from the 26th of april 2010 (Sunday) till the 2nd of May 2010 (Sunday) i was in China with my family and my aunts (from my mum's side) on a tour...well holiday..

overall it was nice... scenery was beautiful... food was ok, learnt new things bout the culture... they have 52 minority tribes.. and wow... the women wear the pants in some of those tribes, (and the men.. are damn lucky...house husbands... imagine..)

and there's a well... really interesting tribe... (men didn't need to take responsibility at all,) haha... weather was okay too.. loved the cool/cold weather.. well downside? with china... you know it's the toilets... then again back home here we have really disgusting toilets too... so what the heck... at least 50% of the toilets we went too were okay.. i notice they have a problem with flushing.. it's smelly and disgusting, cause they can't flush... water system has a huge problem =.='

souvenir wise it was really difficult to buy anything.. why? well, cause everything is made in China, you can buy it back home... as for the food stuff.. i went to kun ming, dali, li jiang, and one more place... can't really remember.. but there was a hot spring there? haha... i guess that's what you get when you mandarin is only 40% usable??

anyway... i couldn't buy tidbits either for my colleagues, cause it was almost all yak meat... which i don't think my indian colleagues can eat, cause it's like a cow?? and my muslim colleagues either.. cause i'm not sure if it's halal.... =.=' so in the end i bought whatever i could... some preserved... sourish, saltish thing.. (shin mui kind of thing...)

also along the way i didn't really get quite a number of explanation from the guide, and had to rely on the tour leader and relatives to explain what was going on... but in the general sense... i got what was going on.... so guess it was ok?

but on the 2nd day? i think.. i fell ill.. it was a bit too cold for me.. and smart ass me, didn't wear a jacket to sleep. so i practically freezed to death... and caught the cold.. arghh suffering... especially when i had to fly (from li jian to kun ming... and the worse was kun ming to home..)

it was so dry, my throat ended up so damn sore, i almost lost my voice.. and my skin broke out in rashes, cause it was so damn dry... (either it;s the dryiness or the flu medicine.. which i think could be the medicaiton...cause i didn't get this rash in hte UK) and am still suffering the effects now as i sit here, sweating like a pig here typing this... (cause i got used to their weather, ours is too hot now.. practically bathing in sweat ) =.='

so again, the scenery was really beautiful, especially at the lake and mountain shall upload to Face book when i've the time. oh yeah, i made a new friend too... it's nice :)

but a little weird thing happened.. on friday night (30 april 2010), i dreamt that my boss was unhappy bout something, and then after that he seemed happy.. =.=' (it was like, he was unhappy i wasn't in the office? and happy again when i was back in - guess that's cause i'm back to do the work...?? =.=' i get that feeling.... i swear honest to god, it really felt like he was happy again in the dream cause i was there to do the work... =.=' weird right?)

so when i got home on the 2nd of may (at night, tired like hell, and still down with the cold...not really done unpacking...) you know that naggy feeling you get??

so okay, i check my email, and i see something from him... a number of his comments.... and you know.. (i'm a really impatient person), i don't profess to be a genius.. i admit i learn slow... and i'm a visual learner.. that's why i learn faster when i've something to read/compare, like a text book, or a sample document... (lately my attention span is quite short too.. and usually i don't like those really thick text books anyway, but the simple straightforward books)

so yes, i don't like the damn thing either, and would like to get it done and over with too.. i didn't stay till 11pm on the 23rd of april to finish it so that i had to redo it/add on to it, and make my dad have to come all the way down to the office to pick me up, cause it was 11pm and no one could drop me at the train station.

so thank you very much for your comments. i've been doing the work from the start, and forgive me, but my brain really can't process anymore, i see it as it is.... and you as a fresh brain... well thank you for your comments............................................. really.......... i don't know if it's inexperience or what.. but i really couldn't pick out the points you did..=.='

anyway, another point of annoyance.... oh wait.. ermm, let's say the good stuff first... a nice old malaysian chinese man... okay not that old, maybe bout my dad's age, let me cut the line, so that i could board the plane with my family.... thank you nice chinese man...

on the other hand, the annoying point? was this malay man... maybe about... late 30's? or mid 40's? was an ass.... when the plane landed and people were disembarking, he was pushing me trying to get into the lane to get out.... hello?? you really shouldn't wear sunglasses in a plane on a night/evening flight, cause obviously you can't see that the lane between the seats was so congested with people, that i couldn't get out either, so all your idiotic pushing was for naught....

i don't give a shit if you are going to wet your pants there, you were just plain rude, so a big no thank you to your rudeness you middle aged malay man, and for irritating me, after a sort of pleasant flight...

(sort of, cause well... my cold made my ear hurt really bad during landing, and the fact that there was a problem with the plane's audio system... and the food was reallly, really horrible i couldn't eat it, and the air stewardess english was horrible... and.... that the plane was really small and cramped, and fully booked and had only two toilets..... yeah i think that's the end of the complaint)

yeap, i think that's it... i had a fun trip, slightly dampened by my lack of understanding in manadarin, and due to my cold, and the fact that no one.. i repeat NO ONE, would accompany me to the hot springs :( then again, i was already down with the cold then, so it was in some sense a blessing in disguise...

i bought a number of things for myself.. at a cheap price (hey it's China right?), namely? a name card holder, cheaper than what you can get it for back home... a blouse, and a jacket... well with the clothings, i hope they don't shrink after being washed.. (they kept me really warm too, so i think they should be ok?)

other than that.. there's really nothing much to buy there, (cause we can get it back home)... so it was a lot of scenery pictures.. it was a pity the cable car for the snow mountain was under maintanence... i miss snow... but it was still okay?

alritey... really tired from the trip, so need to sleep as tomorrow it's back to the office, i'm starting to wish that i had taken an extra day off =.=' but then again. i'm taking a day off this week for my physiotheraphy... sigh.... so i didn't take that one day....

so back to work tomorrow to face the shit... err work... and yeah.. drowsy from the cold medication.. going to hit the sack.. good night world...

sorry la... if this post sounds angry again, my dreams have been telling me that i've been holding in too much shit, and need to let it go.. hahhahaha... nitey all :)

i hope i can come home early.... cause tomorrow my dad is going to pick my precious up, i missed him so much throughout the whole trip =.=' baby~~~ come home to mummy ;p hehehhe

again, nites :p

-Oracl3-

First week back….

Warning: huge crap-ology ahead… do not read if what you lack is time… or interest.. it’s okay I understand.. Still love you all the same… haha

It’s been a while since I wrote anything in English, and well something this lengthy haha… nothing much to blog about (in English as of late besides random ramblings in Japanese… causing me to lose readers, since only one fella.. I think, can read Japanese, and I think he couldn’t be arsed since my grammar is horrendous hahaha)

Oh well, life goes on…. As it must and will, whether you like it or not, it will not, and cannot wait for you…. The same goes for my muse… another reason why I haven’t been blogging lately…? No muse? haha… although by default, I don’t think I really need one…. I need a better internet connection at home (pages aren’t loading..sobs), time and… Ermm.. But that’s another story…

So my first week back at work has finally ended.. With…. More to come… that being beside the point, I guess… haha, since I’ve already worked at this same firm during my chambering time, the familiarity is there, and there wasn’t much adjusting in to do. Since I’ve already known and worked with the people that I’m working with now when I was chambering there, during half of my chambering duration. (Spent first half in corporate, next in litigation)

What can I say... going back to work, after 2 months of not - so - active brain usage…. Hmmm~ well.. Going through documents now… is a bit of a pain on the eyes.. Literally… I don’t know if it’s my astigmatism or something…. (Guess I’ve to go back to printing them out to view rather than stare at the computer, or risk going blind =.=’ or make a new pair of spectacles, that hopefully doesn’t increase my headache..) But oh well….

Ermm, work wise… well corporate is corporate.. To be honest I find it a tad harder than litigation, (learning wise) in terms of understanding and documentation, because well, stuff in litigation, we basically covered in CLP, (not everything, but at least we had a basics of sorts to start with) but corporate… well, let’s just say… university didn’t really equip us for it..

But in a sense, that’s cool, it makes it a challenge, cause you have to learn everything from the ground up…. (Searches really hard for her brain haha) not to say litigation isn’t cool… haha.. I already miss going to court…. (ermm only that particular court though… haha… I miss my dockbrief days.. days where I had to run between court rooms to enter judgements... sigh, those were the days my friend…we thought they’d never end… la la la la…)

Either than that, learning is learning.. And I believe I will get a hang of it sooner or later.. I managed it before; I believe I can do it again… what’s life without a few challenges? Need to un-blur myself haha…

Oh, and also… in the office I’ve to remind myself.. I AM NOT USING A MAC!! And at home… I AM NOT USING WINDOWS!! ….. Makes me feel kinda crap sometimes… sigh..

What other difficulties I’ve been encountering?? Hmmm well, waking up in the morning, and trying to get the brain to function at that time, is another challenge… a real huge one, might I add haha..

I’m a nocturnal creature, forced to live under the glare of the shining star….

Although, after last night… I take that back.. This so-called nocturnal creature has sort of adapted to living under the shining star, that sleeping at 5am last night, was a huge torture to me..

Why?? Cause my body kept trying to wake up around 7-8 am… and I had to force it back to sleep, only to have it wake up again round 9 something and then 10 something…. Till finally my friend called me at about a quarter to 12.. I gave up… but damn… The mind and the body… cooperate!!!

You know you got home late, you know you slept late… stop trying to get up early.. It’s a freaking Saturday for crying out loud… gosh!!

Oh which reminds me speaking of Saturday.. Happy Deepavali to all my friends! Especially Shanie *hugs* you need that! ☺

Right, another thing, adjusting my sleeping hours was also quite difficult due to some miraculous jet lag I experienced…

I just don’t understand why… when we go over to Europe, we don’t experience jet lag, we can adjust to the time there so nicely, but when we come back home.. by golly, I don’t get why the jet lag is so bad…

In all my years of travel, I’ve never, and I repeat, never experienced jet lag this bad…

Err, why jet lag? Well, since no one in particular has been wondering about my disappearance…. It’s cause I was on holiday in Italy and Greece, a week before I started work…

Ooh yeah… living the high life, as some friends had teased haha.. But anyway yes, was in Europe, took almost 30 hours to get back from there to home.. Door to door, I mean.. With all the transits… =.=’ cause we had to fly from Athens to Milan, from Milan to Bangkok, and Bangkok to home…

One whole day of airplane food… managed to cause me to lose all the weight I picked back up in Italy and Greece, and my appetite as well, which hasn’t been well since I fell ill and stayed ill a few months back.. (Still not fully recovered actually… sigh..)

So yes, stuck in airplanes and airports for more than 24 hours, having nothing but airplane meals took their toll on me, and when I touched down, I had to immediately make arrangements to meet a friend who would be marrying the next day, and we had to go over the wedding plans, since he kindly requested that I co-emcee his wedding XD (Thanks Ray & Ivy, for that opportunity and Shane for the books..)

Anyway, slept a measly 2 hours or so, woke up feeling like the whole body was made of lead… forced myself to get ready, headed over to the groom’s place… discussion with the other wedding planners.. bla bla… home to bed, woke up early for cousin’s wedding… on the 3rd of October, it ended in the afternoon, rushed home, got ready in under an hour for the next wedding… (Ray’s wedding).. Rushed there, went through stuff with co-emcee, and everything went from there..

After the wedding dinner at about 11 something, headed to Mel’s house for a Mooncake festival gathering kinda thingie.. Stayed till round 2 something before heading home, and finally.. Rest…

Rest of the week was adjusting my time back to wake up in the morning… and then work started… such is life… when things get hectic, they are hectic… but it was cool… loved it all.. Tiring and torturous as it was..

Now the goal is... to gain back some weight apparently, although I don’t mind the weight I have now, but if I lose anymore.. I was told by a friend that it would be the death of me.. He’s not cussing me, don’t get me wrong, it’s true anyway… so yes, no more losing weight for me.. It’s either maintain it as it is... or gain 2-3 kgs… and maintaining it at that…

First, I need to find my appetite again.. Which seems to be cured by not so spicy food, which again, my stomach seems incapable of taking after not taking it for so long.. haha… I should really lay off my C2-O5-OH haha

Only good news for the time being is… my appetite seems to be returning a bit, but it’s not what it used to be.. Due to the stomach ailment.. so one step at a time.. That’s what I do with everything now a days…

-Oracl3-

P/s: oh, by the way, did I ever mention that my first day back to work started out bloody?? How’s that for a first day back to work… =.=’
あれはねロスコちゃんの血いです。たく始めて見てだよ、びくりした。。。ベビのうしろう「backside?」はきずがある。。。大変な，私のベビ。。。

Stupid Maxis, stupid internet connection.. sigh…this is a Mac.. not windows.. damn the short cut keys…

はい，はい すいませんでした私は最近にとても忙しだから。。。と。。

What do I have to show for disappearing off cyber earth for almost a month???!!! Absolutely nothing... ahhaha..... [sorry, my head has been killing me the whole day.... forgive me for this moment of insanity...]

Well besides being busy, [sorry for such and old excuse, but I don't have any novel ideas when it comes to excuses as to why I haven't been posting, cause I rather not lie but tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth....] it's the usual old excuse, which I've said so many times we are all sick of it, so I shall spare us all by not explicitly stating it, but just implying it.. You know where I'm getting at...

Okay moving on... I passed my ethics exam..... I'd be lying if I said I wasn't even a little tiny bit worried.. cause I wasn't.. [haha gotcha.. hahha]

I totally forgot about it, if my colleague didn't keep asking me how are our results and if we've passed or something.. I totally forgot I took that test till I get reminded.. I'm sad, I know.. but well, seems like at least one person was having expectations on me passing it in the first round.... [so, okay was a little worried because of that looming expectation...]

Anyway, called parents to inform them bout the result, came home and went out with parents for dinner to celebrate... Japanese food.... at the usual restaurant.... [yes, a lot of things are being implied in this post.. it's all the "you know what" & "you know where" plus the "you know who" wherever applicable....]

So yes.... work... and you know what [it starts with the D word.. if you are having difficulty guessing, cause I know I am.. and I'm the author of this post.. yes, I'm sad x2.. sigh]..
and ermm... well work?

Oh, speaking of Japanese, we had a meeting today with some Japanese clients.. They were funny and nice [....and cute too?? in their manner of joking with each other that is... don't misunderstand =.='], and gave us a box of chocolates as a souvenir/おみあげ [if that's how they spell it].. 本当にありがとうございましたババさん！！

I have yet to share it with the other chambies, because they seemed so busy, and the meeting ended quite late.... So I guess tomorrow I will open it, when everyone is there.... XD

[well actually i've an ulcer, which refuses to heal.. sigh.. and am supposedly supposed to lay off these "heaty" stuff.. sign =.=']

Haven't managed to tell my master personally that I passed, he was really x3 busy today.. so I didn't want to intrude... shall tell him when I can... :p

ermm what else..?? I know the country's political scene is as exciting as ever, but... ermm.. well, you know..

And yeah, spent the whole day tortured by one stupid headache, and I meant the whole day.. no joke.. such torture!!
so am gonna pop some paracetomol now and hit the sack, and hopefully am much better tomorrow....

That's my update for now.. till next time, when i find.... well.. oh, you know what I've to find to post......

-Oracl3-

Title: It's package A..

Got it on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year.. sigh, just my luck.. (Mahjong was bad enough??) I think with the weather being so darned hot in the day time and so darned cold in the night..

It was still okay, as it was on the beginning stages, on the 4th day I got a reading of 37.5, so upon coming home from work, after dinner, I just took those bitter stuff, and went to sleep...

It abated the next morning, so I thought okay.. I will go to work then.... I was sent out of the office by someone at work, which I think was a good thing, as I could go home a tad early to rest...

sigh.. desperately trying to finish my opinion.. still feels like it's lacking some stuff, but my brain is too muddled to think.. argghhhh... =.='

oh and that meng, gave me the link to one of my favourite parts in the movie Windstruck that he loaned me aoens ago.. when we were still in Taylor's and which I cried buckets over.. damn.. he made me feel like downloading and watching the whole movie again.. which... is what i'm doing... i downloaded the OST already haha.. only 2 more parts on the movie to go ahha...

-Oracl3-

Title should read as netsu meaning fever... I think that's how the kanji looks like...

Anyway.... Just a little notice.. Amoeba here has fallen ill.. Had a fever today.. but still went to work.. sigh.... [training from young, on not to miss a day of school, has carried on?? o_O']

Been feeling not so good since yesterday.. So guess I've fallen ill since yesterday... And today it's not any better but worse...

Yesterday it was a slight fever and today it's a higher fever,though not yet a high fever...

Meetings to attend.. aiii... Alumni and Scouter Council =.='

Translations to do, Proof reading to do...

-Oracl3-

I've only one pill left to my antibiotics, yet my cough doesn't abate, and in fact, my throat is very sore and swollen.... OMG!!! This totally sucks, it's horrible, coughing here and there ARGGHHH... And it hurts to just swallow.... I hate illnesses... then again who doesn't?

On another note, after 3 weeks, last night I finally went for a game of badminton... I was expecting loads of muscle aches, but I don't really have any... some very minuscule slight ones...

However, I sort of aggravated my old injury for 2 days in a row prior to playing badminton, well okay a day.... by going to the courts on Thursday, and sending documents on Friday, and then badminton on the same Friday. It already hurt slightly, but me being the stubborn mule I was continued with my badminton.. And today.. It really hurts... sigh....

Also, today may be a Saturday but I had to go back to the office with the other chambies today to set up the Christmas tree!! Well it looked all nice and pretty after we were done, then we had a discussion on the Christmas Carols that we have to sing at the Christmas lunch.

They had requested that I bring my guitar, but I haven't really touched the thing for like almost 2 months I think.. And it was so badly out of tune that I needed the piano to tune it, and there's no piano at the office... Which defeated the purporse of me stupidly lugging that thing to the office and back... Shall go tune it later.. after my nap...

-Oracl3-

Cough, cough, cough that's what I've been doing for the past few days..

Coughed till my voice has changed.. my throat hurts.. and I've a headache... Damn illness!!

I've cough tablets.. but the doctor lied.. It DOES make me sleepy.. sigh... so I daren't take them today... It's horrid.... although it really does help with the cough... unfortunately.... So the choices are....

Be half asleep and feeling tortured, while doing work.. or feel alert, but tortured from the cough while doing work..

It's like between the devil and the deep blue sea...

On another note... Calling up government departments for information.....

Well you know the urban legend of calling them and getting transferred here and there... Yeah, Yeah, i've just confirmed it's true, haha

One thing I must say though.. The government officials were VERY POLITE!! That's all nice and good.. The bad part? My Malay....

They don't seem to understand English that well, and you have to speak Malay.. It's totally like the Chinese saying of a duck and chicken trying to talk.. one goes Quack, the other goes Cluck...

But, oh well.. I might have gotten an A for my Malay in SPM but not using it for 5 years.. is horrid... And well.. I don't use high-fi words.. like what is Unjuran?? I've no idea till now.. it was in one of the forms I had to read....

I seriously want forms in English....

Been busy lately at the office, which is how I'm supposed to be? but I can still spare a few minutes haha... Going to the courts again on Thursday.... Hope it doesn't rain again.. my body can't take anymore damage... =.='

-Oracl3-

p/s: what the heck is wrong with blogspot???? I can't even load a single picture.. grrr...

Well the first week is over... so this is what I've to say..

Day one.. 3rd November 2008, Monday

First day of work.. had nothing to do... made friends with the other chambies & Paralegals....

Asked around for these forms (Borang 1-8 which is in Malay..which has already been complained about...) I had to fill in to be recognised by the BAR council that I'm a pupil/chambie. Spent the rest of the day filling out the forms...

Found out that my Master (Not that Master we have something called the master-pupil thing...) was the guy that interviewed me...

Day 2... 4thNovember 2008, Tuesday

Got permission to go to the Court complex at Jalan Duta to hand in my borang (it's Malay for form) 1 & 2 so am officially a chambie on 4th November!!

Got caught in a stupid massive downpour, the Masjid Jamek area was flooded.. and I had to wade through ankle deep water... sigh... Was quite tempted to just go home... and I think I should have.. But my stuff was still in the office.. So I went back to the office...


Day 3... 5th November 2008, Wednesday

Went to look for the lawyer that wanted to give me work the day before... It was research work... And I must say.. what we study in company law.. doesn't equip us for the corporate world.. It's a whole new world out there for this area of the law...

Spent the day, trying to figure out what the lawyer wanted.. and to get the answers for what she asked me to do....

Found it, but since I was told it wasn't that urgent.. Decided to take the next day to compile everything nicely for the lawyer the next day...

On another note.. Didn't really feel to good.. so overdosed a little on vitamin C..

Sister left back for Athens on this day I think...

Day 4... 6th November 2008, Thursday

The lawyer that assigned me the work had a meeting and wasn't in... Typed up and compiled what I think is what she wanted me to do... for the research.... and was just about to set out to look for someone to delegate work to me.. since my supervisor... i.e. the lawyer who gave me the work, and my master wasn't around... didn't know who to ask... but then another lawyer in the corporate department asked me to help her.. so okay...

Help with compiling and photocopying the stuff for due diligence (I've not much of an idea what it is either, so don't ask) Spent the whole day, arranging, photocopying....

The photocopier has a vendetta against me.. Kept acting up saying the paper was stuck, when there was no paper.. grr... I think I got Ozone poisoning..

I still didn't feel that well either... Maybe worse... but thought it was due to Ozone poisoning...

Day 5... 7th November 2008, Friday...

Officially do not feel well... Felt feverish.. coughing... sigh...

Still had the compiling and photocopying work to do... was busy, busy, busy...

Registered online for this BAR council thing.. found out... my university wasn't listed there... So had to call them up and email them.... etc.... had it settled.. got back to work..

Had a meeting/discussion about the ethics exam that we had to take... Was really feeling horrid already by then.. it was about 5pm then...

After the meeting.. another lawyer assigned me work for the coming week.. Quickly finished up the last of my compiling work.. and left for home at about 550pm....

All that's left would be to the print out the covers haha...

Sadly couldn't go for my much awaited badminton game, as am ill.. with a fever to boot.. sigh...
And that's all for the time being.. going to rest, as I've to go out with friends later.. sigh....

-Oracl3-

Lately Simba likes to have killer classes.. for example my classes last weekend were from 9am till 4pm.. literally leaving me brain dead when i get home..


Yesterday for instance after class, i reached the station at about 4.40pm, as numerous calls home were fruitless i decided to walk home, as i needed the exercise anyway...

On my way home, i came across my mother who was walking the dog.. so i thought why not exercise more, and i followed my mom as she brought my little precious for his walk..

Now in my neighbourhood, we have another neighbour who owns Miniature Pincshers as well.. he has two, and both are females... they are quite cute, and for once i see other MiniPins, the same size as mine.. [usually the other ones i come along are like at least twice the size of mine]

It was such an adorable site, seeing MiniPins all mingling together.. the owner let both of his out to play with mine... As is with dogs.. they started to smell each other.. before getting frisky and started to play...

I really don't know what transpired between the 3 MiniPins, and i don't know what mine said to the other 2, but they suddenly turned tail, and started to attack him...

Although i must say, that it was a Mother-daughter combi [short for combination] attack.... One second they were playing like normal, and the next the daughter started to attack my precious.. She tried to bite my little one.. as i was squatting playing with her initially..

She is really cute by the way, only 8 months old according to her owner, and very friendly and playful.. and she seemed to had taken a liking to my little boy.. i really have no idea what transpired.. i guess it must have been something my little precious said? my logic is that, my dog speaks English, while my neighbour's Chinese.. so they can't communicate very well..

Guess, my little precious said something out of bounds like.. "you're ugly.." or something like that, anyway i digress, back to the mother-daughter attack combi..

I guess my precious is a gentlemen and refuses to fight with girls, or he gladly knows he's out numbered... or... well, there is the possibility that he is a coward? [sad if that's true..]

He turned tail and came running to his "mommy" so i noticed the situation and quickly saved my precious.. [that could be another reason why he doesn't fight.. guessed i spoilt him silly...] the little one i.e the daughter, jumped up to try and reach my precious.. and i held him out of reach.. letting my guard down, i lowered my baby a little, only to have that little runt jump up and nip my precious who gave a little cry...

Resulting in her owner giving her a spanking.. i initially thought she merely nipped my preciouses leg or buttocks... never did i imagine that she actually nipped his balls... [thus the title..] well and i only discovered the wound today, which is healing nicely... but well it was funny haha... getting nipped in the balls.. really makes you wonder what did he do to make them turn tail on him...

On another note.. my bruised eye is healing along nicely... before i continue, i will be giving some gory, disgusting details, so read at your own risk.. you have been warned..

The past few days when i had to attend classes, i was wearing my sunglasses in class.. earning some funny stares from lecturers and some classmates.. the smarter ones figured there was something wrong with my eyes.. and one of my classmates asked me on saturday if my eyes was swollen.. to which i asked how he knew.. and he said it's common sense when someone wears sunglasses even in class at night.. haha..

But i guess that's how it was.. the swelling went down significantly and my eye is back to its normal size, the only residue left is a little angry bruise at the point of contact...

Oh before that.. like yesterday... i had something like a sort of blister or something at the point of contact.. which was at the end of my eye... it was like a lump of something.. and it kept bleeding and spewing, what i suspect as pus... it was so irritating.... and when i complained to my mom that it wouldn't stop bleeding.. she suggested i see the doctor the next day.. [which makes it today] the thought of having to waste my time in the hospital again was daunting..

Upon inspection, my mom said that it looked like a pimple to her.. initially i was like.. how do you get a pimple that is white, and spewing pus at the point of an injury to which she shrugged.. and she suggested it could be fluid escaping out [fluids which caused the eye to swell] and once the fluids are all gone the swelling would totally be gone and it will heal nicely..

The fluid was coming out at a very, very slow rate.. how many days would i have to wait...
and it came to me.. she said pimple... sometimes we burst our pimples, right? so i got the bright idea to endure some pain, and squeezed the fluids all out, one shot.. it caused more blood to come out.. and it hurt slightly even more..

And a gaping hole was left where i had forced the liquid out... and well blood was spewing from it.. ok, this is where the guy side of me comes out.. it was kind of cool to look at the wound like that.. a hole at the base of my eye, and the colour of my blood a nice bright red ruby like colour.. was kind of nice... my girl side just says.. Owww.. it hurts...

Well, i cleaned the wound and attempted to stop the bleeding to no avail, and figured, well with the dumb lump gone it would stop bleeding by itself sooner of later.. and it did.. admist some minor pain when i blinked.. but having lived with the injury for a week.. i was getting a little used to the pain...

And with that.. i woke up with an eye, which was no longer swollen.. though the hole like wound is gone now... [healed/closed up real fast] and as said above, all that's left is some dried blood, for the wound and a little angry looking bruise.. it should heal nice and fast in this next few days.. finally and thankfully....

Let's hope the eye infection gets rid of itself just as fast now.... running off to apply the antibiotics now...

Whaddya' i tell you.. it was disgusting..[what with the pus and all..] but you wanted to read it.. so that's your problem... haha...

[This is a journal for my memories, so i write what I want.. with some warnings...]

-Oracl3-

Hmm, i don't know why, but firefox is acting up again, i can't write Japanese, but oh whatever..

with regards to the title.. in the post.. Touched.. i mentioned briefly that i've recently sustained some injuries.. well it's been 3-4 days since then, and instead of getting better it got worse...

on the day of the event, after reaching home i took a shower, and that's when it began to hurt and swell, so i placed an ice pack on it.. it was nothing big then.. just a bruise, and some swelling.. so my parents and i thought nothing about it..

and well though it hurt a lot whenever i blinked, but it couldn't be helped...

on the 3rd day.. my mom suggested that i go see a doctor.. she's been like this lately.. haha ever since the post where i said she was kind of "cold hearted".. haha... but it's nice of her to show she cares anyway :) not that she never did in the past.. she just wasn't good at it.. and well let's face the fact.. she deals with sick people so much, that she got immune to it.. hence the "cold bloodedness" but i digress..

anyway she suggested i see a doctor.. but i was thinking..it's only the 3rd day and i feel like it's getting better.. besides what medication do we expect the doctor to give.. it's just a bruised eye...

so we let it pass, among dinner jokes that night, that if i did go to the hospital, the authorities would suspect that i was abused.. or that if we had a nosy neighbour who might call the cops because of my one bruised eye.. haha..

on the 4th day however... it was no laughing matter.. the swelling instead of going down like the day before, actually swelled up... my dad being a layman in this area.. merely just shrugged his shoulders.. till my mom, upon her return from work gave and exclamation of shock when she saw me...

so i was right, it felt like it had swelled and hurt more.. and i was right, it did indeed swell more... so after lunch my mom insisted that i see the doctor.. and since it has taken a turn for the worse i agreed... so the 3 of us bundled into the car and headed to the hospital...

you know, it's a good thing that my mom works in the hospital.. and well... i know it's unfair to others, but i guess it's a sort of privilege.. well, i mean if someone jumped ahead of me in a queue i wouldn't be very happy, [queues in department and grocery stores are a different matter though] but if i knew that she worked there.. i would be more understanding... again i digress..

anyway, thanks to that.. seeing the doctor plus taking my medication took me almost 3 hours... imagine if my mom doesn't work there.. how long would i have been waiting...i wouldn't even be able to make it for my class which was in the evening... but again, that's not really the point here...

the point was that.. the doctors whom i met for my consultation.. it was kind of funny, and painful at the same time..

I saw 2 doctors, because i needed to see the general one before being sent to a specialist..

the first doctor, i.e the general one.. was surprised that i took such a short time to see him.. but nevertheless inspected me...

well, anyone seeing a girl with a swelled up bruised eye, would ask what happened..

so i just said.. my mom accidentally hit me... (i was with my dad that time, my mom went to her clinic to get some things for me..) my dad and i explained how it happened, at the shopping mall, bending over getting kneed.. etc.

i think he didn't buy the story.. he looked a little fierce and asked so where is the mother.. and he asked that at least 3 times.. it was so funny... well it's good that they are serious.. i mean there could be real abused victims out there.. but the look on the doctor's face was like.. how could anyone hit a girl...

it was funny, because the night before we were joking about the authorities catching my mom on supposedly abuse, and well because it was an accident and the doctor's face was so serious..

after that my mom showed up.. and the hilarity ensued, because my mom knew the doctor personally.. they were in a way work colleagues haha.. when he saw my mom he accepted the accident story and laughed along with us...

doing what he could.. and causing me some pain, as he had to inspect the injured eye... that's where my pain story comes in.. but it's brief, he had to open the eye wide to take a look, which ended with me in some pain.. he then referred me to a specialist.. which usually, one would have to come the next day to meet...

but i'm lucky.. i just waltzed in.. waited less than 1o minutes, and to the specialist it was...

with the specialist, i went through another round of torture, as he checked my eye to see how bad the damage was... and also, i went through another around of disbelief that it was an accident...

looking at me, he didn't look pleased to see a bruised eye on a girl.. and i was getting the questions.. what happened.. and i said my mom hit me, accidentally.. picking up a shoe and all..

and he merely just nodded.. though he seemed kind of suspicious haha.. the serious looks.. well if it wasn't an accident this wouldn't have been funny to me...

oh did i mention that the specialist seemed somewhat familiar to me? i felt like i've seen him somewhere before, and when he saw me, he did a sort of double take [could be my imagination, but if it wasn't could he have seen me somewhere before too? but he's like at least 30 years old.. where could i have met him before then?].. but i can't explain where i saw him before.. but oh well.. it's not really of importance.. back to the story..

when he was almost done inspecting my eye.. he asked what part of my mom hit me.. her fist? and he actually clenched his fist as an example, i suppose.. i was sort of taken a back.. so i said.. ermm no, her knee.. i was bending over at that time.. his look was like shocked.. as if he was saying.. "what the knee? as if a fist wasn't bad enough" that kind of look.. but he merely nodded. as my mom entered the room.. he made no comment..

well i don't know if he bought the story, cause my mom was worried... worried that my eye got infected, and well sometimes this viruses can travel to the brain, and i could end up with a high fever and end up brain damaged...

but, the story was funny to the 3 of us, because as a law student, i was saying.. the doctors were all so suspicious, which is good... and we were joking about the penalty for the assault haha.. i mean it can't be child abuse since i'm a legal adult, and i was saying.. i was wondering if it's compoundable (means the accused pays money to the victim with the promise that the victim will not pursue the matter in court) haha.. to which my dad laughed, give me the money and i give it back to them haha..

for my mom, it might not have been so much of a laughing matter, since i guess she feels guilty, but hey, i was just trying to lighten the mood..

after the two doctors.. i think my bruise was slightly aggravated.. but i survived.. it cost us 40 bucks and 3 hours, and well a little pain and suffering on my part, but we got a lifetime of laughter, and that's priceless :p

the ever optimist? we will see how it goes... hope my eye gets better now that i've started on the medication...

i think i really need anti-dandruff shampoo.. somehow i miraculously got myself dandruff about 2-3 weeks/ a month ago.. the itchiness is driving me nuts.. i think i'll have to nag my dad tomorrow to get me a bottle of head and shoulders anti-dandruff shampoo...

darn the dandruff....

-Oracl3-

P/S: Is it just me, or am i allergic to the pain killers? o_O"

"Why?"

WARNING" this is a rant...

i sit here at 3am on a monday morning, because mosquitoes are buzzing near my ears...

sigh, my internet connection has been very "superb" of late, the many calls made to the maxis centre says that there is a problem connecting to international sites, how long does it take to fix... "well, it should be about 24 hours.."

how long has the problem been persisting? well about a week, or so... =.=' the connection is much better today, at least i can blog.. rather than just stare at my blog...

i also think that there is a problem with animeeden, i can't seem to be able to finish my twelve kingdom download.. it's only one more freaking episode.. puh-lease... =.=' and i still have naruto and romeo x juliet to download.. sigh... thank god for fansub which lets me continue my donwloads... (that's for other anime.. unfortunately the aforementioned animes are unavailable on fansub)

on another note, ever suffered from a sore neck?
slept the wrong way the night before?

sometimes i get mild ones, but this is the first time, i had one so bad that any small little movement sent a shock of pain through my neck and shoulder...

it was so bad, that i couldn't even touch my head, couldn't look down, couldn't turn my head right, and well, any movements involving the shoulder muscle hurt me as well, so ya undressing was a pain, and i even needed help washing my hair =.='

in the end i had to turn to medication... so muscle relaxants were popped in, and rubbed on... my dad even made me wear a neck brace.. which helped somewhat.. when i woke up, it wasn't that bad, but the 5 hours of CLP lectures jsut made it worse...

well either blame the lecture or the fact that i couldn't rest my neck for so many hours, and instead still had to use it, which must have resulted in the aggravation of the problem. even mild attempts to support my head on my arm caused pain, what was i to do??

came home for medication and rest, eating was also such a chore, as i couldn't tilt my head, walking up and down stairs as well was such a chore... sigh.. hopefully that is the first and last time i experience such a sore neck... even now the pain is present, though it is much, much milder..

oh when did i get a sore neck.. well on saturday haha

i hate maxis, i hate anime eden, i hate mosquitoes, and i hate the freaking hot humid weather!!

-Oracl3-

"Simple.. it's just because...."

i've been accused of not only spamming the blog of others, but even my own... well.. i lose in that matter, as can be seen lately, i really have been spamming my own blog what with all those stupid videos and tests from blogthings...

so as proof... satoshi kun.. i don't spam my blog haha.. here are some delayed pictures....

i still have yet to post the pictures from perth, and well teh bentong trip with xian ai.. the reading gathering in malaysia.. and well if conenction permits and time as well, i was thinking of posting some pictures from europe.. i only got them recently, (okay, not that recent, but recent..) and well there are somereally nice pics.. but that will have to depend on my mood...

current project now.... is torturing.. ooops did i say that? err i mean making my music student 智君　(satoshi kun) complete pachabel's canon, than i can teach him the piano duet from corpse bride.. :) also i wanna finish learning the song taiyou no uta on guitar... but my strumming sucks.. and the guitar sounds weird ==' though satoshi kun just tuned it back today... =='

currently planning to go for the malaysian philharmonic ochestra... huey.... where are you??? :p

piano concerto? :p

okay enough with the crap, now to the few miserable pictures, which took a while to load... bloody maxis...


yea.. the climbers...posing after the "walk".. in case some of you guys missed it, go to ccymie's blog for the report he did on our outing haha... from left if you tilt your head left, haha, there is nick leong, me, huey, and satoshi kun.. well ccy ler haha :p

at the hanging bridge.. with my one annd only.... keke ;p huey..

posing la.. since resting anywya.. haha i really lack stamina for this kind of things.. which caused ccy to suggest going everyday o_0' but i really am an unfit person.. and i suck at sports ==' sigh...

well that's all took those darn cough tablets again, cause my cough was killing me... =='

おやすみ
-Oracl3-

Ever took 3 shots of absinth in a row? i have.. and well the medication makes me feel like i took 2 shots.... such strong medication cough tablets are... and the effect lasts for hours.. at least 12 hours from what i've noticed.. which was so not good when i went for class today..

the night before, a saturday, class ended on time 7.15pm, well actualy 720pm... so since horng yang was around as well, xian ai and i thought to go home together. and well since he drove we went for dinner, at uptown, at a place called umai-ya.. pictures of the food is still with xian ai.. :p will get them later, food wasn't bad.. a bit on the pricey side.. not for students definetely :p but yummy :)

anyway, we had dinner and were chatting nicely, and as is my habit i consumed lots of green tea as we chatted... yes yes... some of you are going... "what on earth are you thinking??"

and yes, what on earth was i thinking??!! (obviously i wasn't thinking at all..) i already know that drinking tea after 6pm and drinking lots of it will cause me a sleepless night... but guess i was too distracted by the conversation... (conversation between future lawyers.... no need to elaborate la :p)

even with my medication, the super strong one, that makes me feel like i took 2 shots of absinth, didn't help, i couldn't sleep much... and the medication only wears off after like 12 hours, and i took it at 1130pm at night... my class? 9-2pm sigh

so i was half asleep in class till about 1pm.. seriously wanted to go home.. but since i could still force myself to concentrate..... but the lecturer is evil....
more evil than me...more evil than.... well evil...........

he let us go late and even told us, that starting from today, expect to go home 30minutes to and hour late every sunday... :(( sob sob~~

noooooooooooooo.......torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture torture すごくひどいの先生！！

but it's for our own good :p

Arghhh..... spoilt by the university of reading's timetable.. but i heard the BVC BAR in the UK is even more torturous till people are breaking down in tears... so err. tat leaves me with no avenue to complain.. but i don't care.... :p i m evil hehe

anyway.. time for medication and bed then ;p

sorry to my two precious cousins.. i m not free on friday to watch a movie, as my class ends at 930pm and on saturday i have class from 1030am till 715 pm.. woe is me.....

i need some anime theraphy, but no mood.... ==' and time..... guess the guitar will have to do :p

p/s: dear friends, and relatives, and aliens or whatever, the next time you go out with me, especially at night, please control my tea intake, english tea, chinese tea, green tea, as long as there is caffiene please stop me from overdosing on it, tea = drugs to me, addictive, cause i love tea, (no coffee for me.. don't know why, black sheep of my coffee loving family, but like i care..)
so yes, as some of you know,here's the little equation...

sayaka + lots of tea at night = little or no sleep at night = no appetite + nauseous = not eating for a whole day = gastric = miserable + irritable sayaka....

(how am i going to survive the working world!!!??? )

ai kun, why didn't you stop me?? (何で？？where is gene when you need him?? ケンジ君。。どこえ？？) you know of my problem!!! why, why, why??? guess she forgot... and well also my fault, for being unable to stop my errrr....."addiction"?? for tea? haha

おやすみ

-Oracl3-

under the influence of drugs... taken cough medicine but refuses to sleep,feels like i just took 2... or was it 3 shots of absinth... i feel like a drunkard.. but since i don't want to sleep cause i woke up not long ago, i ended doing stuff like this again...

i think now i know why people like to take drugs.... and well get themselves drunk haha...

You Are an Alien

You're so strange, people occasionally wonder if you're from another world. You don't try to be different, but you see most things from a very unique, very offbeat perspective. Brilliant to the point of genius, you definitely have some advanced intelligence going on. No matter what circles you travel in, you always feel like a stranger. And it's a feeling you've learned to like. Your greatest power: Your superhuman brain Your greatest weakness: Your lack of empathy - you just don't get humans You play well with: Zombies

What Kind of Monster Are You?

You Are A Vampire

You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist. And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave. You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh. Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm Your greatest weakness: Human flesh You play well with: Werewolves

What Kind of Monster Are You?

hahah... :p

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together. But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure. Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually. So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For A Guy's Brains or Body?

You Are 52% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it. You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

-Oracl3-

i don't know waht teru is,so don't ask me.. the title basically means.. song of.. something. Teru is the name of a character in the show, so basically it means, song of Teru hahaha.. watch gedo senki, then maybe u will know.. when i m free i think i will watch it.. at the moment and bogged down with work and feeling a lil illl.. sigh.. so am gonna rest..anyway this are the lyrics to the song which is currently playing on mine and ccy's blog ;p

Teru no Uta
Artist or band: Aoi Teshima
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Yuuyami semaru kumo no ue
Itsumo ichiwa de tonde iru
Taka wa kitto kanashi karou
Oto mo todaeta kaze no naka
Sora wo tsukanda sono tsubasa
Yasumeru koto wa deki nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Taka no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Sora wo mau yo na kanashi sa wo

Ame no sobo furui wakage ni
Itsumo chiisaku saite iru
Hana wa kitto setsuna karou
Iro mo kasunda ame no naka
Usu momo-iro no hanabira wo
Medete kureru te mo nakute

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hana no you na kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Ame ni utareru setsuna sa wo

Hitokage taeta no no michi wo
Watashi totomo ni ayunderu
Anata mo kitto samishi karou
Mushi no sasayaku kusahara wo
Tomo ni michiyuku hito dakedo
Taete mono iu koto mo naku

Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitori michiyuku kono kokoro
Kokoro wo nani ni tatoe you
Hitoribocchi no samishi sa wo

Kanji/Kana version

夕闇迫る雲の上　いつも一羽で飛んでいる
鷹はきっと悲しかろう
音も途絶えた風の中　空を掴んだその翼
休めることはできなくて

心を何にたとえよう　鷹のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　空を舞うよな悲しさを

雨のそぼ降る岩陰に　いつも小さく咲いている
花はきっと切なかろう
色も霞んだ雨の中　薄桃色の花びらを
愛でてくれる手もなくて

心を何にたとえよう　花のようなこの心
心を何にたとえよう　雨に打たれる切なさを

人影絶えた野の道を　私とともに歩んでる
あなたもきっと寂しかろう
虫の囁く草原を　ともに道行く人だけど
絶えて物言うこともなく

心を何にたとえよう　一人道行くこの心
心を何にたとえよう　一人ぼっちの寂しさを


english translation

Twilight on the clouds a hawk is flying always alone.
He must be sad.
In the wind without no sounds he cannot rest his wings clutching the air.

What can I compare my heart to, my heart is like he's.
What can I compare my heart to, I feel sad just like wheeling in the sky.

At a rock shadow in drizzling rain a flower is small in bloom.
She must be painful.
In the rain with dim colour she has no one to touch and love her faint pink petal.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is like hers
What can I compare my heart to, I feel painful like as being exposed to the rain.

On a path through a field which is almost empty you are walking with me.
You must feel lonely too.
On the grassland where the insects chirp you and I walking together.
But you hardly talk.

What can I compare my heart to, My heart is going alone.
What can I compare my heart to, What can I compare this lonliness to.


a short update..
i reached reading on the 13th in reading in the evening about 7pm? or was it 8? anwyay got into my room, and went to wessex to ai kun n mel for dinner,they cooked me spaggetti then i came back to bridges n took a shower.. damn.. u would think.. that w no one in bridges the damned thing wouldn't clogg.. but it did.. sheesh..

it was kind of peaceful and a lil eerie cos i was the oni one on my whole floor.. then i heard one of my neighbours come back.. the one that smokes weed.. i know its her, cause i smelled the weed.. sheesh, first thing come back smoke already wat la this ppl..

on the 14th i unpacked my stuff, and prepared for my medical law seminar.. one of my hallmates.. i posted her pic before... ie deepika, she cooked dinner for mel, ai kun and me.. and so we ate together.. tat was so nice of her.. it was sthg simple.. jsut dhal and rice.. but it was nice ler..


on the 15th had a medical law seminar, prepared n wnt for it.. then came back n i can't rmbr wat i did..in the nite din feel so well... taught sin how to sing online n we were sining together.. teru no uta haha

16th jan 07 - i feel like i m coming down with a cold??
well for one, my throat feels a lil sore, my nose a lil stuck.. and sometimes my throat feels itchy making me couch.. could be lack of sleep.. the first day my corridor and hallmates came back, they were so bloody noisy through out teh whole night.. especially the asshole upstairs...

laughing and thumping around in his room till about 2am jackass... this term there is a no tolerance policy.. he makes noise, i complain simple, he gets kicked out.. his' problem..

i learnt something new from bleach (the manga) haha.. well it's not really something new, it was just put down in words nicely...

"don't be irressolute when you slash down teh enemy, never hestitate when dealing the killing blow,and more than anything else, do not heal their wounds, that is unspeakable off.leave your chocolate here and become a demon,jsut as strong as a demon and just as wicked, you must realise that teh only way to stand up to the cold hearted, is to become cold hearted yourself,because if you dont...."

it stopped tehre == anyway its from chapter 254 of bleach.. haha

so since the guy upstairs is inconsiderate i shalll b inconsiderate too.. :p

so anywya that's bout the guy upstrais.. teh moment i came back on teh 15th there was already a medical seminar == aii.. imagine i m studying my medical law 3000 feet in the air.. yes.. i was studying on the plane.. aiii...

anyway this term coming abck i think i will b real bz cos its all tutorials oni.. and i hv to catch up .. this comes fr not studying the whole time haha..

so i don't think tehre will be much updates.. meb i will load some pics tat i took while i was on holiday in msia.. but tat will hv to wait till the weekend also..

another thing... since its 2007.. this blog has been up n running for one year n 3 months already haha.. to commemorate this, and the new layout that ccy has done for me.. i will b doing some minor changes la.. like the wordings under teh blog title.. etc.. so far all i did was change the profile pic haha.. i m really tat bz ppl..

but i will make slow n gradual changes through out the blog..no muse at teh moment, too tired and bogged down with work to think of stuff to write in the profile and the description.. :) i might need ccy's help.. but i think i can manage htmls.. the ccs looks really hard haha..

anyway yoroshiku ne satoshi kun, :)

ok.. before i really fall sick.. i shall go get some rest.. going to take a nap :p then later have to wake up n study for the intellectual property tutorial == sigh.....

おわり
-Oracl3-

十六日十月二００六年：月よ日

title reads as desumon no tanjyoubi meaning desmonds birthday, the date written there in japanese, in case you don't notice is different than today's date, especially for rowie hehe.. it reads as 16th of october haha.. today's posts are all posts which i was suppposed to put up eons ago :p

anyway, 16th of october was desmond's birthday, and these are the pictures from desmonds birthday.. :p

mika and gang, held a suprise party for desmond in the other block of bridges ie the A block, and then desmond was supposed to come over to my side to celebrate... so yong luk and i pakat, since he doesn't know about the suprise party by mika, so we just told him to come for the one we held haha..

yea.. we all grouped up at bridges, this is on mel's floor cause as i said in the post before, that the ppl on my floor are always hogging the pantry.. anyway, we have here, the birthday boy whose back is facing teh camera, desmond, joel, pol, yong luk, ai kun, me, part of deprika and vinyee, or well the back of vinyee hehe :p

the cake that mel bought, i wasn't well in the morning and went to see a doctor, so i told mel and ai kun that it was desmond's birthday, and they prepared everything, all i did was tell people to show up :) speaking about seeing the doctor, a funny story crops up, which i shall tell after the pictures haha..

ah.. the three of us with the birthday boy... ai kun was trying to remove his cap, cause we couldn't see des's face properly, in the end we settled with turning his cap the other way, so can see his face, but they wanted to remove his cap totally haha.. des being vain didn't want to haha..

they guys, i think i've introduced these same people enough times already.. i'm too lazy to write anymroe names haha..

the whole group of us... again everyone has been introduced a few times already before.. so i'm lazy..

birthday boy dunno how to cut cake, so mel is cutting it... the cake looks.... :p haha..
i don't really eat chocolates as most of you all know, (honest it had nothing to do with how the cake looked haha) or should know, but bday boy said give face, keke so i eat la muahahha*evil laughter* yummy.. despite its looks it tasted nice..

ah the one who helped take all the pictures, we have me, anastasia, a russian and deprika who is from india.. most of the pictures were taken by anastasia.. she's a real doll.. really nice girl :)


a picture of all the girls, posing nicely, we have.. this is the last time i will say from the left, by now you all should know that i always start from the left.. don't ask me why, i just like to start from the left...
ok we have vinyee, me, xian ai, anastasia, deprika and mel.. :p

ok, talking bout seeing the doctor just now, haha on the morning of the 16th i finally went to see the doctor, cause instead of getting better, my flu got worse, my dad called me, and "nagged" me to see the doctor keke... so since ai kun had to take her meningitis shot i followed her to the doctor's to set an appointment..

and the quickest that i could see a doctor was after an hour and a half... i was sick as a dog, so i called des whether i could rest at his place while waiting for the appointment (his place was super near the doctor)

so pegi sana rehat... but mana tau, itu desmond.. bising sangat, i couldn't sleep, so i pegi bilik aizat and tried to fix his computer...

main,main with the computer, then it was time to go back to the doctor's, so balik bilik des...
haha.. when i was putting on my jacket this aretha came haha... and when desmond open the door, this aretha had like a shocked look on her face.

it was like those kind of "scenes" you see on television, you know where the man is wearing his jacket and about to leave the mistress ahha

funnynya.. aretha's expression haha.. too bad no camera that time haha...her jaw liked practially dropped off her haha... then aretha told aizat, who should had known better, but i think aizat wanted revenge for the sarong story haha.. so spread la cerita tak betul betul.. and poor desmond kena tease...

sorry desmond :p

i also kena teased but not that much, and as most of you all know my "ignoring power" haha.. so not only do i ignore, i laugh with them somemore, so no point teasing me liao muahahha...

anyway.. teasing has stopped liao la haha that's good :p

alamak a bit paranoid la, got ppl playing football at the field outside my window.. this cheese scare me, said sometimes the ball can go flying to the window... ==

ok that's all for this post...

-Oracl3-

multiple post day...

the title reads as omoishiro..which means interesting.. i've used this title before..

anyway just wanted to state some things that i found out about here...

people here can get obese due to the type of food that they serve here, it's all baked, grilled etc, but they use quite a lot of oil

speaking about that, the food here is carcinogenic, they eat burnt toast.. and god know what else is burnt...

food here are all over cooked, be it the carrots, the fish, whatever you name it.. they overcook it

they don't peel their carrots when they cook it.. =.=

everything here requires you to line up, you line up to get our food, you line up to put away your plates, you line up at the bank, you line up at the atm.. you line up....

vacuum-ing the carpet doesn't necessarily means that it's clean, you have to go over the same spot tonnes of times before the vacuum decides to pick up that god damn thread..

the weather here has gotten colder, but we feel kind of used to it, than when we first got here...

the internet speed here is much faster than back home.. well i was on dail up back home.. damn tm net..

i'v already mentioned about the water.. and the people... and the drinking... oh talking about drinking, the carlsberg here doesn't taste as bitter as back home, and i think though they write 5% its stronger a bit... i think...

service here is, very, very slow.. it took me less than an hour to get my atm card back in malaysia.. here it takes one week plus.. its so damn slow...

due to the two posts titled idiot and annoying, we all know that some people, not all, but some are.... make it most of them are inconsiderate and DEAF!! from hearing the beat of the music i can now again here his whole music again....

i keep falling sick here.... i was supposedly getting better than it got worse...

living in a non smoking hall, well, for me, to be more exact and on my floor to be even more exact is useless, cause they smoke in the kitchen and their rooms, both which are non smoking places, but do they care??!!

NOOOO!! they don't give a freaking damn.. and the smoke gets in the corridor, and when i pass by.. and we all know i'm allergic, so i cough my lungs out.. and can't breath properly.... they even smoke in front of the god damn no smoking sign!! at least those on melissa's floor are better... they aren't always smoking and drinking in the pantry...

i know a lot of people here are downloading and watching movies and all.. but why aren't i? i have so many shows and all in my external drive.... untouched...

transferring files to each other online like msn and all takes eons, but downloading things straight from the net is faster... imagine just to transfer one picture it takes me 10minutes.. so called fast...

seeing a doctor here needs and appointment, and the doctor's place is super far from where i live, like 30 minutes slow walk.. man, if you are half dead.. just die on the spot.. cause walking there from here will kill you... and setting appointment... so mafan.. dying already still wan to set appointment ke? well not to say that i was dying... =.=

buying clothes here.. in general buying stuff here.. is well, in a way more expensive, and some are cheaper.. stop converting you tell yourself.. but how much is this again times 7?

i'm always tired here, maybe cause i'm ill..

people here are kind of big size, so sometimes finding stuff that fit... can be a challenge.. go look at the children's section.. you sure? well, if you say so haha...

housekeeping here means, all i do is empty your waste paper basket... which is good in a way i suppose...

the people who serve the food, generally think that you eat like a glutton and they are always, 9 out of 10 times, they are always in a foul mood..

i think that's all for now.. going to bed...

before i sign off, i know he doesn't read my blog, but today is desmond's birthday!! he is now officially 21, the official age here to buy and carry around alcohol.. for us muahahha...

happy birthday desmond!!!

i need to eat my medicine and go to bed now... my cough is killing me... :(

おやすみなさいみんあさん

-Oracl3-

these are pics tat i took the day i left.. i was mostly busy taking my baby's pictures in the mornin haha.. and finalising my packing and all.. so anyway.. here are the pics.. the title is at the airport, but the first picture is at my house haha, not the airport haha..


yew meng came over to see me off, sicne he couldn't go to the airport.. anyway we took a picture.. (i just set it and put it on the piano chair) my baby came running over at the last minute as teh timer was about to go off, but he still looks as cute as ever..

now, this is the airport haha, i m on the phone talking to a relative haha.. it seems like its customary for us, (ie my siblings and i) to call all my aunt and uncles to tell them that i m leaving haha...

still on the phone, with i can't remember who.. haha.. my mum just sitting there haha

my third uncle and his wife and kids came to see me off..

my uncle was taking the picture so he isn't in it.. my dad is the one in the picture now..

my dad n mum, and me.. all in yellow.. haha that is the uniform this round? haha :p

so that's all, lots of pics i posted today.. i really should get some rest haha.. if i want to get well enough to go to bath on sunday ;p
ciao people, and yes i will take care, special thanks to my family and yee sin.. for caring :)

my mouse is cacat. is the weather here too cold for it, when i move it down it goes up, vice versa... sweat (-.-')

-Oracl3-

7 Nichi 4 Gatsu 2006 Nen : Kinyobi

The title just means.. errmmm its too parts actually “ii ya” means “no” the kind of “no” where you go running for the hills.. well I am exaggerating but you get my drift, and “Yada desu” just means “I don’t want” so put it together I am running for the hills screaming “NOOOOOOO….!!!! I don’t want it!!!”

Well, what is it that I don’t want? Simple, an injection hahaha…

Before I get to that should I present to everyone a brief summary of the events that has happened when I was in Australia? Haha or shall I tell my running for the hills story first? I think that the running for the hills sounds more interesting …. So….. I shall bore you all first muahahha

Ok, as you all know I left for Adelaide on the 26th of March, and was so bored waiting at Singapore’s Changi airport for my flight that I blogged something nice and long there hahaha. And after that it was off to Adelaide to watashi wa no nisan aeru (to see my brother…)

Once there we went to a hotel called Hotel 208 to stay, quite a pleasant hotel, the bonus point of it was that there was a double bed for every individual, so it was like sleeping on a queen size bed so nice…

I travelled so much and this is the first time that I have found a hotel with such a nice bed.. So if you are going to Adelaide and if beds are a priority to you, take Hotel 208, their breakfast there is quite yummy too..

Well as we have been to Adelaide before so we didn’t do much sight seeing but we had dinner with my nisan no tomodachi (brother’s friends) those that he met when he went for his Soka Gakkai meetings. And we went for a little tour around his hostel i.e. Lincoln college, and met some more of his friends. Haha nisan has a friend who sleeps in a room under the stairs.. Haha (for those who don’t get the joke, you don’t read or watch Harry Potter do you? Sigh.. Cupboard under the stairs.. Ring any bells?)

Errmm , that was at night, in the day time we went to Handorf again in the hopes of eating pork knuckle again, yummy, but unfortunately, nisan had to settle some stuff, and came back only at 2 something pm aussie time, so when we reached Handorf it was tea time, and so no pork knuckle, so sad, but we ate other stuff still… hahaha

After dinner it was back to the hotel to catch some shuteye, as I have difficulties in sleeping in an airplane, and I almost virtually get no sleep in the plane I just blacked out…

Next day….. For reasons that the public have no need to know, i.e. top secret hahahaha we went to some place which I cant remember what is the place called, (hence the top secret hahhaha) and just to look see la, then we went to Rundle mall, and nothing much la, then for dinner nisan brought us to this Italian place, must say the food is quite delicious, yummy..

But as usual this aussie’s give such a big portion that kasan (mother) couldn’t finish her food, but oh well, the 3 of us were starving enough to finish all 4 dishes hahaha.. yum yum..

The next morn it was time to fly to Sydney.. Sigh, kanashi ne ni san? (Sad right bro?) but oh well, nisan had to go back to work anyway…

A 2-hour flight to Sydney.. Oh yes during my time in Adelaide, I was starting to develop a sore throat liao.. Not enough water gua… anyway as the plane descended into Sydney, walau eh, the pressure could have killed my ears man… gila ness.. But oh well I got sore ears but made it hahaha.. (nisan said that it could be due to my throat, cause the ears, nose and throat are all connected.)

First day in Sydney was free for us, we joined a tour see, and the first day they left us alone. So what did we do? We reached there at bout noon… well, we checked into our hotel at King’s cross, which mind you is the so called red light district of Sydney, just that we didn’t know till later when we were informed by nisan, by then it was too late to change.

Anyway it was quite ok, the people there don’t kacau you wan, though there are drug addicts there also… well to be honest I only saw one….

Ok, anyway first day there, my mum’s friend came to King’s cross, the train station was next to our hotel, the train was like London’s underground hehehhe.

Anyway back to the story, we took the train back to my mum’s friends place and we stayed there and chatted and she cooked dinner, and cause my dad was supposed to meet with his friends on the second night there, but they were not free so my mum’s friends asked them all to come along to her house for dinner.

Was quite ok la, though as I was the only young one there, I didn’t really enjoy.. sigh but still managed to chat a bit with the elders, drink some wine hahaha…

Second day in Sydney, we went on a city tour where lunch was provided (the hotel was a bed and breakfast deal, similar to Hotel 208 but the amount we ate, we usually only needed two meals a day but the hotel at King’s cross sucked) ok the city tour was ok la, I mean just sit in the bus the whole day man I tell you.

The coach had a loo behind and a tap for drinking water and seatbelts so it was kind of interesting, and the tour guide cum driver took us round the city to the higher points to look at vintage expensive houses, to look out points where you can see the view of the city and what not. People tour to see heritage buildings we went sigh seeing vintage houses… sigh…

After that around noon we went for a cruise on the river? It’s not really a river, we took off at Darling Harbour…Anyway we were on a cruise to see the Sydney bridge and opera house, the lunch on the ship was a buffet style and not bad the food it was all yummy food, unfortunately I wasn’t feeling well, so I dare not eat so much.. I tried oyster.. EEEWWWW yuck.. Now I know why meng says it’s horrid… (but maybe cause I chewed?)

On the ship it was quite ok, mostly sceneries and rich people houses (the closer you are to the water the more expensive the property) and then the opera house and bridge, god man I was ill and no mood and my parents kept asking me to take pictures till I got so annoyed, but what to do, still have to take for them right?

Oh yes, I may be wrong but on the ship there were Koreans and I thought one of them look like the leading actress in the drama Full house she was with a guy who was like her boyfriend, but I wasn’t sure, I mean she looks really like her, but she was so not friendly and she heard me say Full house then she was avoiding me and wearing her hat already..

So I am not sure la, and I couldn’t get a picture cause she kept turning away… suspicious right? Hahaha but better not say anything more la, I don’t want to get sued hahaha.. so I shall disclaim here that what ever was stated about the actress, I will not be liable for any damage caused. Yes, I am disclaiming liability…

Ermm after the tour we continued with the city tour, nothing much la, Sydney is just a city anyway, it was those look out points and vintage houses, boring, but we did go to a beach, one in the morn and one in the evening tour.. Bondai beach was one of them… But nothing much we could do at the beaches, can’t swim or what, cause not properly attired and no time.

After that it was back to the hotel, a simple dinner, we just ta pau from one of the shops round the hotel and went back to the hotel to eat and watch Lost hahaha…

Next day it was a visit to the blue mountains.. It was ok la, as my camera was low on battery no thanks to the opera house we had to buy a disposable camera and use the camera phone.. but seriously I think that they don’t give us enough time. We stopped by some of the towns on the way to the mountain… nothing interesting la actually…

After we reached the top, there was a revolving restaurant up there; lunch was provided there, not bad la the food, but the cruise one was nicer. Then there was like a wildlife park there, all flora no fauna, we took the train down into the valley (apparently it was the steepest train ride in the world…) and the cable car up, we had to rush as I said not enough time was given to us.

After the blue mountains we went to a small wildlife park, I got to touch a wombat this time hahaha.. But compared to the wildlife park that nisan brought us to in Adelaide this one is cacat… not many animals, though this time I managed to see a dingo, and this park is super small, well it’s in the city anyway.

Later we had dinner with our relatives, my dad’s cousin who lives in Sydney, they brought us to a Chinese restaurant, and later to their club, wow I tell you, clubs should be like that man, they have a lot of stuff there. From shows to dancing to watching football and places for yum cha sessions.. a lot of stuff and for only 12 aussie dollars a year.. that’s cheap you know..

After the club we went to my biu ku’s house (my dad’s cousin sister) and chatted, my aunt’s Pomeranian is so damn cute… ahhh kawaii.. And well her daughter, (2nd child was quite sociable.. hehheh so chatted quite a bit with her..)

After that it was back to the hotel to pack up.. And the next morning to the airport, and back to Singapore for the transit and back home. We reached home at about 11.30pm.. So tiring.. as I said I cant sleep in the plane…

Overall, Australia is quite boring to me, I mean well, maybe it was because we were mostly sitting around and didn’t get to enter into the places like the art museum etc.. But to me china was more interesting cause well, in china there are a lot of historical stuff.. The great wall etc

I think that if well, I could enter the opera house or enter all those galleries or stuff like that I wouldn’t find it that boring I suppose.. But oh well, maybe next time only if I ever go back there..

The next day a Saturday or a Sunday.. It was the 2nd of April though…. Anyway it was back to bentong to pick up the baby.. You should have seen his face when I got out of the car, it was like shock, disbelieve.. “They have finally come for me” hahaha kind of look…

He was happy and damn scared that we didn’t want him hahaha.. after that in the evening it was back to PJ so I guess it was a Sunday.

Oh something I forgot to mention, I lost my voice hahaha… and mum and dad brought me to the doc before we went back to bentong. So I decided to skip the Monday class, and who would know? Ai kun said that Monday’s class was cancelled, so I didn’t need to skip cause there was no class to skip. Hahaha.. But I did skip mooting; I mean what’s the point if you have no voice.

But I was back to college in Tuesday with a slight fever, my voice wasn’t back to normal but at least I could speak.

Ah for some of you guys, I did not buy anything in either Adelaide or Sydney, there is nothing to buy there which you can’t get here, and most of the stuff there are crap and dust collecting items and well, we didn’t have any time to shop also… and since it’s my second time to Australia in like what? Not even half a year, there was no compulsion to buy anything.

And as usual class, mooting practise sigh.. Torture..

Ah now to the main point of the title..

Why did I need and injection?

Cause well on Thursday, when I went to college, I did my usual; washed my face, had nasi lemak a cup of tea, the usual la.. And then I walked to the LRT station to wait for the bus at about 1030. Who would know, the 1040 bus, I sat in it for not more than 5 minutes, cause for the station the first stop at SMK KJ it’s not even five minutes, I started to scratch my arms, and I scratched the whole day.

I scratched in the library when I went there to read for my tutorial, I scratched during E&T tutorial and for mooting practise and for piano class later.

(Going for piano was a pain cause I ended with sandy at 4.30 so the bus I caught was 5.10pm bus.. angst, angst.. piano was at 6 you know, so much rush.. I told that woman that Thursday cannot be so late but still.. Sigh…)

And I scratched till today… (And am still scratching and today is the 8th of April liao…)

And I had to go to Zul Rafique and partners to see a lawyer there regarding the moot, so I had to wait a few more hours of itching before I could come home and see the doctor.

Ms sandy dropped Mel and I at Petaling Street and we knew our way from there, so we had lunch at Mc Donald’s there. I decided to eat something “safe” since I don’t know the cause of the rash..

And I finally found my Full Metal Alchemist The Movie: The Conqueror of Shambala. Hahaha shall watch later when I am free.. (Watched it today 8/4/06 already but I was not really happy with the ending, sigh cause I am a Winry - Edward fan.. )

I am too lazy to write a summary on it. As it is, the summary that I am writing about the anime Full moon wo Sagashite is not even complete after all this months.. So we’ll see, my mood and my time maybe after my exams in May then only I will write hahaha, better late than never.

So nisan you don’t have to burn already, as I have already got my hands on the DVD copy of it..

Oh and nesan I got my hands on an anime called trinity blood… or was it trinity night haha.. Its trinity blood la.. I checked.. I haven’t watched it yet cause I am constantly knocked out by my medication.. What not man, I have to take Piriton… sigh

Next week is reading week, but sob, sob and angst, angst, I have to go to college for mooting practise sigh.. Anyway this is already six pages, not as long at the seven page one for Chinese new year but still long enough..

Oh ya at the doctor… the doc said that I needed a shot.. Oh god man, I have a kind of phobia for injection needles cause well last time when I was young I had to extract my tooth so ever since then I was scared la, I mean I still take injections but you know scared la, anxiety etc…

It was ok la, the doctor injected me at the back near the hip bone.. it hurts a bit now, remember when we took our tetanus shot back at high school? Same feeling, but this is at my back not arm. After the shot I was totally knocked out and hit the sack.

I am up and still itching and scratching la though, both my arms are full of little red angry dots, like mosquito bites, and they extend all the way till my fingers.. and there is a dot or two on other parts of my body like my neck, ear, ankle, a toe, my abdomen… sigh… God man the torture, of wanting to scratch but you know that you shouldn’t scratch.

So anyway am applying the hydro-cot (no idea how to spell, its HCT though) cream… so that’s that la.. sheesh injection.. the doc said it was a skin irritation.. Sigh we see la… but celaka betul… arghhh ITCHY… help!!!! And I want to take my medication and hit the sack so tat I will stop scratching hahaha..

Anyway will post this when I am sober enough hahaha.. The date that I typed this is in Japanese after the title so you guys won’t be that lost, anyway you guys should be used to it, seeing that I usually don’t post on the day that I type up the posts hahahha

Ohya Omedeto o tanjoubi Meng kun!! It’s yew meng’s birthday today.. (8/4/06) shall call him to wish him, sorry can’t organize a dinner for you like I did for huey, cause I am scratching and can’t simply take any food cause I don’t know what might make the allergy worse.. gomen ne… I will make it up to you though.. hehehe


Sore de, Ja ne mina san.. Oyasumi nasai…

-Oracl3-

The title kuyashi, Can’t really remember what it means, I think it means sad, ( I think it means sad, in a sad kind of way.. get my drift? Haha) well either way, it fitted my feeling on Tuesday which was the 14th. Here is why.

On the 14th of March my law society went to the parliament. After last year’s trip I told myself that I would not go back to that place and sit through another parliament sitting. (I was at a Dewan Rakyat hearing) You can practically die there from boredom.

One of the reasons why it’s so boring is because you are not participating, and well, they are talking about the boring stuff like environmental issues and stuff. Heck even some of the MPs (member of parliament) were sleeping there.

It only gets interesting if they fight I suppose haha, last year they did, but unfortunately we were ushered out when they started the fight, cause they said that another group was coming in.

Anyway back to the main thing, we went there, and unlike last time where we sat through the hearing for only about half an hour, we were sitting there for an hour!! Walaueh, I was like asleep there liao. Cannot tahan, then after that I “went to the toilet” haha, well, Ai kun wore jeans to the parliament see, and they are very strict on their dress code, so she couldn’t go in, so I went to take a look at how she was doing, and well she was fuming so I really went to the loo after that.

After that, we had a tour of the parliament by Theresa Kok (DAP MP) and we got to sit in the Dewan Negara, which is the senate, in English I think. And we got to look around, so that part was cool, the place was really nice, imagine how much tax payer’s money they wasted there haha.

They had the portraits of the kings of old, which they changed every 5 years cause there was no space for so many of them, and the 5 portraits of the PMs, and the portraits of the Speakers. (They are kind of like a judge in a hearing but they sit in the parliament instead of the court)

After the tour, we sat in the senate (the chairs are so damn comfortable man) and Theresa Kok gave us a small talk on our political system, (she alos told us how the political system overseas was like-intersting you know, that part...)which I don’t have to mention here, cause although it’s true, ISA might still catch me or sue me for slander, though it’s true. Yes I purposely emphasised on the word true; anyway, it’s not anything we Malaysians don’t know, the unfairness of the system etc. It’s common knowledge to us, but it was interesting to see it from the opposition party’s point of view, and to learn that they actually bring up the more important issues, which I fear to mention.. ISA wa kowai.. -_-”

Ermm there are some pictures that Theresa Kok took for us, cause we were not allowed to bring any cameras in. which I shall load later, or I shall edit this post and add them in, it’s only four pictures so it should be no problem, she sent it to us already. Haha, so just wait for it la.

On another note, today (18th march 2006) we went to The Pure Life Society, it’s an orphanage in Puchong, but the children/kids there aren’t actual orphans, they actually have parents but because their parents are too poor, they are placed there. It was mostly Indians there, and we met only one Chinese boy aged 12 his name was Kam Kee, if his surname was Lee it would have been really funny haha. (If you don’t get the joke means you don’t cook Chinese cuisine, anyway feel free to ask la if you are curious)

It was okay I suppose the orphanage houses kids from the ages of I think 5 was the youngest one I saw, but apparently they keep them till they are 23. But I only saw the kids, the oldest one I saw was 14, so I have no idea where the rest went, maybe shy gua, we are about their age anyway..

Errmm for this trip, we collected stuff, cause well I suggested during the law society meeting (I am the treasurer or the COH member muahaha ) that we do it the Taman S.E.A. way where we collect stuff for them, you know old cloths, toys, books, foodstuff and all, wrap them nicely and send it to them.

My class as usual wasn’t very participative, but the September intakes for the first years were, they donated a lot of stuff I can tell you. There were boxes and boxes of stuff. And well it was kind of fun going through them, but then I had to go for a mooting session with Sandy when we were wrapping it up on Thursday.

So what did we do at the orphanage, well played some games with them, a game called traffic lights, where, the person in front counts to three and says a traffic light colour and turns everyone has to stop you know that game. And after that musical chairs as well. And the last one was lucky draw.

I was awkward with a lot of kids around, for those of you people, well you know I don’t like kids so that’s it haha, but well I discovered that I don’t like spoilt brats actually, not kids in general. I am just not used to kids.

Cause when I was young there were no babies around until I turned like what 10? And before that time I had never touched a baby at all, seen from far yes, but never touched. So I am not used to kids, those younger than me by maybe 4 years I can still handle I suppose, but not kids la…. teenagers, ok la since I am a scouter and I deal with them quite often.

But anyway it was ok. This jiun yu ar.. errr.. No comment la.. (You never know who reads this hahha) but anyway, that fella dress like he’s going to pasar malam only, apa la… Mr Joseph sent Mel, Ai kun and I home, and on the way we had a sudden craving for cake so we asked sir to drop us off at La Manila and we sat there had a slice of cake each and chatted then walked back to my house in a slight drizzle of rain.

Oh and at the time we were walking to my house, Mel, Ai kun and I were suddenly saying that Jun (don’t know how to spell his name, and this is only his middle name, full name I know but keke himitsu desu muahahha) was quite short, and then suddenly Mel and Ai kun were saying that he was kind of cute.

I was like “ya meh” cause if you guys know me, I am a bit like Son Goku in Dragonball, (in the sense that I can’t really tell the obvious kind of difference kind of thing, I can definitely differentiate normal guys and girls from each other.) I don’t really know how to differentiate the good-looking people with the ok looking ones. :p anyway, but just to join in, I said that he had cute dimples haha, I really didn’t know what else to say.. Haha

Anyway we were all saying that he was short, and those two were saying that it was such a waste, haha then Ai kun said “wah, just because short eliminated liao” haha. Well if that is true then cham lor all the short guys. Don’t need to find girlfriends liao haha, but I guess it depends on preference la, Mel just doesn’t like short guys anyway. Me ar? Ok lor, prefer either same height or taller better though. If short, then not to short la, I think the guy would also feel inferior haha..

Oh yes, for the past two weeks my wisdom tooth had been killing me. (If you recall I complained a few times in the previous posts, i finally went to the dentist on friday, walk in, waitied for 3 hours to see the dentist...) why ar? Well let’s see, cause the tooth is coming out senget, so it’s stuck and then my gum cracked to let it out see, and then the gum/wound got infected, resulting in my on and off slight fever which developed into a fever, the whole past two weeks, and when I complain to my mum, she was like nothing wan la, a bit of pain I cry wolf liao. Ceh.. Hey it’s serious you know, I have to go for surgery to remove the tooth and I am currently on antibiotics, and paracetomal (or known as Panadol to some of you)

But the surgery is later la, just thinking of it makes me want to cry, Sob~ I very the scared la, especially of the injection, sob sob.. But what to do..? Sigh.. Anyway I have to wait for the antibiotics to run its course, wait for the inflammation to go down, go for an X-ray and then the surgery.. sob sob kowai ne….

But anyway, another anyway haha, as I said, I overuse the word haha, so anyway, that’s all for now. Am quite tired, just want to check my mail then hit the sack, as tomorrow morning I might be going out with my parents. Matta ne, oyasuminasai

-Oracl3-