterday actually ie the 21st hehehe.. called n wished him, and well just got to love digi sometimes, talk for 8 minutes plus n it cost oni 1.30 muahahha.. imagine if i call 012 ar.. i broke lioa... hahah...

so errmm gave my sis a call in prague and talked for a while... my mum teared.. hahha...



thanks to some of you who showed concern and wished me luck for my exams.

and hope tmw the nasi lemak stall is open, today purposely wake up early and it wasnt :( sudah la mood tak baik, wan to indulge in comfort food also cant sigh... neway if its open then can makan breakfast w ccy hahaha.. then he can explain the chinese words of the funny cute things pic he snt hehhe...

ahha the nite before cldn't sleep.. cry somemore sigh.... after tat wan to sleep also can't ahahha.. my dad wnt to kuantan, and since i told my mum about the spirits i recently felt.. she made me sleep w her cos scared hahah.. but she snore until i behtahn hahah.. i snore also elr.. but i cld n't sleep with her snoring.. so i curi balik to my bilik to sleep in the end kekeke... feel so mean to my mum = = i wanted to move to the other bed, but she was too lazy to clr it, so i had no place to sleep.. so balik bilik la haha..

today i cooked dinner ahha, when my dad's not around i dunno y i end up cooking dinner? my mum malas i suppose, but we worked together for this one :p so wat did i cook? i cooked, ginger chicken, and tauge haha, since we still had some left overs those were enough ler for 2 ppl :p yummy

so tats all for now... no mood = =

-Oracl3-

“People are able to hold onto hope, since death is that which cannot be seen”

The title reads as toki doki, which means sometimes…. or it can also mean occasionally, but i prefer to use it in the sometimes context

This post is nothing special, just trying to say that sometimes I realise certain things, and well, I thought that I would just pen it down... more like type it down…

Just some random thoughts collected over time… This post will not be amended for anyone except roscoe; if he requests me to… complaints will be heard, but not entertained…

So if you don't like what I’ve posted, then go fly a kite in a heavy thunderstorm…. = = If you like, you may do what Benjamin Franklin (1706-90) did.. Maybe you will get a new hairstyle or discover something new haha …

Yes, sometimes I feel really, really mean… emphasis on the really, cause I think I’m always mean anyway… So ya, sometimes I feel really, really evil… I mean, mean….

Sometimes, I feel that the house is just too quiet, and that I would love to have one of my older siblings around. Just to bicker or watch anime together, or talk nonsense. Or to give me naruto manga and anime to read, and watch, and to teach me how to use my computer haha…

Sometimes I feel that I want my older sister back home here, so that she could bring me out to have fun; mahjong sessions in genting, movies and drinking and other stuff, and also so that we can call each other “bitch” more frequently haha

Sometimes I feel that it’s good that they are not around… roscoe will be really pitiful during that time… = = and the house will be too noisy for my liking…

Sometimes I feel that I want to be treated like the little sister again… :p

Sometimes I feel that ccy is the best haha, ok la don’t say sometimes, after he cry, muahaha but this post is titled sometimes ma, haha so bear with me la ccy :p when ccy is in Malaysia, he’s great company, especially when I need dinner company… the rest all cakap only wan, but they all never teman me for dinner when I need one… liars and undependable…

Sometimes I feel that roscoe, is cute haha, and most of the times I feel that he is terlalu cute haha… but he’s always the cutest in the world… :p

Sometimes I wonder, why do most of my friends all like to make fun of roscoe, or me and roscoe? So what if I love him to bits? It doesn’t affect any of you one bit!! So screw off!!

Sometimes I wonder, is it so hard a fact to accept that he is a miniature pinscher and not a Chihuahua? It’s not my fault that you never heard of that breed before. Neither have I before I got him, go google it, even if you don’t google it, my dog is a miniature pinscher, stop calling him a Chihuahua!! I’m totally not amused!! And he’s not ugly!! I accept that we have personal opinions on what is cute, that girl/guy may be cute to you, but she/he isn’t to me, but you don't hear me saying that she/he looks like a gargoyle!! Again I will say it.. screw off!!

Sometimes I feel lonely, sitting at home all the while, with no one and no where to go out with, but I’m also broke, so I can’t go out even if asked haha…

Sometimes I don’t feel like going out, or meeting anyone at all…

Sometimes, roscoe really smells, especially around the weekends, well, its bathing time anyway haha…

Sometimes I feel that roscoe hates me, and is super unresponsive… guess I bully him too much… but he’s too cute.. I can’t help it = =

Sometimes I find that going online is super boring, going online everyday makes what I can do limited… checked my mail.. So now what? Haha… if I was on broadband that would be a different story haha

Sometimes I wish I had broadband.. = =

Sometimes I wish that I had Animax…

Sometimes I wish that I didn’t have too many distractions…

Sometimes I wish my room was bigger… or maybe I should wish that I had less rubbish? Haha :p

Sometimes, well most of the time when I need to meet gene, or go out with him, which makes it sometimes, cause sometimes only I’ve to go out, or have to meet him, anyway, sometimes, I’m so damn bloody annoyed with gene, super tardy, never keeps his words, empty promises, selfish, the list goes ever on and on, just like Bilbo Baggins song....

If you are reading this gene, I want my black cat back by September, cause I want to watch it again before I go overseas!! Anyway wasting energy here.. He doesn’t read here anymore… funny thing is that he can ask me to go read his blog instead, when he doesn’t read mine, why should I bother what’s with his life if he doesn’t bother with mine?! This relationship is a one-way street!!

Sometimes I feel like going to a theme park to have a day of fun, and ride all the crazy rides that really makes your adrenaline rocket!! But no money, no company, no time, and no one to organize…. Sigh…

Sometimes, well at the moment it’s every time already…. Sometimes I wish that I could stop organizing activities just so that everyone can meet up together, why can’t someone else do it? Don’t any of you have any organizing skills at all? At least if I had someone else, I could take turns and I wouldn’t feel so tired and burnt out about this… so don’t ask me to organize anything anymore, I’m on strike!! = =

Sometimes people don’t even bother to RSVP by the given time!! And they don't bother to at least tell me that they are not going, resulting in me calling them again… or they will just FFK!! No courtesy!! Is this the thanks I get for organizing something? Then I rather not do it anymore then.. Let’s all just let our relationships die, cause I’m on strike and from the looks of it, neither of you has any organizing skills…. = =

Sometimes I feel so unappreciated, I don’t really get the little pat on my back and the “good job” or “thanks”. All I get is more work, more stress, more troubles, more….

Sometimes I wonder how many friends bother reading my blog?

Sometimes I wonder, whether anyone bothers to read my blog? The whole thing word for word…

Sometimes I wonder why people don’t use the tag board? Leave a message so that I know that you are still alive somewhere…

Sometimes I wonder, what are friends for? What are close friends? What are best friends? Do I have one, or am I lucky enough to have a few?

Sometimes I wonder, why do I give people my 100% attention and get 0% in return? Shows how unimportant I am to these people….

Sometimes I feel so bored…. And lazy… and… = =

Sometimes I feel so frustrated… lately it’s been most of the time… but oh the hell with it…. Not like anyone will, and can do anything about it.

Sometimes I feel so depressed… but am too lazy to think of the reasons that have made me depressed… so just cry only la… though I can’t cry even when I want to… sigh….

Sometimes I feel that TNB is a jackass.. For the recent electricity cuts… = = if it wasn’t due to the hot weather I wouldn’t mind, if it was cool I could at least still sleep = =

Sometimes I feel that the weather is too bloody freaking hot!!!

Sometimes I wished I could just strip naked and jump into a pool haha… private pool mind you…

Sometimes the weather makes it too damn bright…

Sometimes I wish that I don’t have astigmatism, then my eyes wouldn’t hurt even though it’s so damned bright, and I don't have to carry my suns everywhere, and I could see better at night, without my spectacles…

Sometimes I wish I had magic powers, and that I could go on an adventure… meet strange people and maybe things??!! Make great friends, travelling companions…. = = I know la, read too many books and watch too many animes liao… Lately been reading Groove Adventure Rave that’s why feel like that haha… Haru is so damn lucky… I want friends like that too = =

Sometimes I wonder why I’m alive, what am I supposed to do? What’s my purpose?

Sometimes I wonder what the hell are exams for? Study so much useless things, which you don’t use in daily life & cause you don’t use it, you forget… = =

Sometimes I wonder why I never had a boyfriend haha, but then again, after a second I would think, I’m too picky and immature for one… haha… mostly too picky though haha.. Too many requirements to be fulfilled haha… :p

Sometimes I wonder why can’t I sort out my own feelings, I haven’t the slightest inkling that I like a guy till its too late… or more like, I never realize till people ask me and I start thinking.. To some of you whom I asked earlier whether I like a certain someone, you are all right, guess you guys know my feelings better than me… = =

Sometimes I wonder, why don't I hate people, then again, why waste time and energy hating people…

Sometimes I wonder, why do I forgive easily, but cannot forget? I read somewhere, that if the mere thought of the incident still makes your blood boil, than you haven’t really forgiven that person, but it also says that, you aren’t civil around people you don’t forgive. Since I’m civil, but a bit cold, cause scared of getting hurt again, but I do boil up a little, (not even to steaming level if you asked me actually haha) when talking bout the incident, and I still can’t forget it, so have I really forgiven? Sigh…

Sometimes I wonder why are my tastes so conservative, I like instrumental kind of music, classical music etc, don't like music like Linkin Park and all, where they are seriously and obviously attempting to expel their lungs… am a oldies person? Not only music, clothing too, I like well, can’t say much about clothing, I’m scared of coldness, so don’t really buy many of “those” kind of clothes, though I do wear them if the weather is too damned hot… but heyz, parent’s money what can I do? Have to follow what they allow lor haha… :p

Sometimes I wonder, why can’t I tahan sejuk? Not like I don’t have any fats at all = = I do have fats…

Sometimes I wonder how a lot of things work… but no one can explain it too me.. sigh… and what am I going to do with that knowledge?

Sometimes I wonder, how do singers sing, and don’t go off key… the melody of the song and the melody of the singing is totally different, how do they do it?

Sometimes I wonder, why must there be mosquitoes, more like, why must they always revel in sucking me dry, and being so noisy as to disturb my sleep?

Sometimes I wonder, what’s wrong with the world? What’s wrong with humanity? Simply killing and robbing, torturing animals, committing all sorts of crimes…

Sometimes I wonder what is our police force doing? People are getting robbed and killed…

Sometimes I wonder will corruption ever meet its end? I’m corrupted too, so guess that answer is “no” haha

Sometimes I wonder, will people who mistreat animals really meet their end at the hands of the law?

Sometimes I wonder, is there really God? Is there heaven? People all around the globe have different beliefs, so what? Are there are like 3 heavens and 4 hells? (Explanation= Jews, Christian and Muslim, thus 3 heavens n 3 hells.. Buddhism has hell only… unless you want to count nirvana? Is that considered heaven? But we get reincarnated… plus there are some other “small” religions around too, but don’t know whether they have heaven and hell, so I didn't count them in… Sometimes I wonder why am I thinking about things like this = = )

Sometimes I wonder, is religion really all that good… (Some of you guys should get what I’m talking about.. hint* I always say Buddhism is the best!! haha)

Sometimes I wonder, why can I feel the presence of spirits, and what the hell are they doing near me? Sheesh…. Bugger off… = = leave me alone, I have enough problems…

Sometimes I wonder, why don't people say “brb” or “bz” if they are going somewhere for a while? They just like to MIA and leave you wondering whether they are still alive…

Sometimes I wonder why don’t people have the courtesy to reply your messages, its either their fault or MSN’s…

Sometimes I wonder, why do I bother looking after other’s feelings when they don't look after mine?

Sometimes I wonder, why am I too altruistic? Why can’t I be more selfish? Even when I pray, I ask for other’s well being… not mine, that’s why lately I don’t pray anymore…

Sometimes I wonder, why do I bother at all? Maybe that explains why, as I grow older I become more mean, and apathetic haha

Sometimes I wonder, what happened through out this whole year, to make me write a post like this?

Sometimes I wonder, was it due to years of suppressed build up?

Sometimes I wonder, why do I have so many things to wonder?

Sometimes I wonder, why am I too lazy to write up everything that I’m wondering?

Sometimes I wonder, will there be a continuation to this “sometimes” post?

Sometimes I wonder why I wonder at all…

The end

『サヤカ』

Now that you are done reading, that blender sure does look appealing doesn’t it? Why don't you go play with it while I watch? Muahahhaha


Updates… been doing nothing much lately, only moping around…

十七日ハ月：木よ日- did nothing much, went for piano class, and discovered that, though I can sing, my voice is from the alto to messo range, or was it menno? Don’t remember what my teacher said, anyway, it means that I am slightly below soprano. Anyway found out, that I can sing but I have a tendency to follow the piano’s melody not the original singing melody, resulting in going off tune… sigh..

Anyway had fun singing, and made me feel more relieved.. But that was only temporary, helped my mum, more like she help me.. Anyway we made western food for dinner, marinated chicken wings and the must have mashed potatoes, wei sun’s secret recipe in the marinating and the mashed potatoes ahhah.. yum yum… love it..

Call me too asian but I love my food a little spicy hehe… anyway, when that time of the month comes I usually crave for spicy stuff about a week ahead of it haha… then again, I always love spicy food so its hard to tell muahahha..

Anyway.. The marinated chicken and its sauce were perfection haha.. with just the right spiciness and sweetness.. Though I suspected that I may have overdone it with the sweetness, as I burnt my tongue the day before and can’t really taste properly…

十八日ハ月：金よ日- had bak kut teh with ccy, was supposed to go yesterday, but since I already prepared dinner, and he told me so last minute, so sad, I had to turn him down, so to make it up, we had bak kut teh today.. Not bad, sat there and ate, and yum cha, really yum cha, we drank tit gun yam haha and chatted and chatted, attentive listener.. hehe really a good friend ler..

After that went to my house and chat, talk bout music, played the piano for him to hear, and said how much we admired huey, well he of course admire her more than me muahaha.. And ate kiwi fruit haha, I looked at the colour and it looked sour, but I can’t taste it.. Guess my taste buds are still injured…

Anyway, drank too much tea at dinner resulting in me unable to fall asleep till about 3 or 4 am. And on Saturday woke up at 1 pm = = sigh

十九日ハ月: 土よ日- nothing much, slept quite a lot, read a bit, went to BU to walk, and checked out the long johns, we had Shakey’s and those people are liars, the food looks so nice in the menu but when it came out it was like crap… and it tasted a bit like that too, maybe cause I had better ones than that.. Anyway can’t do much cause in the menu it says “for presentation purposes only” screw them… if you make it look like that, a reasonable person would be expecting something like that too, asses!!

Lately been cursing quite a lot on my blog... Guess my mood really is bad lately… = =

二十日ハ月：日よ日- did nothing much, woke up near noon… 4th uncle and grandmother came over, showed my uncle my sister and brother’s graduation pictures, I look so pretty in my brother’s graduation pictures muahahhah…. After that I went online for a bit, then read for a bit, then napped for a bit, then bathed and went for dinner… Drank too much tea, (hiong pin this round) so I can’t sleep so I decided to update… so that’s all.. Its already Monday,12.26am, and I won’t be doing anything until after my exams, which ends the 31st, except read, sleep, eat, drink, make water and defecate, and well play with roscoe too… and maybe go online once in a while…

Wish me luck. Exam in exactly ten days… == orang lain merdeka, saya belum.. :(
= = Like anyone will… anyway.. Thanks in advance to those who will do so.. :p

“On wings of hope”

-Oracl3-

十六日ハ月二００六年：水よ日

“If I were the rain, could I connect with someone’s heart, as the rain can unite the eternally separated earth and sky?”

The title just reads as sayounara Rowan kun. Today is the 16th of August and he’s flying off to California, which has a 15 hours time difference. Sigh, Michigan is 12 hours and its so hard to msn with ccy, what more ro… = =

Another friend gone, another one leaving on the 1st of September (which is yee sin, going to Leeds, UK), and ccy is leaving for Michigan on the 2nd of September. Sigh, all my kawan baik all gone and going :-(

Anyway, broadband era haha, when I go to UK the time difference shouldn’t be that big, than can chat with everyone haha, and can nag, and there is email after all. Haha though knowing ro, he’s not as crappy as me haha so if email also I will be the one writing a novella for him and getting a few lines of reply haha… sin ar.. he will be too busy to email? But Leeds not far from Reading, when I want snow, I shall go crash him muahaha…

So, ok makes me sound depressed with this 3 guys gone and going, errmm update? Haha… when was the last time I updated? Hmmm~ got to go check haha…

Oh I remembered, the last time I posted was on gene’s birthday, wah, 2 weeks I never blog? Walau eh… too busy laio haha… anyway this gene so damn busy pak toh, don’t layan me, my anime still with him, don’t know whether he got his container back from ro or not? Haha his problem la, ro left liao haha… my anime just have to get back before the 29th of September can liao haha..

So ok what have I been up too, before I continue… just to mention, that I got complaints from people that my posts are too long?

Haha, too bad la you all, if you care about me, you will just have to read, this is me la, so you just have to accept me, not like you guys know me for the first time haha, you should know that I talk a lot so, I type a lot too haha… remember, love me, love my dog, look up this proverb haha… ok… back to the main agenda…

Errmmm 5th August was the last time I blogged, so what have I been doing after that… crap. Two weeks already can’t really remember…

For ro, I purposely put the dates and all in Chinese so that you will not forget your hard learned Chinese haha, but first you need to install the language thing like ccy taught you, or you won’t be able to see the characters, so anyway let me teach you first.

Whoever who wants to learn, read on too haha I will do my best to impart my teachings haha, ok that was lame, oh well… haha

Ro, the one to ten you should know already, so I will teach you the other ones, 日 means “day” pronounced as “re” in mandarin, “yat” in Cantonese and “nichi” in Japanese.

月means “ moon” or is also used to mean “month” , pronounced as “yue” in mandarin, “yuet” in Cantonese and “tsuki” or “gatsu” or “getsu” in Japanese.

Not my fault the japanese got so many pronunciation for the same word = = but for indicating the month we use “gatsu”

So when I put 十九日六月 it reads as “sher jiu re liu ye” in mandarin (ccy correct me if my han yin pin yin is wrong = =) in cantonese, it’s “sap gau yat luk yuet”. (not too sure about the Cantonese han yin pin yin also = = ) in Japanese it’s read as “jyuu kyuu nichi, roku gatsu”

simple haha, I doubt you will bother also = = I didn’t teach you one to ten in Japanese some more… I think you also lazy to learn la, if you are not then I can teach ler :p

errmm after the date I put “:” the words after that is to indicate the days of the week.

Notice that there are 3 characters and only the first one is changed. (This I will teach you in Japanese only la.) the thing to note is that the first character changes with the days of the week but the last two i.e. the よ日 does not change, those two characters reads as “yobi” not sure what it means, so I will give you the days of the week haha.. damn this post becoming too long cause I’m teaching Japanese here, crap, free Japanese lesson which nobody who reads this bothering to learn.. sigh = = anyway just in case…. for those who bother… read on….

Please bear in mind that the Japanese have a few ways to pronounce the same words, but I am only teaching the ones relevant to the days of the week, if I were to explain everything you might as well buy a book, or I should write one. = =

Sunday = 日よ日　= nichi yobi (already taught you what does nichi means)
Monday = 月よ日　= getsu yobi (already taught you getsu also.. for saying the days of the week we use getsu, for a refresher, we use gatsu to indicate the month of the year)
Tuesday = 火よ日　= ka yobi (ka means fire)
Wednesday = 水よ日　= sui yobi (sui means water)
Thursday = 木よ日　= moku yobi (moku means wood)
Friday = 金よ日　= kin yobi (kin means gold)
Saturday = 土よ日　= do yobi (do means earth)

Notice that the days of the week are all elements, except for Sunday and Monday haha, so that concludes today’s lesson on the days of the week, and how to read the dates on my blog haha…

So let’s get down to the monkey business that I have been up to the whole past two weeks hehe..

十日ハ月:木よ日 – today, nothing much went on, Nicholas Leong came over, so I borrowed some anime from him to watch during September, and also took some music files from him and all, went out to eat, mamak haha, suddenly decided to eat mamak, near my house that one, then after that, I had piano class, after piano class it was a small farewell that I held for sin, who’s leaving for Leeds, started calling people the day before? Or was it on that day itself? I think I started calling people on the day before haha, so we were suppose to eat bak kut teh near my house at 7pm, everyone was late sigh = =

but who would have known, the bak kut teh wasn’t open so, we switched to ming tien, ccy was the earliest, apparently he was there at bout 7, which I believe, he’s the most punctual of the lot haha, and was looking for the place to eat, so went to ming tien, and sin, came after that, followed by ro, who wasn’t as tardy as usual haha, he was still tardy, but not that tardy, and he did tell me that he would be late haha that’s good improvement hehe :p Eugene was the latest, cause he taught my Malaysian time is really Malaysian time, but I am quite the punctual Malaysian, I am at the most 30minutes late for certain things so I’m no tardy Malaysian haha…

so to make it clearer those who were there at ming tien for sin’s farewell was, ccy, me, ro, sin, and Eugene, small group only la. And well, if I had held it in an expensive place like usual, like you know the usual Japanese restaurant it’s a 100% chance that Eugene won’t show haha… sigh.. I forgot camera and ccy forgot to take pictures even though he brought his…

so we sat there and chat, and only sin, ccy and I ate, cause ro and Eugene ate already, ccy and I was playing with this cute black cat haha, I never mentioned before right? Haha I always wanted a black cat and name it midnight haha, read too much storybooks liao haha…

So talk and talk till I forgot about my change, that’s one hell of an expensive clay pot rice, swindler!! People, boycott that jackass clay pot rice seller in ming tien, he’s not honest, this is not defamation, cause it’s true… ass of the man, may he burn, rot… errr.. Anyway, don’t be so evil la haha it’s partially my fault also.. = =

So after dinner, Eugene and sin left, it was actually sin’s dad’s birthday, awww.. From the ten thousand million times that I ask him to go out with us, this is the first time, and he did it on his dad’s birthday haha.. ok la won’t be so mean la.. Thanks sin for making time for us la. After the like 10,000 millionth time or something haha.. (I never change muaahahha) Anyway see you on the 26th la, for the 2nd farewell haha..

Well, after dinner, minus those 2 still have 3 more people right? Haha well do the maths, genius and you will get me, ccy and ro. So… what did we do?

Muahahaha we finally had our long awaited mahjong!!! Haha, asking gene to mahjong is like asking the sun to rise from the west!!!

So the 3 of us had mahjong, ro’s not bad, he’s a fast learner, and ccy too. Though ro being the banana that he is, well, most of us are banana… I call myself a banana too… half banana haha..

So, anyway back to ro, he can’t really read, though he can understand, so before that I had prepared for him jeng, jeng, jeng, wei sun’s special weapon, mahjong for dummies ultimate guide haha… bring in the drums for the drum role people muahhahah

Ok la exaggerating, all I did was type out all the Chinese characters involved in mahjong, and printed it out for him, though I forgot about the word “fei” haha so he had guidance to play with la. Played until about 1230am? Ro learns quite fast, when we ended the game he already could differentiate some of the Chinese characters :-) so cute la, when we see him staring at the paper and at his cards, we knew already, he was having all the “man zi” haha…

Then ccy needed to go home, and ro went to dota, aii this people all the time dota haha.. But what can I say, dota is kind of fun, to me, whatever computer game, as long as it is played with a friend or friends, it becomes a real fun experience, take UFO Gold as an example (played with michelle), and nanosaur (played with ccy ) and now dota (played with ccy, ro, nick leong, gene, his bro, dexter and his fren). Haha so that was about it :p

Oh haha, apparently scared ro, haha, I’m still female after all, so creepy crawlies are so… well.. creepy haha, I saw bug an over reacted haha, scared ro who thought what on earth happened haha, in the end he let go of the beetle ler…

oh and for those who deleted roscoe's pictures muahaha.. u shall hv to take pics w roscoe like ro (i shall post the pics of the both of them next time if i rmbr muahahha, both of them so cute.. hehe) then u cant delete muahahah..

ok la not tat evil.. but roscoe cute ma = = so evil u all say he's not cute, and eugene says he's a chihuahua, roscoe is a miniature pincsher, and ro, u traitor.. i tot u also dog lover will sokong me ahhaha jk la... Roscoe is the cutest!! muahahah

So that was the end of the day for me, haha after those two left I went online to check my mail and went to bed muahaha…

十一日ハ月：金よび – Friday, nothing much happened, wanted to play mahjong with ro and ccy again in the night, and well, ro wanted some files from me, and I wanted a lot of files from him haha, so that ro ar.. cis, say come at 11am to transfer files, mana tau, 1230pm also he belum bangun haha, well actually I also jut woke up at that time, so can’t marah ler, then well, the whole day wait for files = = waited until at night 10pm only he came and that one also have to keep calling pulak, cis…

Anyway he came at 10pm and we started file transfers this and that, and waited for ccy, who was supposed to come, but ccy FFK us, sob~ = = didn’t call and tell us he can’t make it, and he couldn’t be contacted = = but anyway I was kept busy transferring files, till bout 1230am, cause this ro had too many files liao…

I stole almost 2gb of songs from him muahaha, and well seeing my music taste, I had to slowly filter through his songs, and poor ro, with nothing to do, tertidur pula haha, like tat also can tertidur haha, must have been real tired haha, I didn't realise until I asked him, eh this song is what, and got no reply, then only realized haha.

So like that ler… thanks for the songs and the anime and the shows ro… if you have new episodes of akagi send to me when I’m in UK liao haha the download rate shouldn’t be too bad there :p

Then I can send you the black cat manga and whatever manga I get my hands on la, the latest bleach episodes also no problem muahaha… bartering anime muahahha… :p

I finished episodes 8-12 of akagi after going online muahaha.. yes, I’m gila mahjong, and gila anime… = =

十二日ハ月：土よ日 – don’t have much of an idea of what I did in the day time, I think I slept and read a bit in the day time, then at dinner time, my dad brought me out to SS2 KFC to eat.

Today 17th Petaling Boxing Kangaroo Troop had its campfire, a brilliant scheme we scouter council hatched. (Well can’t say I’m included, have been inactive in scouts for the whole of July and part of August, and from the looks of it, the whole of August = = )

The バカ　学園 (baka school) didn’t let us have a campfire, so we held an interschool camp, and had a small “campfire” in the night haha. Tuck Loong is damn brilliant for this, he must have sat on it for a while I suppose haha, but its just as well, if we do not have a campfire this year, the tradition of not having a campfire will carry on for years to come.

As a scout we can’t have that right? Haha… the scouting spirit must live on haha once a scout, always a scout. Whether you are active or not…. Well that’s another question la haha..

Anyway back to the campfire thing, actually I forgot that the campfire was on today, cause I was really depressed, to the extent that I cried at KFC, it’s really an Oh My God situation haha, but oh well, my mum and dad figured out that I was depressed the whole month already, and well, to the point that I cried? Haha, well my mum was like okay enough ler haha…

Ermm this is the 2nd time I’m saying that I forgot about the campfire, so yes, I forgot about it due to reason stated above… so how in the world did I remember? Haha on the way to KFC I saw a junior scouter, in scouter mufti and scout pants, and I was like oh ya. And at the same time I was like shit. Forgot to tell Ai kun whether I’m going or not. So I called meng for transport, and well, somehow, I felt like calling kean sheng also for back up transport muahaha, who goes earlier is who I will follow muahaha (I was already running late..)

Haha, long time never speak to him liao, he sounded really like happy that kind not like usual, where he sounds like he wants to die cause he’s bored to death or something haha, and we even joked. I think he usually sounded bored cause it must be due to the fact that last time when I called, it was usually to nag him to come for meetings haha.. Yes, I’m a nagger, you all should know by now haha, I like to nag you all to drink water, eat vitamins, get plenty of rest, don’t stay up so late, when I myself don’t do all those stuff muahaha… :p

Haha, so, for a campfire, the more the merrier, no? So I called, ro, who was at a dinner to celebrate his dad’s promotion (which actually he told me the night before when I asked for mahjong again haha, but my memory really cacat liao, I forgot), gene who was in Penang (which ro told me, but I forgot also, sigh my memory~~~ [sing along with the winter sonata song haha]), ccy who had other plans and Eugene who was just plain lazy, yes, I will say it again.. Eugene you lazy bugger haha… judging on all that, if you figured it out you are one of the smart people haha; not a single soul could make it, sigh = =

But I can’t blame all these people, I decided to go at the eleventh hour, so it’s not their fault. All of them gave me the same reply i.e. “why you so geng wan, now only ask me to go”, in which I replied, “cause I just decided to go”, and they had to say, “ya, I know”, I was so “…”

So yes, people, it was my fault, I admit, but this year’s campfire was not as fun as the last ones I used to bring you all too, so not much of a loss, for people like rowan and Eugene, whom has not gone for one, in these past 3 years that’s for sure haha, you guys missed nothing much la. Next time la, if ro is back during campfire time, and so am I, or if Eugene hasn’t gone to USA yet :p

Oh I was saying that I asked kean sheng to come to the campfire,(well the reason i called was for transport, which in the end i didn't take, because he had something else to do first before coming for the campfire... and he came so damn late, that it was good i didn't follow him...thank goodness for meng..) well he really did come, with girlfriend in tow, haha, so he likes younger girls, eh? Haha.. Oh well.. His personal preference, as I have said before we can’t help who we fall in love with.

So, how did I find the campfire this year? Well, it was ok only, seeing that I have been with the troop for 8 years? I have seen a much better campfire than this, but oh well, standard has dropped drastically, and with all the red tape we face, this is the best we can do.

At the campfire, I met a lot of my brother’s old friends and chatted with them, among them for my 兄ちゃん(nichan/older brother)’s information, I met, koon ming, yee young, meng wai, err, simon? And another guy I totally can’t remember his name = = so koon ming gave me his name card, and every single one of them well, ok la, koon ming, yee young and ming wai all complained that you never contact them haha, so either you are lazy, or they are bro…

Ermm then, as I wanted to stay back and talk to this people, I made meng go home late, sorry meng = = when I told them that I had to leave cause my friend who’s driving wanted to leave koon ming said that he would send me back. So sorry ler, don’t angry ya, and I still owe you five bucks haha..

So after that, went home, and well my mum was watching the live performance from dangau bay, johor, and well, I was not really interested so I went up to read, and went online to talk to my sister, ended up talking with my cousins too haha, so errm watched the last performance by 5566 so, so only la 5566 from watching the magicians of love I would say that 183 club is better? But the group of 5566 only 3 out of 5 of them turned up for the concert, so maybe they were not at their fullest potential.

十四日ハ月：月よ日　- went to the pasar malam at SS2 with ccy, huey and Eugene, wanted to meet up with meng, but he was with Joanna, and well, knowing him, we could have very well betted a million bucks that he won’t meet up with us wan la.

So, ermm, ccy didn't have his dinner yet at that time, so we went to McD’s and he got a burger and all, the worker there so blur man, he ordered the burger, but the order didn't go through. After that we walked around in the night market, and bought all sorts of funny things to eat. Ccy, bought popiah, and some super bitter drink, (which he said was delicious… so damn sweat.. hahaha, he tricked me into drinking it also, blek… so damn bitter…. = = ) and treated me to, sugar cane water while huey treated me to this some sort of Chinese kuih haha.

Huey and I were talking about fashion and clothing and all haha, and all sort of weird remarks about bust size, body size and all came out haha.. Much to our amusements, the guys were making funny faces (more like zah toh faces haha) so I had fun.

Ccy and I wanted to have mahjong after the pasar malam, but it all depended on ro, who was having dinner with… I don’t know? College friends? Don’t remember la haha, I think it was college friends, cause I called gene and ro to go pasar malam also.

Sadly for ccy and I, ro, couldn’t make it, so no mahjong, and then ar, my whole area had no electricity, wah celakaness man, so hot some more the weather, ccy still came over and we had candle light popiah haha, two baka people, no electricity still come and want to play, gila mahjong? Haha, or gila popiah? Haha.. I was holding his popiah so he had to come if he wanted to eat… keke

After a while, and I mean a while, it was a long while haha, the electricity came back and went out, and then came back again… so, since ro, couldn’t make it, ccy and I watched akagi until about 1am? Haha akagi is an anime about mahjong haha, so you can say we are all really gila mahjong here haha…

After that ccy left, then I went online to check my mail, my “buddy” from reading had replied my mail, but I don’t know what to reply, writing short mails are such a pain la, I’m too used to writing too much crap.. = =

十五日ハ月：火よ日　– what did I do today? Muahaha, I had mahjong again muahaha, ro and ccy were supposed to come at 3pm for mahjong, so I read in the morning till bout 3pm, knowing ro, I expected him to be tardy so I watched akagi episode 14 muahaha. Ccy on the other hand sms me at 3 telling me that he would be late, so I was like ok, then I shall watch akagi muahaha.. At 330pm ro called and said he was coming… from subang… he arrived in about 10minutes.. sweat.. dangerous driver la that one, if you are late never mind la, just tell me you are late, don’t speed, so dangerous… = =

so ccy was later than ro, so ro and I transfer files again haha, more like I steal some more files he open mahjong table keke, yes! It’s mahjong time again muahaha… taught those two how to count points on Thursday when we first started playing, and made them count for themselves this round.. They both picked it up fast, good students :-)

ccy came over with his external drive also, and we were like stealing files here and there haha, then played mahjong till bout 530pm making ro late to pick up his bro, timothy for yee’s tution… sorry ro, we too addicted laio, then I joke some more ask you to come back and play some more haha… sorry ya ro :p

Anyway I played mahjong till forgot to prepare dinner = = keke..

After ro left, ccy and I tried 2 people mahjong, goodness man, it’s so baka la haha.. But we tried 2 games and well, keep already la haha, 2 people like not that fun, guess we tired liao? Furthermore it was nearing dinnertime haha…

After that nothing ler… read and go online.. = =

十六日ハ月：水よ日　– woke up to my hand phone ringing, can’t remember the time, ai kun called, asking me to go out for lunch at the marco’s pizza at kelana jaya, so I said ok, then went back to sleep haha… was supposed to meet her, Melissa and jin fong there at about 11.45 /12pm but at 1145 ai kun was still at home, so I was lazy to go early, asked her to inform me when she was leaving, was playing the piano, the song? Laputa castle in the air: main theme, like that tune now, though it sounds sad, it’s suitable with my depressed mood = = but it’s a really beautiful melody :p

So was a bit late for lunch with the 3 girls, wah, first time in 2 weeks that I came in contact with girls? Hahah no la, Monday went out with huey haha.. So ok la haha..

Spending too much time lately with guys lately, and spend time until late at night, I wonder what my neighbour must be thinking, sure must be going, “wah, this cindy everyday also go out with a different guy, then got guy come so late and leave so late in the night” haha.. Really wonder what my neighbour is thinking haha… :p

Anyway, back to the main topic haha, so we ate and chatted, the food there is not bad I would say, but I prefer the pasta to the pizza better :p it’s kind of a pricey place too = =

After eating and chatting, jin fong went home and ai kun and Melissa came to my house to hang out, cause they had no transport home, so I taught them how to play mahjong, Melissa knows a little, but can’t read Chinese haha, ro is better than her :p

Oh ro’s mahjong Chinese word guide that I made, became useful for Melissa haha, but she still plays slower than ro :p but oh well, give her time la I suppose haha, she liked the game too, so if she plays more, she will get the hang of it :p

Ai kun at least knows Chinese, a bit blur la that girl, cause she never really watched people play before I think… but in the end she cottoned on, and we had an enjoyable game with me being a bit mean muahahah..

When was I ever nice, right? Haha, then after that we talked about going to reading and stuff, and what questions should we aske our “buddy”.

So bout 530pm they left, so that was all, till just now at bout 930pm where ro called so that I can say bye :-)

So, bye ro, and take care, will miss you, and our mahjong sessions haha.. [ok la stop mentioning about mahjong haha :p , ro must be shaking his head liao, thinking this girl addicted liao haha :p]

When I go to UK the time difference shouldn’t be that bad la haha, then can continue chatting la, for all you know can play dota online also muahaha, or maybe we ought to look for online mahjong games then 3 of us can play again, use skype to help us haha…

All the best in everything Rowan, and may the angels watch over you, always. Have a safe journey, and god bless.

さようならロワンくん。。待ったね　「sayounara rowan kun.. matta ne 」:-)

-Oracl3-


“The reason why we think that flowers on the precipice is beautiful, is because we are standing on the precipice as well, do not fear, because we are like the flowers… we do not step off.”

my exam is on the 31st of august, wish me luck :-)
due to that, the blog may be quiet for another two weeks. so take care everyone, love you all, hugz, muaxz :-)

I received this through my mail from Fritz, and felt it highly entertaining and true to share ehhe :p

Subject: 3 Minute Management Course

Lesson One:

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit
saw
the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"

The eagle answered: "Sure, why not" So, the rabbit sat on the ground
below
the eagle and rested.

All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson:

To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high
up.

____________________________________

Lesson Two:

A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to
the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the
energy."

"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the
bull. " They're packed with nutrients."

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him
enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day,
after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the
top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out
of the tree.

Management Lesson:

Bull sh#* might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

_____________________________________

Lesson Three:

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the
bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to
realize how
warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He laid there all
warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow
dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Management Lesson:

(1) Not everyone who sh#*'s on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of #@* is your friend..

(3) And when you're in deep #@*, it's best to keep your mouth shut!


This ends the three minute management course.

五日ハ月二００六年：土よ日

The title simply reads as, happy birthday kenji kun.. kenji being gene. For ro, good time for you to learn your Chinese hehe :p we seriously need to mahjong before you leave la = =

So anyway, today is that fella’s birthday, so what did we do? More like what did that joker do? Well he decided to play a game this year, so he went and made a riddle, and set some rules in which we have to human hunt him today. For the details and all please go to his blog, cause I’m lazy to cut and paste, if you see the riddle and rules here after I’m done typing about the day, it means that I suddenly felt a tad hardworking enough to cut and paste.

So anyway, regarding his riddle haha, according to gene, so far the only people who have solved it after reading one time is only Rowan and I haha, so we are the highly intellectual people here haha. Anyway, found the riddle easy hahah… I mean I don’t really know what colour he doesn’t like, but I remember Meng said last time that he always eat Baskin Robbins and well the berjaya times square part was just oh too easy to crack.

Well after cracking the riddle, I was in a quandary as to whether should I go or not? So I told myself if I wake up before 1pm I think, I will go haha.. And I woke up at 11.30. After mulling it over, I thought oh what the heck, go only la, since next year that fella won’t be here already. So fine ler.. Called ro, and said go with him to Berjaya la. I wouldn’t mind going alone to Petaling Street KL haha, but for that area Berjaya, taking the monorail and all, I’m not that comfortable, cause am not familiar with that side so, I feel kind of unsafe there, so set ler, ro and I meet at the KJ station at 1.30 pm. Wah, that fella today very punctual hehe.. :p

So since ro also like didn’t really know how to go there by train so, ok, two slightly baka, baka people, making their way to Berjaya, to see the birthday boy. :p

Anyway, met at the station, then took the LRT, which had most of the seats inside the train removed, I presume to make more standing space… to Central (sounds like Fullmetal Alchemist haha) then switch to monorail, ne nichan, the monorail got Touch and Go already, haha thank god, if not have to line up in the super long line..

So we made it through, and we were like, ok ler not that many people, suddenly only, more and more people came and we all had to squeeze into the damn monorail. Crap man, I almost didn’t make it inside, once inside, kena squished, then this fat man, hugging the railing, make me feel so… what’s the word, yucks? Ahaha that I didn’t feel like holding the thing. I mean, hello? Why can’t he hold the railing like any normal person?! But noo…!! He just had to hug the damn thing, cis, celaka. Another thing is the monorail driver also; so many people also still drive the train so fast, I wearing heels so hard to balance. Another celaka thing that one.. cis. Aiyak sure fritz comment say, my leg still pain go wear heels hehe… I wore ankle guard ma fritz :p

So after the suffering journey, we finally made it to Berjaya, after much enquiring here and there also… gene ar? Ro was asking, of all places that gene had to choose Berjaya, and well others all also complain that this gene had to choose Berjaya, and well, I complained too, but knowing gene, he choose it cause of the riddle wan ler… haha.

So made it to Berjaya, asked where is 31 (also known as baskin robbins) and headed there, I let ro have the honour of tapping gene on the shoulder 3 times n saying tat he caught the little bugger haha, cause anyway I was too lazy to say such a thing, so after that, 3 of us sat down there and chat, chat, and chat. Sounds boring, no? Haha, well not really ler, but talk so much no saliva ler, so went to buy so called fresh juice from auntie annies which was nearby, I don’t know whether it’s because there was too much ice or what, but I felt I was drinking water, not juice.

Anyway they had two selection of juices, passion fruit and lemonade, both flavours, I like, but take a guess, in this circumstances, which one will prevail over the other?

Haha , how well do you guys know what I like? When faced with two things I like, which one do I like more? If you did bother to try to guess, and wish to check the answer, the answer is in Japanese here haha, go and decipher it ler haha, or if you are lazy just ask me.. = = 私はパシオンフルトは好大きです。

Gene got it wrong, and ro didn’t really guess, I won’t call that guessing la ro haha.. sigh, shows how well he knows me. :p

Anyway, after that, ro bought a pretzel, so curi makan a bit while playing with his hand phone, I really look bored eh? Haha, well I will still say, I wasn’t really. I very long never play snake already haha, and well get to hyped up when playing games wan ler haha…

Anyway at bout almost 4, Nicholas Leong, Wah Jiang and Lee Ming finally decided to show themselves, so gene went pak toh after that, and Wah Jiang & Lee Ming wanted to burn some sticks, (get the drift, haha if you don’t it means go have a smoke/cigarette, learnt that line from ro wan haha) and I wanted Daytona, so Nick, ro and I, were stuck to hang out with each other, which truth be told wasn’t bad haha so we went in search of a McD, for nick to have his brunch, and for the arcade for my Daytona, equipped with 10 bucks sponsored by gene to get rid of us haha, say until so mean haha…

Found what we wanted, and settled down, haha.. I discovered something new, haha call me ulu la.. I’ll admit, ro introduced me to French fries and ice cream, before, when I see people do that I would go EEEWWW!!!! I mean I have seen my senior scouts do that last time, but since I had nothing to do when nick was eating, and my mouth was itchy haha, so I thought oh what the hell, try ler, surprise, surprise!! Haha I liked it haha.. Not bad, hot and cold join together become warm, my teeth not painful, then salty and sweet hehe.. Nice.. For people like me that don’t really like to eat ice cream anymore, this is nice hehe.

So, after McD, we finally found the arcade, and played 4 or 5 rounds of Daytona, you could really call me a sucky driver, or maybe it’s the car I choose has no power, I always end up last haha, even after changing booths, so maybe it’s my driving haha.

But I think it was partially the fault of the car also, cause ro took over my booth, cause his had problems, and well, the car was like so slow ler… and teruk wan, the car always placed at the last grid wan celaka wan haha

The last race, sigh.. So wasted!! ARGGHHHHH!!! Smart me, went into the wrong lane, guess where I ended up? The bloody pit stop, arghh.. That put me one lap behind everyone else, haha I was so geram that when I came out, I don’t care laio, lepas geram, bang everyone haha… I tried to catch up with the lap, but cannot ler. Game over liao sigh… so cham… nick called me ganas wor haha, when I saw his car I purposely go and bang so that he cant overtake me haha…

I noticed that all the while when driving, when I had a spot either than last place, my car somehow will get hit by another car or something, and go flying, or I will hit the curve and go flying thus placing me in the last place again haha.. So cham ler sigh.. Anyway, that’s it ler for my Daytona, after the game then I wanted to get home, since I wanted to be home in time for dinner.

On the way as I hadn’t bought gene’s birthday present yet, and ro told me what he wanted, so we stopped by and bought it ler, and got one for ro also.. Poor me no money liao, so had to call meng and ask him whether he wanted to share or not, hehe predictably he said yes, so for the rest of the month, unless I ask my dad for money I have only 25 bucks on me… for the time being only a few dollars cause meng, is apparently broke too haha..

Looks like I can’t go out liao this month because of no money, and well, also a bit lazy unless its with certain people la haha. Anyway, so I’m done posting bout gene’s birthday, inclusive of all those itty little bitty details, now I will go on to what I have been doing lately.. Originally I wanted to label this post update also haha, but thinking since it’s gene’s birthday… and I’m off topic now haha

So what have I been doing? From the last time I blogged.. Which was July 27th. Well from that date until yesterday and today, nothing much has been going on, except that I went down to college and all, to settle some stuff.

Then yesterday on the 4th of August, was ro and gene’s graduation at ADP, so when I was online, ro asked me whether I wanted to go or not. I was initially lazy and all, but I though sigh, this people all going over seas liao, and so am I, and what sort of close friend am I, if I didn’t go, so I thought ok la, go la. So called meng and went down with him to college, he went to see jo graduate, and the funny thing was, these jokers, all ask us to go for their graduation, but didn’t tell us where in Taylor’s College is it. Sigh this people…

Anyway, called and found out and went for it ler. For the graduation, they talked a lot, and invited other people to talk some more; I found the talks ok la. But the talk given by, I don’t know, you can call the fella a guest, since he’s from Citibank and not Taylor’s anyway, he gave a talk which I kind of felt related too, and it felt motivational in a way to me.

Among the things that he said that I felt was worth keeping in my case, is the Alice in wonderland part, where he said that Alice asked… I think he said the cat or was it the rabbit, I forgot the story already ler, so Alice asked someone ler, where does this road leads to? And the other guy or animal or whatever, asked her, where do you want to go? In which she replied that she doesn’t know, so the guy/animal/whatever said, then just go onto the road, so what idiot would go on that road, I asked where those it go and without telling me you ask me to take it? Ehem.. Sorry.. That suddenly came out, and I’m too lazy to delete haha.

So anyway, Alice was curious, why did he ask her back that question and asked her to take that road… and well, I’m too lazy to continue on the story, and I kind of forgot what the Citibank guy said, and putting them into my own words is tedious, so let’ s just get to the moral of the story, which is, if you do not know what you want, or where you want to go, which ever path you take, it will end up the same, they will all end up no where.

So, I feel that it kind of relates to me, cause in truth, I don’t really know what I want, and where I want to go, I mean sure I am in law, and walking on the path to become a lawyer, but I’m talking about other things, friendship, family, love, life and all… I’m clueless in most of those departments. = = More like I never really thought of those stuff deeply before either. (I’m with the come what may attitude singing along nicely with ewan mcgregor haha)

I did figure out one thing though, and that was, I don’t love myself, maybe I only love myself a little? Haha, so as to the last post where I said I was depressed, maybe this is one of the reasons… just a guess :p (I’m really a hopeless case already, I can’t even tell what’s wrong with myself haha)

I don’t really love myself, so I want someone to love me, but can I return my love? Can a person who does not love herself love another? I don’t mean someone to love me as in, a boyfriend or whatever, I’m also meaning family, and friends… boyfriends and relationships, if they come they come, can’t do much bout who you fall in love with, right? It’s always the case of love me, love my dog ;p

Haha, but anyway, like my sister, you can say she loves me to bits, but do I love her back just as much? (Sometimes, I feel like such a bad sister, sometimes only haha :p) Or my other family members as well? How much do I love my friends? I mean I do love my friends, that I know, I appreciate them, and like their company, but how much do I love them? I don’t know, haha never really thought of this part of my life. But oh well, when I have time, and if I remember I will sit on it = = keke…

But anyway, some people must be asking, this girl suddenly only say like that, but well the truth is, I realized this fact because well, my mum in a way had to tell me haha, (god I really need help man, I need someone to tell me, how clueless can I get? Haha = =) my mum said, (all which are super true,) that I don’t love myself cause well, I don’t take care of myself (truth be told, I want someone to take care of me :p why? Don't know wor haha) and all, and I don’t strive to make myself better and stuff like that, she said that quite some time ago, so I don’t really remember word for word what she said but, anyway, you get the drift.

Anyway, crap, another anyway, oh you guys are used to it already la haha, anyway, suddenly deviated until so far from the main topic haha, I was saying ro and gene’s graduation haha and the Citibank guy, another thing he said that I related to was the 5 birds were on a fence, and 3 decided to fly away, how many are there left? Take a guess? Don’t read the paragraph below first until you have guessed Haha

Most people, without much thought will instantaneously say 二, the answer? Still 五, why? Well deciding to do something and actually carrying it out is two totally different things, if you decide on something, but you don’t carry out, then well, we are still the birds on the fence, we have gotten no where. I feel like this is quite true to me, cause well, most of the time I decide to do this or that, I decide oh I will study for exams, oh I will go exercise tomorrow, oh I will go for this event tomorrow, but I don't really get myself down to truly doing it. I decided but I did not carry out what I decided, so in the end, I’m still at square one = = Sigh, well Rome wasn’t built over night.

Anyway, after that Citibank fella’s motivational talk, which I don’t remember most of it, except for the 2 things mentioned above, cause I was half asleep, they started with the handing out of the certificates and all. After that was over, it was refreshment time, and well picture time, I took a few pictures for the guys, and about 2 with gene, but forgot to take with ro, cause he like so busy, always talking to people :p

So never mind lor haha ok la don’t blame ro la. Anyway I didn’t know anyone else there, and gene had asked his other friends to come, so he was layaning them, ro was layaning friends and meng was layaning jo, that left me with… no one = = sigh, so poor thing, I don’t really mind being left alone ler, but I find it a bit annoying ler… so anyway, not alone also alone already la, so I went to do my own stuff la, while waiting for meng to finish, cause I needed to follow him home.

After that, when I was leaving college with meng, Ai kun called, and asked whether I wanted to join her for dinner with my ex colleague of secret recipe and her other colleagues, at first I was like, hmm~ don’t know la, then I finally decided to go… Which makes me realize another thing, that I notice about myself, is that, I’m kind of bad in making decisions regarding myself, notice from above, I was not sure until the eleventh hour whether I wanted to go look for gene, or go for ro’s graduation, and now this dinner, sigh, why ar? Too used to having the decision being made for me laio… = =

Anyway deviated again, so I decided to go, and meng dropped me off at secret recipe taman megah haha, so convenient now that we have one near my house. So went there makan and chat ler, and small world really, I met chong boon sister, she’s Ai kun’s colleague, real small world haha. Chong boon was my form 3 classmate so I know the fella la, although he’s quite naughty but he never gave me any problems ler. (I was the penolon ketua tingkatan, which most of the teachers salah faham that I was the ketua tingkatan, since I’m always looking for them haha.) So in a way naughty but good boy, unless you minus that incident, I think everyone from Taman S.E.A should know, it happened in form 3 that year, but anyway, guess you all forgot ler, since didn’t really affect you all. Celaka that time, as PKT really teruk, all the teachers asking me this and that.. Sigh, anyway in the past liao ler :p

So after dinner bought some cake haha, as my ex colleague is still with the company, we got staff price for dining there, so we bought cake and all, and I bought 2 slices for my parents, hmm~ not bad ler

After dinner, went home and, well that was the end of that day, until I went online and chatted with my siblings and talked to ro about gene’s outing today haha.. So that’s all for now ler, nothing else to write already, tired and lazy liao haha

じゃ待ったねみんなさん

-Oracl3-

the riddle and rules below = =

the : riddle
Remember, remember the 5th of November
Minus three months, a day of splendour.
Now is the time I make many gestures,
So that I can blow them candles.

As a token of my appreciation
I leave you all with this riddle,
A new piece, ‘twas rewritten,
In hopes you can cover the distance.

In the day, this place I am at
Can be reached through the monorail
It is a place of people and interacts
Try and guess where?

All in all, the general place I’d be
Its name, broken into three
The first is ‘success’ written differently
Second, the name of a successful magazine

Final part of its name
Is something done mathematically
Where its formula is of width equals height
Catch my drift? You’d better take flight

Its specific however is easier
Where it’s one of my favourites
Of the days of the month of my day
Is on the logo the shop carries

What could be its name you ask?
Well, its colour for one, I dislike
Selling I scream, you scream, we scream
I wonder what it is, something cold it seems…

So, come on over if you’ve cracked the case
My only advice to you is, “Make haste.”
Knowing you knowing me, my mood will change
To a new place, then it’s too late

If you’re ready to try and intercept me
Please don’t, I won’t accept you early
This is not an UNO card game
But one of my own…it’s never, not the same.

posted by kenjirou at 6:32 PM 0 comments
rules : of : the : game
The game is simple, you just have to solve a simple riddle that I have posted and find me then. However, there are a few rules that you need to follow in order to keep the game fun and going.

The rules are:

1. Solve the riddle I have prepared.

2. The day that is set to start the hunt is 5th of August 2006. If you manage to solve the riddle earlier than the given date, DO NOT mention it to anyone (me inclusive).

3. DO NOT wait outside of my house starting from today till the end of the day that is set for the game

4. You may print the copy of the riddle out and ask for assistance from someone who IS NOT participating in the game.

5. The time that the hunt starts is 1 p.m., you only start to leave for the place then. When you see me, follow the procedure of tapping my shoulder three times while saying, "I've caught the composer," and wishing me once after.


For my blog viewers, the riddle will only be posted around 7 p.m. on Friday, 4th of August 2006. Those who know my axcest profile, it is already out there for various reasons I wont mention. So if you want it earlier, you can look for it there. If not, just wait for the riddle around that time. Happy breaking and searching. Thanks a lot for participating ~