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The smooth surface, Almost mirror like, Watching it unknowingly, I entered its flow, Unconsciously submerged by it, Fighting to grasp the sky, Before being pulled down again, Following it’s flow, Unable to turn back, The road is set; I shall head to sea, Can you see the future? It’s unpredictable ✿Oracl3✿


Sunday, February 22, 2009

はあ〜

Geh, need to start studying for my ethics soon... =.=' Exam is next month!! less than 2 weeks?? die la.. sobs~

Lately, I've tried driving around my area... バンザイ!! point to note... ermm, must learn to avoid pot holes.. don't drive to fast, and miss my turning? (more like need to wear glasses when I drive haha)

Trying to catch up on my Japanese.. And I want to start my violin lessons, but don't have the time to enquire... And well, I think the priority now, is trying to pass that ethics exam =.=' So should be wasting my free time on the book instead.. sigh....

My list is still left hanging.. geh.. 時さん!!私に帰って「かえって」下さい。はは,無理だろう?その事。。はあ〜 =.='

-Oracl3-

Sorry, for sighing so much....

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あれ から

Song lyrics to Are Kara, from Shimokawa Mikuni
This is just how I practise my Kanji/Japanese...

「下川みくに-フルメタパニック!フモッフ」

私なら、大丈夫、忙「いそ」しく知ってるから。

頑張っているよ、そう約束したから、でもきゅうに泣きたくなるけれど。

君と別「わか」れてから、全てが変わった見たいで、通り「とおり」すぎる風のにおいも、地下鉄「ちかてつ」のざっとうも。

まちがいじゃ、なかったのね?かさねあっていた、せつなさも全て。

今はまだ、思いでとよべない。唇「くちびる」にぬくもりが消えないうちは。

君はいつも、無理するから、大切な物をみうしなうんだよ。

今度「こんど」また誰か愛する時、もう一度あのころを思い出したね。

何時「いつか」か君と出会える日は、太陽のように微笑「ほほえ」んでいたい。

歌は終わり

最近は私の気持は、ちょっと同じです。

理容は知らない、だからお願いきくな。

失恋「しつれん」わじゃないです,そういうの思いは。

たぶんちょっと寂しかろと仕事は最近にとても忙し、でも、私はまだ大丈夫、心配つな。

時々はあの人で、まだおぼいてる、まだ好きかな?その思いは有るですから。

でももう三年は,あの人と私はの最後の出会った。

だから、失恋じゃない,だろう?

はあ〜あれは以前「いぜん」の話だ、忘れたほがいい。

まあー私はまだ頑張るよ。

まだ諦めない、だって命は大切なだろう?頑張るよ私!

-Oracl3-

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

To fight, or not to fight that is the Question...

エリザベツさんとシンさんへ、

この手紙はあなたたちのためである。戦うはつずく下さい! 頑張れ!

With the recent controversy going on about Elizabeth Wong and those photos of hers... it seems that the political scenario is getting quite dirty.. (assuming, like everyone else, that it's politically motivated...)

I can empathise with Elizabeth, and though I cannot fully understand her feelings, I do somewhat understand what she is going through right now...

The apprehension, and the feeling of loneliness, the fear.... the insecurity.. it's all really horrible..
this is really harassment to the max!

I don't blame her for feeling afraid, and just wanting to shy away and hide from the rest of the world, but I think, she is giving in to her fear.. it takes time to get over the fear, but at this point of time, eventhough it's lonely and it's hard, eventhough it's scary, I don't think she should give in to the fear.

I don't think she should resign, and that she should continue, protecting the party? I think the party is the one that should protect her, I mean correct me if I'm wrong. But that's just my personal opinion, she is the victim here, not the party.

She should stay on, and fight, for women who may be potential victims of such demeaning acts. it's a fact that men do not understand this, and some may try to empathise, and honestly not all women will automatically understand, but at least she has the support of the people. In some sense it's still lonely, but some people have managed to turn their fear and loneliness into strength, and even more so when they have a cause to fight for. This changing of energy will do good.. In the end she will just have to reach out and trust again. it's hard, easier said than done, but it can be done, all that's needed is sheer will power.

Though I understand it takes time, not everyone is that strong willed. But again, she should fight, this is a violation to her as a person, and as a women, it is sexual harassment, and something should be done this round to prevent it from happening the next time to someone else, or God forbid the same person. so yes, she shouldn't resign, or the perpetrator will have gotten what he/she aimed for to start with...

-Oracl3-

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day...

It's Valentine's Day today.. I know my mood hasn't been the best as of late.... but..... The world still loves me after all :p

Nick's kind thoughts


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Sayaka :( -->> Sayaka XD


Thank you Nick :) *hugz* He's such a doll XD

Sorry I can't do a linear equation, it's top to bottom haha..

-Oracl3-

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Friday, February 13, 2009

Pictures

More random pictures as I try to make use of the good connection to upload pictures..

So as they say.. the cliché, a picture says a thousand words.. so here they are.. all the posts I missed out cause I was busy... And the connection was crap...

This was my dad's birthday on December 2008

Uncle's birthday.. 2008... ermm forgot what month... November maybe??

Mom's Birthday on November 2008
A bottle of Asahi (Japanese Beer) by her side... haha..
Ermm.. November 2008 As well I guess.. or was it December... A very small G1 gathering at Yuen's Sunway.. I think I mentioned it before in one of the posts.. but here's the picture...

Just look at this fella, really and literally sitting down and eating.. 可愛い XD

He really is sitting you know.... :)


Went for the MPO on 20th December 2008, I think, Cause it was the winter festival, so I think it was about there.. anyway, we went cause they were playing the Lord of the Rings.. it was really superb.. and Des was a doll, and sent us back to PJ, since the last train had already stopped..

And Oh due to this screen they had, I had to crank my neck to see this sort of slideshow during the performance.. causing a neckpain... haha I recall that throughout the performance.. at some parts.. I just had to let my head drop and stare at my lap/hands/whatever, to ease my neck haha.. set too front I think.. but it was hard to get tickets...

-Oracl3-

Well yeah, sorry I'm backdating the last few posts, but I wanted the flower post to be at the top.. haha..

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Christmas...

I know this is long overdue.. but we took this picture during Christmas of 2008.. It's the cousins... plus Ben's Girlfriend...As usual.. we do silly things together.. like taking videos of a certain someone proclaiming that she wishes to eat haha..


-Oracl3-

Shall cross post this to Generation Lim when I'm more awake...

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Just some pictures...

Okay.. let's see... at one point... John got to know huey, nick and gene.. due to a clubbing event? haha.. we went to poppy's for clubbing.. and that was nice... so since they were acquainted I thought let's hang out?

Since I know how it feels to be alone overseas... So we just went out together... We brought John to BU to buy some Chinese New Year Clothings.. so yes, sorry, this post is before Chinese New Year.. but anyway.. the 5 of us went out.. watched a movie.. Wing Chun... and shopped a bit..

After that we brought John to SS2 to have dinner.. so here we are at KTZ though sadly, Nick wasn't in, cause he had to go off somewhere first... But that's just it....

-Oracl3-

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

私今の色?青いです。。

最近に,知らないの理容「りよう」はけど,でも私にとても、とても元気はない。はあ〜

Been feeling blue of late... don't know why... don't think it's the timing or anything... just feeling blue..

And the world moves on... Sigh.... I am but one small insignificant speck on this huge planet.. so what did I expect? *shrugs* haha.. okay, joking aside...

Shall squeeze in some work before I hit the sack tonight.. I'm happy I've got something new to do, cause that means I've managed to finish yet another thing.... YAY!! XD

別の場所見る下さい

-Oracl3-

Sorry, it's short.. am moodless....

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

疲れた...

Yesterday, I had to go back home in the pouring rain.... raining cats and dogs outside my work place, so that I could make it in time for my dinner cum alumni meeting... got all drenched.. what's the use of an umbrella.. which leaks??? =.=' chucked the damned thing away... that's what 10 bucks gets you...

well, the dinner cum meeting, turned out okay, and the world is small, met an old friend there... Jo Weng, still looks as good as ever, made small talk, and he left.. I think the last time I bumped into him was on new year's eve? 2007? I think... It's been a long time.. we should have kept in touch.. he's a nice kid.. :)

anyway, after the meeting.. the food was quite nice by the way, had nasi lemak, since i'm all better now... *yaay* then went home.. attempted to do some work.. but was too tired..

oh.. today we... as in huey, leong and I had lunch with John.. the kid is leaving.. sigh... when will be the next time that we can meet? and I can nag?? haha.. introduced my Korean colleague Enna to huey and leong.. they got a long well.. sweet :)

But back to John.. well, hope he takes care, and have a safe flight *hugz* (though he's not exactly going home yet... haha) he's a nice kid, he's a funny guy...


A picture of us (colleagues) at dinner at KLCC on John's Last day at the office, we have the girls from Korea as well, Enna & Hazel :)

Ermm... that's about it.. need to do some work before I hit the sack tonight!! 頑張る!!

I need to catch up on my politics.. I'm missing the scene.. geh...

-Oracl3-

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A mockery of our democratic institution

by Hannah Yeoh

To those who argue that the political crisis in Perak now is a taste of
Pakatan's own medicine (referring to the Sept 16 takeover plan), they have
failed to see the key differences between the two. If you remember what
happened when Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim claimed to have the numbers to form
the new federal government, he wrote to PM Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad
Badawi requesting him to convene an emergency sitting of Parliament. This
was rejected by the PM. The next constitutional option is to press for the
dissolution of Parliament to make way for fresh new elections. That was
also not entertained. Anwar Ibrahim exhausted the constitutional means
that were available to him. If Pakatan were to act unconstitutionally and
lure defections, then we will be having a new government today . But we
didn't and we will not act unconstitutionally. So you can't say that
Najib's coup and Pakatan's plan were one and the same.

Some may also say, well what about the earlier defection of Bota
assemblyman, Datuk Nasarudin Hashim? Why did Pakatan Rakyat accept him?
Why not force his seat to be vacated for a by-election? Let's keep things
in perspective here. His defection was that of an opposition lawmaker to a
governing lawmaker. His defection did not alter the balance of power in
the State Assembly. Pakatan Rakyat remained as government, and BN as
opposition. Status quo. Logically and intelligently, anyone can safely
assume that Pakatan Rakyat didn't need a defection from BN. Thus, he
defected on his own accord and on his own will. There was no need for
Pakatan Rakyat to force him to vacate his seat as he did not win the seat
on a Pakatan ticket. The Pakatan government really has no standing in
forcing him to vacate a seat which wasn't earned by Pakatan in the first
place!

I must say that I had great respect for Sultan Azlan Shah. Until
yesterday. I wonder how he could possibly consent to the formation of a
new BN state government when constitutionally, a government is still in
place. And to even approve to a new Menteri Besar when the existing one is
still in office? How can any state have 2 heads of government at any one
time? There can only be one Menteri Besar of Perak. This is a mockery. The
Menteri Besar can only be removed by the State Assembly via a vote of
no-confidence or via the dissolution of the assembly. And none of these
two constitutional means has been requested by BN. How can anyone claim
that Najib and Anwar are one and the same?

Next, the Sultan called for a "unity" government to be formed by BN and
the Independents. Let's be clear about this. The Independents are in no
way legally bound to represent BN. Well, at least not yet, not till they
officially become members of a BN component party. All that the Sultan and
Najib has from them is a verbal assurance that "we will be friendly to
BN".. And just by appearing in a press conference with Najib, it justifies
the change of government? What if next week these Independents were to be
seen in a press conference with Pakatan? A real "unity" government
envisioned by the Sultan should have been an all-inclusive government of
Pakatan, BN, and the Independents. Pakatan and BN each have 28 seats, and
the Independents 3. Thus, no single party or coalition has a commanding
majority. If there is to be a "unity" government, it calls for a new
coalition of PR-BN-Ind which is impossible. Thus, what the Sultan has
called for is simply a name without substance. What "unity" if it's going
to consist of only single-minded representatives - all "friendly to BN"?
That's not a "unity" government, it's a BN government. This is a mockery
of the intelligence of Malaysians. A beginning of what is to come with
this PM-to-be.

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ギャアッ!ネットはどうしました??

Gyaah! What's wrong with the net??

I think that's enough said..
Cause with the net acting like the Chipsmore cookies.. It's so hard to do work, or to even get my usual fix...

Also as of late, besides work... I've been on a Shoujo Manga spree lately... *shrugs* especially those involving supernatural stuff, like ghosts, kyuubi etc... leaning to the supernatural side??

まあー、ロマンスはほしいいんかな。。?今私の人生はとてもつまらない。。ああ〜 何でもいい,妖怪か、人間か、狐か、天狗か。。助けて??!! つまない。。 ベイビはどこ。。。?この子。。。
=.=' はー。もういい ねる!

Sigh, also... I really need to find time to complete the list, and well, to organise the files in my computer and external hard drives, and to make some space by burning stuff out... ゲエー.... 時よ、どこえ?Why are those stuff, things that really needs a lot of time... =.=' 何でだろうな。。 はー 

最近に私はとても疲れた。。。理容?さあ〜な。。あれは秘密、あんたたちは、知らないの事は、ほうがいい。。

-Oracl3-

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