tho i dont quite agree with the latter

WRATH

1. Who did you last get angry with?
-Really angry or just angry? Well, does annoyance count?

2. What is your weapon of choice?
-Hmm I am into samurais so a ken(japanese sword) would be nice, but physcic powers are even better

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
-Would I? I already have… muahahhaha

4. How about the same sex?
-Ermmm so far nope.playfully yes

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
-My mum and dad, that’s what happens when u sloth away the whole holidays and do nothing but sleep haha..

6. What is your pet peeve?
-People who waste my time, stupid people, useless people, tardy people, ungrateful people, idiotic people who don’t value friendship, jackasses… damn the list is to damn long haha..

7. Do you keep grudges or can you let them go easily?
-Nope, no grudges. It’s pointless to hold grudges… just blow it all out at the ass that made you pissed and feel much better haha besides studies have shown that, always being angry shortens your life span hah

SLOTH

1. What is the one thing you're supposed to do daily that you don't?
-Studying, watching the news, doing house chores… and loads of other things haha
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
-About 4-5 pm, was very tired after a camp in which I didn’t sleep for two nights in a row hahahha

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact.
-Who do I want to contact? I’m always contacting people… not like those people, who don’t contact people at all…=.=

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
-I dunno

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
-Infomercial… I hardly watch tv now adays….

6. When was the last time you got in a good workout?
-past few days, gone shopping for my stuff to go to the UK, walau, I moved more than I ever did the last few months haha

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
-I didn’t my dad woke me up., i didn't even set the alarm haha

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
-Magaritas, ice blended juices… etc.

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?
-What is dark meat? Are you referring to red meat? Well, ermmm mostly white…

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one day?
-Half to almost a full bottle of wine, but that was like eons ago haha.. oh does the black label count?

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
-I don need to gain or lose wieght hahaha my BMI says that I am nicely in the range

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
-I used too, I used to be underweight, but now I’m happy with my wieght

-6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
-Errmmm don’t really like sweet stuff anymore, and salty stuff, those two depends on my mood, but I like spicy foods at times too… guess it depends on how I feel, and whether my body is well.

7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought "lunch"?
-HELL NO, ROSCOE IS NOT, IS NEVER LUNCH!!!

LUST

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
-Two, but those two guys flashed at me… noooo….. I’m mentally scarred for life, haha, the enforcements should really do something about this flashers… =.=

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family) ?-Errmmmm, naked as in totally naked? None then, not even physicians.. (family is like so duh…)

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of the opposite gender during a normal conversation?
-crotch, no, chest.. sometimes.. I mean how can you have boobs that big? Did you do surgery? cause those boobs are gonna cause you a backache haha..

4. Have you 'done it' ?
-Done it? Hmmm… “it” as in what “it”… haha, ok, I shan’t play innocent.. I guess I know what you mean since I hang out a lot with guys so the answer is …. Of course not!!

5. What is your favourite body part on a person of your gender of choice?-Errmmm I suppose that it would be the eyes, ther are the windows to our souls after all, but I don’t think that I have a favorite part… -_-‘

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
-No, why would they?

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
-Two letters, guess what it is :p

GREED

1. How many credit cards do you own?
-I don’t own any cards, except tarot cards hahahah

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
-Anime shops with reasonably priced anime muahaha KL anyone? keke

3. If you had $10 million, what would you do with it?
-Pass it to my dad and ask him to invest it for me hahaha he’s damn good in investments if I might say so myself hahahha

4. Would you rather be rich or famous?
-Rich, if its clean money hahahha being famous would be troublesome what with the media and all, but if I were famous I should be rich right? Unless you were refering to the fifteen minutes of fame thing.

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make mega bucks?
-I am in law.. Do you think that is fun???!! But its supposed to earn me mega bucks.. keke :p

6. Have you ever stolen anything?
-Errmmm stolen…. Hmmmmm~ nothing comes to mind…. Unless you count curi-ing things from my siblings, which in the end they find out and either give it to me or take it back haha.. is that stealing? I’m such an angel la hahaha >:)

7. How many mp3s are on your hard drive?
-errmm about 5gb plus plus.. More are welcome though hahahha

PRIDE

1. What's the one thing you have done that you're most proud of?
-proud… errrr.. raising roscoe? haha

2. What's the one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
-I dunno you will have to ask them hahaha

3. What things would you like to accomplish in your life?
-I’m not very sure, what I want to accomplish in life, but I do know that I want to lead a happy and carefree life which isn’t absurdly carefree or I would be bored…

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
-It depends, second place in what? But most of the time I don’t bother as long as I am not last or as long as I’m not stuck with all the crap ahaha I’m not a very competitive person keke

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
-Well, I don’t really enter competitions…. And I am not sure what skills do I poesses.. though my dad would say, sleeping skills haha

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
-Does cheating during my maths tests back in high school count? But it wasn’t for a higher score aahaha cause if I did bad the teacher would had given me extra work, and as we all know, I’m lazy haha

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
-I didn’t do anything at all today except sleep, eat, and play with the computer.. But if I would say it would be singing in the shower hahhaha

ENVY

1. What item or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
-Most want to have for my own…. Anime hhahahha the ones that I don’t have and are nice to watch.. Oh and manga too

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces"?
-I don’t watch that show

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
-Someone happy, loved, prosperous, lucky… hahhaha aren’t I already something like that? Haha means be myself la dongoi haha

4. Have you ever been cheated on?
-Cheated? By friends or what? Cheated…hmm not that I know off I suppose unless you count that stupid claypot guy in ming tien!!

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
-Not really, though I sometimes wish that my chest was a size bigger hahha then wear clothes also nicer keke

6. What trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
-Nothing, I like being myself

7. Did you wish you'd come up with this survey?
-I am not that free to come up with a survey, I only enjoy answering them when I am free, cause sometimes I discover more about myself hahhahha but this reminds me of the anime full metal alchemist tough.. bottomline answerfor this question... Don't I have better things to do?=p haha

was cleaning up my files, yet again, haha.. from the old computer, can came across this survey, i've posted it before i think, can't remember on the blog or at friendster, anyway i redid the whole thing, though some of the answers are the same haha.. :p nothing else to do and stuck in my dad's office, cant go msn =.= and lazy to blog so this is teh outcome haha

-Oracl3-

too tired to write any quotes....

二十二日九月二０六年：金よ日

Don’t say I never told some of you people… this post is titled notice, cause it’s a notice saying when I’m leaving for UK.

I just only thought of writing of this post, as just now I had bumped into wen teng haha, and I realised that not everyone knows when I’m leaving, so here’s to inform some of you guys who are interested to know when I’m leaving. :p

I’m leaving next Friday on the 29th of September 2006, I’m taking MAS’s midnight flight.

No, I’m not fully prepared to go over yet, I still have a lot of things to buy, and I haven’t even started packing yet. I don’t feel excited… yet… =.= maybe I will later, or I will most likely feel sad later.

For those who are interested in sending me off at the airport, my flight is at midnight and I have to be there 3 hours earlier, so I will be at the airport at… 9pm I suppose, call me to confirm la, if anybody wants to go.

So, ok I’m done with the notice… as I’m posting I might as well update on what I’ve been doing, so that my 姉さん(neesan/ older sister) knows what I’ve been up to lately.

I last blogged on the 18th, so what have I been up to from then on…

十九日九月：火よ日- as I said on the last post, today I went out to celebrate suki’s birthday, in the day time I did nothing much, but lazed about, and dug out things that I wanted to bring over to the UK.

At first was awoken by my dad, asking me to call the college for the offer letter. The night before slept late, cause I went online, even though I didn’t go out with Thomas.

Anyway the few instances that I totally hate to be disturbed and will get easily annoyed and super grumpy are when, I’m disturbed when I’m sleeping, if I’ve had enough sleep, it’s fine, but when I lack sleep and you disturb me, that’s when I get grumpy and super easily annoyed. So don’t mind me… and knowing me, I usually won’t apologise, anyway, don’t say that I didn't tell anyone.

Another instance that makes me grumpy and easily annoyed is when I’m concentrating on something. Examples would be, watching television, reading a book and yes, even studying, gene knows this, I don't like to be disturbed when I’m doing work. I don’t like to be disturbed at all when I’m doing things.

Okay back to the post, my dad managed to get hold of a grumpy me, and I was forced to call taylor’s, Reading is stupid, so I went back to sleep. Woke up, found something to eat, and then sorted out stuff that I wanted to bring as mentioned above, I dug here and there, in my cupboard, my sis’s cupboard etc.

After that, went online for a bit, chatted for a bit, then started to get ready to go for suki’s birthday party. Slightly before 6 mel and Ai kun came to my house, and we started to put a bit of make up for Ai kun :p

Slightly after 6 jiun yu aka gary came to pick us up with wai leong in the car with him, and we headed to mid valley, to wait for the others to come, and follow the convoy of cars. Venue? Luna Bar in KL.

So after wasting like over an hour of our lives and starving half to death in the car, we finally met up with everyone and headed down to Luna Bar. It was drizzling, so suki didn’t get the place that she booked, instead we got an upstairs place with a view of the petronas tower, I said petronas tower with out the s on purpose, cause we could only see one side. But it was nice anyway, took a lot of pictures, but as I forgot to charge my camera’s battery after the scouter farewell, I had to rely on mel’s camera.

So errmm had some fun there, the people there were mostly all first years, and the only first years that I knew were, jiun yu, terence, joel, jun xiang, wai leong, suki, shah, ming choi, that’s about it I think… it seemed that there were only 3 second years there, till later maryln and Genevie showed up.

Anyway, had some fun, but was a bit bored at times cause well I didn’t know half the people there, but oh well, didn’t really feel like socialising… so just stared out to enjoy the view of the night city haha…

Drinks? Ermm well, I didn't really drink this round, just had a one glass of coke mixed with chivas, one glass of beer, one third of a bailey (I think that’s what it’s called), water and coke. That’s bout it. Food.. Honestly, I drank water until I was full haha, and I ate some of the birthday cake and the finger food, which was served.

The birthday cake was from secret recipe, ermm something cheese can’t remember..

So, since I & a few others weren’t full, we decided to yum cha later, which we did, originally shah suggested DU, but then I don’t know who suggested A&W and we headed there, we went to the one near Amcorp mall.

So ate, and chatted till about 1am, taught jiun yu and refreshed Ai kun on how to make straw stars. Then it was home for us all haha..

Gosh man, the “do you have a boyfriend disease” has really spread.. sweat… maybe I became a carrier or something and it infected the people around me…

Anyway, I will announce it to everyone la.. These people satu persatu asking… cis…

I’m still single, if you don’t understand why, it could be because I mix so much with guys and am so open with them, that other guys salah faham and are put off… I think…

Maybe I should just say that I’m lesbian? I’m lesbian so stop asking me these questions :p

Haha after my father pengsan… haha… no la I’m straight la dad, haha… don't worry la I definitely like guys haha.. :p I can just imagine the expression on his face hahaha, he must be thinking stupid girl as he reads this haha…

Aiii.. dangerous virus la this… cis… if not cause of my mood, I would graciously layan such questions… =.= haha so wait till I’m in a good mood before asking such a question again la hahaha…

Anyway…that’s about that. That was the end of my Tuesday

二十日九月：水よ日- slept late the night before again, I think I went online again, and once again a grumpy me, answered my dad’s call to call taylor’s for the offer letter… they told me not there yet, so I went back to sleep.

Then at 12pm I suddenly got a call from yoke mee, of the law department at taylor’s telling me the letter is finally here, called my dad who immediately came back form his office, while waiting for him, I ate a bowl of koko crunch, was too lazy to browse around for food, and anyway there wasn’t anything to eat.

Dad was caught in a jam and reached about 1pm and we went to taylor’s to collect the letter, he wanted to rush to the visa application centre but there wasn’t enough time, but he made me type up the sponsor letter. -_-‘

Yoke mee was kind enough to allow me to use a computer in the office to type up the offer letter and to print it for me :p

Anyway as the visa centre closes slightly before 3, my dad said that we would go the next day… so ok then, went home to rest.

Then went online for a while, showered and cheese arrived!! Haha was approximately 6pm. He had organised a joint farewell for Mel, Ai kun and I, but it looked more like my farewell, cause apparently Mel wasn’t told to bring any friends, and Ai kun’s friends… were a bit weird haha, so it was all my friends only…

Anyway as cheese was early, I transferred the melody of life mp3 from him, and played some computer games with him, then Nicholas seoh arrived. Cheese had to leave early to go to secret recipe as he had booked the place for 630pm but oh…. Everyone decided to be Malaysian, despite me asking them to be punctual… sigh…

So oh well, Ai kun called and told me not to wait anymore, so I called meng and told him, he’s late so he should go straight to the restaurant. Then my dad dropped Nicholas and I at the restaurant on his way out.

Went to the restaurant, surprisingly, huey and gene were already there *gasps* for huey, it was still ok, she can be early if she wants to, but the super tardy boy was early and on time.. *double gasps* *evil grin* muahahaha.. okla, at least he’s making an effort, thanks gene for being on time :p

The people that came all in all were, cheese, mel, Ai kun, gene, huey, meng, Nicholas seoh and leong, and xin yin. Boy were they noisy… =.=

Anyway had some fun and was ravishing hungry, cause as mentioned all I had was a bowl of koko crunch till that time.

Cheese wanted to belanja, but aiyo.. belanja-ing 3 girls is too much la cheese.. wait one day when you are working then belanja us lobster ok? Hehe :p

After eating, wanted to go watch the banquet (a Chinese movie, which was like Chinese hamlet) with cheng keat, ai kun and horng yang. But horng yang was lazy, and by the time, cheng keat wanted to go, it was too late for me, as I had to sleep early to wake up early to do my visa. So I told Ai kun to go with him, she did and came home at 230am.. Lucky I didn’t go, if not can't wake up sure kena scolding.

Since I didn’t go to watch the movie, I had mahjong in my house instead, played 4people game with seoh, gene, and cheese. All these people used to 3 people rules, so all sort of funny things la. After that played 3 people game, which I wasn’t used to, so simply play la, the basics to eat wu (sik wu) is the same wert, but no, those people say this and that… don’t know them la… game is game haha

Ermm after that lee ming came over and I taught leong and him a bit of 4 people mahjong, then played one last game, cleaned up, and they all left.

Thanks guys for playing mahjong with me, but I thought the aim was to let me win, why you all game for? Cis.. Haha.. Anyway was tired, so at about 12am we stopped and cleaned up la.. After they left I hit the sack.

Most of all, a big thanks to cheese for organising a farewell for me :p i really appreciate it thanks..

二十一日九月：木よ日 – when you have been waking up at noon all the while, it’s so damn hard to wake up at 630. I had purposely laid out the stuff that I was going to wear the night before so that I could wake up a little later, but my dad requested me to wear working formal clothes, because after the visa we were going for a seminar… =.=

Sigh, so had to rush a bit and all, and got dressed, make up etc.. then out the door we went. All I had was a small piece of bread and a cup of ribena =.=

Took the LRT to ampang park, walaueh I tell you all the way from kelana jaya till KLCC so damn many people, like sardine only. Anyway reached ampang park and walked to the MCA building, and started the visa application process, reached before 8am, as we all know offices start at 8 =.= so squatted outside the door waiting.

Met Genevieve, and well, waited for my turn, I was 3rd in line, to have my documents checked, on the 6th floor, then headed to the 19th floor, where I sent in the application, and it was back on the LRT and to KL Central.

Now only I know that Hilton hotel is joint to the train station =.= not joint per say but super near. Anyway went for the seminar.

I haven’t even the slightest inkling as to what the guy was saying. I’m in law not the computer line, he might as well have spoken in german to me -_-‘

Anyway the main highlight was the teatime haha.. 5star hotels serve delicious food, so that’s what I was waiting for; I was half asleep and definitely starving…

And the only thing that I understood in the seminar was that reading’s email system resembles the ajax system whatever that is.. =.=

Okay, what did they serve? Ermm some pastry, with blueberry jam, and another one with some other kind of jam. Then there were cinnamon biscuits and tea… the best one was, this kind of bun which is made to be like a sandwich, there were two types, one which had egg and ham, the other.. Hehe smoked salmon… yum this was the best. Haha

As even my dad found the seminar boring… keke… I ended up at home sleeping for a few hours…

Woke up, to my dad’s scolding that he had asked me to get ready, I vaguely remember him doing that haha, was too tired, the night before not enough sleep, and the night before that as well haha.. Anyway took a super quick shower, and went with my dad to DUMC to have my x-ray done. After and hour, we were done.

Went home to continue sleeping. Woke up had dinner, then went to the new digital mall in ss14 and bought a lock for my computer. Then went home, and went online for a while and slept after that :p

As was super tired, went to bed at about 12something.

二十二日九月：金よ日 – AGAIN!! Woke up to my dad calling me again.. Damn he really likes to talk to a grumpy daughter =.= anyway can’t help it.. So just gave him what ever information he wanted, then went back to bed, but earlier on, I was slightly awaken by SMS messages which I was too lazy to take a look at. So took a look at them and replied them, and thought, what the hell, since I’m up, might as well go buy nasi lemak.

Went to buy nasi lemak, came back to find more SMSes.. cis… I sleepy and grumpy, replied and went back to bed.

Woke up at about 11 something, was eating my nasi lemak when huey called, she was one of the person’s who called me, asking me whether I wanted to watch the banquet, as I didn’t manage to watch it with Ai kun and cheng keat, I thought that I would go, then I remembered that I had dinner with my dad’s friend (uncle teck loong) so I told her I cant’t cause the movie was at3pm.

After talking to my dad, I calculated, and realized that I could make it back in time for dinner, so called huey, and agreed to go to KLCC to watch the movie with her.. Despite having only 15 dollars left =.= I don’t understand why I’m so broke, must be all this farewells la haha, always eat, eat and eat.. I will be fat before I get to UK haha

As, I reached KLCC at about 2.20, we went to kinokuniya to read magazines for free… cis too bad they aren’t’ like borders, all their manga are solidly wrapped sigh.. Anyway at 3 headed to the cinema, as I was broke, after paying for the ticket I had 5 bucks :( so no popcorn or drinks.

The movie, what can I say? It’s really like watching a Chinese hamlet, and everyone keeps dying, left right and centre.. I was like what on earth, this one die that one die…

The movie was so-so.. And I suspected that in the end it was the emperor that killed the queen, this emperor, killed his brother and married the queen making her queen again, and the queen schemed and schemed, so that the crown prince will be emperor.

In the end all died, but I suspected the emperor didn’t die, cause he willingly drank the poison, but unlike the other girl who started spitting out blood, and took quite some time to die.. The emperor died so fast, and he didn’t even spit out blood… tricky emperor…

Haha anyway, that was about, it, after that headed back home, it was already 5something then, walaueh, so many people at the station heading to KJ, so we took the train in the opposite direction, got off at wangsa maju and took the train to KJ.

Reached home at bout 7, where uncle teck loong called, and we went to marco’s pizza near KJ station to eat. Wah ate a lot. Uncle belanja wan haha..

Ate until so damn full, then went to BU to collect the luggage bag, which we sent to fix the wheels, walked a bit around, checking out the winter clothing, bumped into wen teng, who thought I was leaving tomorrow, cause ai kun’s brother said “leaving tomorrow” =.= told her I was leaving next week haha and that I would blog haha

Hence the reason for the notice above. Came home from BU, and am super tired, since I have to wake up early to go shopping for my stuff tomorrow, I shall end here…

Next two days going to busy with farewell with relatives haha, so to fritz, your email is half way typed but I’m kind of busy, but I’ll try to finish it asap and send it to you. ごめんなさい　(gomenasai/sorry!!)

That’s all for now, tired as today I did washed my clothes (machine and hand) washed my toilet and scrubbed the back kitchen area. :p haha arm and back pain lioa now haha..

おやすみなさい、待ったね！

-Oracl3-

"so near, yet so far, it escapes my grasp, but i pray that i will no longer fall victim to the darkness, light is my salvation, i shall return to the light, for there is where i truly belong"

十八日九月二００六年：月よ日

The title reads as mondai nai, meaning, no problem. Why did I choose this as the title? Well read on and find out :p

A little of what I have been doing the whole week. Well, my mood has some what improved so it may not be a “little” :p

From the last time I posted, nothing much went on, I was just watching anime and lazing around, getting scolding from my mum that I do nothing at all. Which I don’t deny; I just moped around the house, losing my temper here and there =.=

Since my mood is better, I will take the chance here to say sorry to those that I had given a hard time during those really down times, especially my parents who had to face my mood the most. And let’s all hope that, my mood doesn’t drop again, since it has been somewhat elevated. -_-’

Oh but I’m not sorry for giving some of you a piece of my mind, I took my brother’s advice and decided to just let it out, no point being the angel outside when inside I’m so devilish…

Ok, now back to what I’ve been doing. I think the last time I blogged was yee sin’s farewell? Darn I deleted all the old posts left in my computer, so I can’t check. Anyway I will only write what I remember la :p

十三日九月：水よ日 – nothing much happened, just lazed around a bit. The night before was online with Ee Va, and she suggested that me, Ai kun and Mel, go yum cha and meet some of the law people. So since I had nothing to do at home, I was like, okay la, very long never see some of this people also, so initially she said 8.30pm but then that dragged till almost 10 something pm where I was starting to get annoyed and lazy to go.

As most of you people know I’m not really a punctual person, and though I’m patient, the maximum that I will wait is an hour. But oh well, since she did message me to say that she will be late, so I just had to wait. Just at the moment when I was deciding of backing out cause I was getting lazy, they told me they were on their way. So I had no choice.

Well, don’t regret going out. Initially wanted to go to secret recipe in my area, but we went out so late that it was an hour to closing time, so we went to SS2 KTZ to yum cha. Who went? Well obviously Ee Va who was our driver, the 3 mentioned above, Shah, Suki, Joel, Alvin & his friends, & ming choi..

ermm I think that’s about it. I was kind of quiet again, but then again it was so noisy there, that for me to talk I had to raise my voice and I felt like sore throat, so I didn’t really talk much. Of course there are pictures, but they are with Ee Va cause I forgot my camera. So I have to wait for her to send the pictures to me. =.=

After that got home at bout 12 something in the morning, went online for a bit then went to bed.

十四日九月：木よ日 – ermm, Thursday, woke up earlier then my usual time, I actually woke up in the morning haha instead of at 1pm. The reason being was that, I had people coming over. Who came over? Well chi ming, Mel and Nick leong, came over. As I had recently acquired a burner, I stole even more animes from chi ming’s external hard drive haha. Later when mel came over, we went to ming tien for lunch; I brought my little baby along, he was such a good boy :p

Well then as nick leong came late, and as he hasn’t eaten yet, so I left chi ming, mel and nick there to eat and chat while I ran a few errands, namely, going to the bank, buying my manga, and collecting the music book that I already photocopied.. Now I only need to think how to return the book to huey :p

All the while, while doing my errand I left my little baby in their care, he was such a good boy, he just sat down there only and didn’t move, well he was sitting on a chair anyway haha.. Guess he was scared that his mummy don’t want him :p

After that we headed back to my house, and while mel and chi ming gawked over the huge amount of anime that nick had brought for me, (nick did “anime spring cleaning” haha and I am MPPJ taking what he don’t want haha)

I took out the mahjong. Haha thanks nick for the anime :p but I don’t have much time left, to watch it yet. Has wah jiang burnt the bleach yet? =.= if I have no time to watch here I think I will bring it over with me to watch :p

So we had mahjong, haha, chi ming and I are real jokers la, as I had taught some of you people before, I remember teaching you all that, different people and places may have different rules, but the essential basics are the same.

So, bottom line was, that chi ming and I had different rules. Well to be honest, I’m more used to playing 4 people, while chi ming is used to 3 people? Anyway, his rules and mine can be used la, just that it’s confusing so we took “rule” turns. Haha this round follow my rules, next round his rules :p but I think mostly was my rules :p but my 3people rules comes from li mei wan wor… sigh.. don’t know la

Mel had to leave early to collect her visa, so nick took her place, and he learnt mahjong haha, for the first few rounds of his game we played “open” i.e. everybody show their cards, as some of you know, when I play I don’t arrange my cards so playing open is not much loss for me haha, just that chi ming and I were like, kiasu haha.. Real joker la both of us had a real good laugh and lots of fun. Thanks chi ming, and thanks to mel and nick, mahjong couldn’t be played without either one of you.

I tried 2 people mahjong with ccy last time remember? Did I blog about that? Anyway, it’s super baka haha and impossible.

So played mahjong till about 5 something in the evening then all of them left cause I had piano class at 6pm.

Went for piano class, my piano teacher, dolly seemed a little sad, cause that’s my last piano lesson with her. We are kind of close for student and teacher cause we both love anime, and we are constantly exchanging anime and sometimes we go anime shopping together. Sigh those were the times, anyway not like I won’t be coming back anymore. Have to come back… =.=

So that’s bout it, after piano class went home, ate, watch tv and anime and sleep.

Nothing much happened on Friday besides the usual stuff, and oh getting scolding from my mum for being such a slug, which so totally doesn’t move =.= so we will jump to Saturday.

十六日九月：土よ日 – woke up late, as I was watching law of ueki the night before, woke up, to my mum scolding me, wait, I think she scolded me on Friday la…. Well Saturday woke up, ate porridge had corn, then… =_=’ what did I do? Damn, can’t remember.

The only thing I remember is, oh, I sorted through the mountain of anime that nick gave me on Thursday, wah, most of them mecha anime.. -_-“ Well sorted through what I liked, though as I said before unfortunately, no time to watch. I only have 11 days before my flight.

Lately, I’ve tidied my room, and took out all the sweaters that I can wear and will be bringing over, but either than that, nothing done, haven’t done medical check up and all yet =.= sigh… no offer letter can’t do anything, so when I get it, it’s going to be a super busy week for me.

Anyway, after sorting through the anime, I went online and discovered that my computer needed a software update, doing that at home was like, telling tmnet to charge me 100 bucks straight away, so I packed it all up and brought it to xian ai’s house.

Which brings me to, what was I doing at her house? Haha, well today, the scouter council held a farewell for her, she was after all the scouter council chairperson. And lately, due to my exam I didn’t really hang out much with the scouter council, so I wasn’t so close to them.. =.=

Anyway, she told them that I was leaving too, so it became a joint farewell thing. The Scouter council loves to have barbeque, well, I don’t think any of you people noticed, but, if you’ve been following my post, it’s true, this round it was pot luck. Thank goodness, I was thinking I sure die from sore throat.

So, I went to Ai kun’s house at bout 4pm and made apple pie with her, then I dropped by mel’s house to curi bleach anime haha. And well she wanted some stuff from me, so I said that I will go home and burn it for her.

After that, tried and tried to use the internet in Ai kun’s house to no avail… so chatted with her sister and waited for the others to arrive. Wow some of them really punctual. Haha..

Err.. who came for the scouter council organised farewell ar? Wah a lot wor.. Some came super late, some just came to drop by only for a little while only.. errm I will try to mention all that I remember.. Sigh too bad I don’t have broadband if not I can just post the pictures, then I don’t have to rack my memory haha..

Ermm who went.. Vincent, zhon liang, sooi kuan, Melissa (although she was a none scout, Ai kun asked her to come too haha, we all baka, baka, wanted to say that mel was a DJ scout, but then again DJ scouts no girls wan la haha :p)

kuan fei, aun wei, kuan fei’s familiar looking-I –think -I –met- her- before girlfriend; Anita. Ermm swee kit, kwee kiat, tuck long, yoon kong, bobby (? - Don’t know this guy… never seen before, then again, I think I’ve seen him before haha, anyway he’s in the same batch as tuck long)

Su yi, Angeline, sook ping, sheng mae, Caroline, Jason, Charles, cheng keat, horng yang, Edwin, hwee ming, Vincent (this is not a typo, there were two vincents, one quite old liao haha another is one year younger, the younger one is my teman main abseiling last time) trixie aka pei san, imi… 26 people all in all? I don’t know whether I left out anyone…

Cause well there were too many people, and I would be like eh, suddenly only this guy is here or something like that haha oh, this kuan fei thought that Ai kun’s house was mine haha, but he was also thinking can’t be, cause he has been to my house before, and it wasn’t his first time in her house.

Anyway he had that thinking cause I was like taking out the plates and all, and acting like a host.. celaka, bad habit of mine to do & take over things =.= but anyway Ai kun was busy entertaining people, and since I had nothing to do, and during that time I still felt “down” so I didn’t want to socialise much I kept myself busy.

In the end, I’m still me, I can’t be a hermit for long with so many people around, sigh, so I ended up being.. What else? But “me” and started my super loud laughing and all haha.. Haven’t had that much fun with a big crowd of friends for so long :p

So in the end, it’s the people that I’m not that close too, that brought me out of my “rented” shell. So that’s how it was.

After eating, we played a game, where each person takes a card and puts it on their fore head, you can’t look at you own card, but you can see others. And then the rule will be either, the one with the smallest or biggest or both had to finish whatever food or drink there is.

Everyone will then take turns to pile the food on a plate in the middle or to pour the drinks into the cup. After that, everyone will open their card and the one, which fulfils the criteria, has to finish or the food or drink.

Walueh, play that game also managed to finish a lot of the left over food. Which, I think was the purpose of the game? Haha but I chickened out and started to clean up the place a little… :p I really couldn’t eat anymore, or I would have puked, so I chicken out lor haha.. Know your limit ma :p

After that, I somehow managed to finally go online, cheng keat who works in the computer distribution line said that something was wrong with the router or something like that :p anyway managed to go online to update my software, and at the same time msn with some people, and play monopoly with Ai kun, Imi, Charles and Jason.

Gosh man, how many decades has it been since I last played monopoly? I’ve totally forgotten all the rules and this and that, that I think Jason got quite irritated with me haha.. Cause first, I wasn’t really paying attention to the game and second I forgot every single rule in the book on monopoly, and I was refusing to sell my property to save the others… I was like, if I die, I’m bringing everyone with me haha :p evil no? haha

But, anyway I had no luck in monopoly, I kept landing on the “chance” and what’s it called? “Community chest”? Anyway you get my drift. Celaka, always ended up there, then got sent to jail, backside, how to buy property? Ai kun shared the same fate as I, and our property was the least among all, and we had a lot of money, from the “chance” and all, but no property… sigh.. In the end.. Charles and Jason exchanged property with me haha.. Oh well, I wasn’t really paying attention to the game anyway.. :p

Question.. Why are people so curious as to whether I have a boyfriend? Don’t have is don’t have la.. Haha this Edwin looked through my camera, in which the pictures haven’t been deleted since bon odori and pointed and asked (the picture that ro and I took on gene’s birthday in BTS) my boyfriend ar?

Then I of course la say no, (though I was like sweat -_-‘ I mean do we look like that? No right… some people… if you say gene and I, more like it la haha) then he saw the picture of me and gene during gene’s graduation, I straight away say no, before he can ask haha.. He also like.. Hmm this girl know I’m going to ask liao ahah

Then this imi ask whether horng yang my boyfriend… alamak.. Maybe I should post a notice on my head saying I’m single la ahhaha.. I thought such incidences limited to relatives only, mana tau it has spread to friends liao.. Haha maybe cause 20 already la this year.. So people kind of expect hor? :p

Anyway sometimes people can be really amusing, no? keke that’s what makes life interesting, and full of colour and fun to be in :p

Now here comes the reason as to why this post is called mon dai nai haha..

Ok, before the monopoly game, aun wei had went home to get his self invented board game, and a bottle of black label/whisky (I was told that it’s 40% alcohol, horng yang let me taste it diluted with ice, and I was like “yuck” it really taste horrid la, compared to the usual wine or beer that I drink.. =.=)

And we played a stupid, funny drinking game haha.. The board is divided into 4 corners of different colours, namely, pink, blue, green and yellow. The team of each colour had a motto that they must say before they drink, and for the pink team which was aun wei’s group, his first drinking partner was lynn, but since he always kena, so he changed a lot of partners, and he ended up with, Edwin, Vincent senior, and Ai kun’s sister; Xian Ching. Vincent senior was supposed to be my team’s back up haha..

Ok after that in the green corner we had trixie and imi, and in the yellow corner, but they were wearing read “bandanas” were Jason and charles. Each group are supposed to tie a cloth of their group colour on their head…

Mine was blue, and my partner was Ai kun haha.. The game was that we throw a dice and move our tokens, the board consists of papers of the 4 teams’ colours, and numbers, so lets say if I throw the dice and I move 6 steps and I land on a pink square with the number 2, it means that all the members of the pink team must drink 2 shots each. (I really need to upload the picture la, so hard to explain haha)

The game continues until everyone ends up in “jail” the first and subsequent teams to enter “jail” first no longer throw the dice, but each team member drinks a shot during their turn. There are also chance squares, where if you land there, you get to pick which team you want to drink, and they will throw the dice to determine how many shots. These shots are not per team member but the whole team.

Anyway.. Before you drink you must say your team motto at least once, if you forget and you drink, you have to drink another shot.

So aun wei’s team’s motto was gambatte kudasai, errr direct translation would mean, please give it your all. Trixie’s team’s motto, gochisosama meaning, thank you for the meal, basically it’s something that is said after a meal. Jason’s team’s motto was, nodoga kawakagimashita(I think) which means I’m thirsty.

My team? Haha your guess is right. Mine was mon dai nai, no problem :p

So who kena the most shots? Aun wei’s team that’s why he had to keep changing partners haha, the 2nd most to kena was my team, but I tahan longer than his partners and him haha, but around the ending of the game I reached my limit already == haha so tuck loong, and Vincent senior had to help me drink :p

The 3rd team to kena the most was trixie’s team, finally followed by Jason’s team. Haha I didn’t want to throw the dice, cause when I did, it always ended up on my own team colour, if you throw on your own colour also you have to drink =.= damn man, I drank more than my limit that day.

To make myself feel better I had to induce vomiting… makes me sound bulimic haha but I only do that when I drink over my limit. That’s how I keep sober after that haha..

Ai kun’s limit was lower then mine so I drank more than her =.= follow mum side can drink quite a lot haha.. oh by the way the concoction that we drank was a mixture of lye-chee, coke, and black label.

Which my mum says is not right, you get drunk faster that way actually, whisky is supposed to be diluted with ice or water not other drinks especially gassy drinks.. Guessed that’s why so fast konk out la ahha The initial first round the drink was still very diluted, but the bar tender a.k.a swee kit who had helped xian ai drink a bit also, put too much black label la.. Can taste it.. =.=

Anyway as aun wei kena the most haha, he was acting drunk so fast already ahha.. joker la hilarious to see this kind of people..

After the game ended, we took some pictures and tuck loong sent me home.. Thanks tuck loong! For the second time in my life, I drank until I can’t even stand up without help and couldn't walk straight haha.. But after a little while got better la… The first time that happened was 3 years ago la I think haha.. This is the second time haha.. But the last time I drank this much was at the last family gathering? Ermm no I think Adelaide was the last time I drank so much haha..

Anyway went home, and hit the bed.. But damn couldn’t sleep.. Weird right? Usually after drinking so much one would just konk out, but I couldn’t sleep so I went online for an hour or so, till I developed a headache and got sleepy, then hit the sack..

rowie has a blog now haha but his background colour same as gene’s one la.. ro, wanna change colour or not? I can help you change haha.. That’s what I did for mine haha.. :p

ermm anyway, that was about it for the party then. Oh ya, Ai kun’s mum’s asam laska the soup is damn nice ahha.. no MSG or wat not.. nice haha

Anyway on Sunday helped my mum cook. Nothing much went on, watched forensic heroes (a tvb drama) with her then hit the sack.

十八日九月-slept late cause watched bleach and the forensic heroes, woke up to dad’s phone call asking me to call my lecturer for my results… no need to say la, study of course pass wan la sigh.. But offer letter not here yet.. So see how la.. Anyway for the next 3 nights, including this night, I’ll be going out. Tonight, I will be going out to maybe get some stuff for my going over to UK, and yum cha with my shin (thomas) and other people.

The yum cha got cancelled, cause well, Thomas had a funeral to attend, and I went out shopping to get stuff that I will need to bring over to the UK. (Kind of tired liao, sorry Thomas :p) For the first time in my life, I now own a pair of shoes, which cost over 70 bucks haha

Yes, I may sound a little sad, but the truth was that, I was still growing until I entered college. Now, this past two years, I stop growing lioa. Sigh.. I’m stuck at a measly 163cm, but today after my shoe shopping horror, I’m thankful in a way, and actually want to be slightly shorter. Maybe 160 isn’t that bad.

Anyway, why on earth did I say that, when all the while I had been lamenting that I’m short (well if you always hung out with guys, you would feel short too =.=) cause well, those ghost people, (translate to Chinese youself) are baka people the maximum size that they have for women shoes is 7 ½ , my size is 8, so imagine my horror tat I had to buy those bulky, ugly looking guy shoes instead..

Okay, they aren’t that ugly but they sure are bulky.. Anyway, found one, which still looked a tad feminine and had my size. So happy la today haha, it’s not bad the shoes. Nike hehe… my first pair of expensive shoes… :p so in away, becoming bantut, has its blessings, being tall doesn’t really have it’s blessings haha.. More like having big feet are a curse haha :p

Ok back to this week’s plans….

Tuesday night is suki’s birthday party in KL, and Wednesday, is a farewell that chi ming organised for mel, Ai kun & I. if anyone who is still in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia is reading this, please RSVP with me by Tuesday 19th September 7pm if I don’t hear from you, it’s assumed you are not going.. If you are going to drop by please give me a call, thanks.

So that’s all for the time being, my post has reached it’s usual super long length :p so I guess that I will end here now.

-Oracl3-

"be gracious, and jolly, for the darkness is moving, behold the coming of light!l Let's pray that we shall not be enveloped by such darkness again" (talking about eclipse, last time olden day people are ignorant ma, they don't know ma... -.-)

the quotes this round are lame... but, i don't care, the quotes all this while were just a means to express myself..

"We must never shed tears, that is the life form’s defeat. And if we give in to the emotions then it only becomes proof of our inability to control it."

十日九月二００六年：日よ日

The title reads as nai, which means, don’t have, or something to that effect, why did I choose this word? Well, cause there is no title this round, cause I don’t have an idea for one haha..

Calling this post update is like, so, nothing new like that, I don’t know what to call my posts liao.. Sigh

Well, this post is kind of like an update, but I don't want to use that title… So what have I been up to lately?

After going out with ray on the 2nd I’ve pretty much been at home doing nothing but watching anime, well isn’t that kind of a good news? I finally have some mood to watch anime again.

So what anime have I been watching? I’ve been re-watching the old animes, namely rave and 犬夜叉/inuyasha, the reason being was, when I bought them that time, I had to buy them in parts, so it was kind of like potong steam to watch a bit here and then get cut off here and there… so now that I have the full set, I decided to watch the whole thing uninterrupted.

Honestly, my stamina for watching non-stop has dropped; guess it must be my mood. But I’m done with rave, still on inuyasha…

Yes, my mood still isn’t what it used to be, although it could be said that it has improved somewhat, more like a little, in the sense that, at least I have the mood to do something that I like, before that, when I told people that I had no mood to even watch anime, they were like oh my god, something is seriously wrong with this girl.

So hopefully my condition improves. Sigh, I usually counsel people, but now I need counselling, but I don't want it, I find it annoying, and I know that something is wrong, but I just can’t fix it, the problem is just too deep. Sigh… maybe it’s more like part of me doesn’t want to fix it? Cause I feel fed up with everything, and that, it is just all not worth my time to bother.

I don’t even bother about other people already at this point, there were some who came to me looking for counsel unaware that I’m in my current mood, and unfortunately for them, I still gave counsel, but they could feel that, I had “exploded” on my side.

And well, yes, I agree with my mum, I’m a bad sister. I’m going through my selfish pace now… everybody needs to be selfish at some point in their life, and I guess my point has come. It’s other’s people problem that they have such bad timing to have problems at the time when I’m down.

Also, I get easily irritated lately, and I mean very easily irritated. My patience level for the first time in my life has reached and all time low, I could even say a negative account. I totally have no patience at all now. So please do not irritate me, and stop when I ask you too. I’m in no mood to play around.

Small little things, that would not, for the life of me irritate me last time, is irritating me now, so beware, don’t say I didn’t warn you guys.

So that’s the update with my mood. Now, to update on my activities.

As mentioned I had been re-watching old animes, apart from going online and replying emails.

七日九月：木よ日- chi ming aka cheese came over today for lunch, went to 明天 /ming tien there to makan, the spaghetti there sucks, do not buy the spaghetti there, it’s just the noodles with something like ketchup =_=’

Well, cheese brought his external hard drive with him, muahaha, so I copied a whole bunch of animes from him. Some of them being xxxHolic and Ouran Host Club. Am done with ouran, and the only way to describe it is, I love it!! Haha, now on xxxHolic, and my inuyasha has been left there to rot again =.=

ハ日九月：金よ日- slept super late, cause I was watching ouran, and my dad suddenly came home, and dragged me to low yat to get stuff for my computer. So with less than 5 hours of sleep and no breakfast I was dragged there, almost faint I tell you, I’m anaemic, hypoglycaemic and lethargic, so I was like dragging myself there. After eating I felt so much more better.

So went there, and my dad got me an external burner, and MP3 player muahaha…

Came home, and went back to sleep, then in the evening, went to BU to check out the jackets and all, came back empty handed, so have to try again another time when free. Came home, and tried out the MP3 player, and watched Bleach and ナルト/naruto the movie. The movie I will say is not as nice as the previous snow princess one… =.=

Slept late again…

九日九月:土よ日- forced to wake up early to balik kampung, went to the temple to pray before going back, and so much for being selfish, I ended up praying for others again. Sigh =.=

So fell asleep in the car while listening to the MP3. Cleaned my computer. I realized that most people don’t clean their computers, and well honestly, if mine wasn’t white, I wouldn’t have bothered also. Went back, had a nice dinner, went to visit one of my favourite aunts ie Ling Yi, then went home and watched xxxHolic. Slept late

十日九月：日よ日- woke up early to eat dim sum, then went back to sleep. Had a hair cut, I layered my hair once more. Sigh after months of trying to outgrow the layers, I layered it again.. =_=’

read a book called liao fan’s four lessons, on Buddha teachings, and learnt a new thing, apparently talking a lot, wastes a lot of “chi” =_=’

had Korean mee for dinner, the instant kind, wau, spicy I tell you, but nice. And am now feeding mosquitoes. Such a pain la.. annoying.

Ahhhh screw the bloody mosquitoes!!!!

So that’s about it. Can tell that I have no mood again right? Haha.. I guess I will go do some anime therapy then :p

"We stretch out both our arms… pass through the clouds, straight to the sky… even though we touched the moon and mars… we still cannot touch the truth"

-Oracl3-

‘Yes, we have no destiny. Only those swallowed up by ignorance and fear who take false steps, shall plunge into the muddy waters, called “destiny”’

二日九月二００六年：土よ日

following the date i should have written 3rd of sept instead la, but i went out with ray on the evening of the 2nd... ahhh don care la.. i noe can already la haha, just got back from my outing at 12 sthg a.m. hahha

the title reads as reimon kun no apatomento, meaning Raymond’s apartment, I don't know what apartment is in Japanese, and am currently too lazy to look it up, so just bear with the katakana.

So why did I mention raymond’s apartment as the title? Haha today went for dinner with him, and finally I got to see his apartment. Heheh he refurbished it, and one word only, nice!! Spent a lot of effort and money from the looks of it. Well it’s kind of small, cause well, used to a big house ma, but anyway it has the cosy feeling, and the furniture he chose made it feel spacious actually.

So anyway we went near the apartment there, there was a little mall like thing there, had Japanese food, talk about this and that, the usual stuff la, then went over to his apartment and watched initial D the movie. I know it’s a really old movie, bout a year old? but I didn’t have the chance to watch it la.. see I so poor thing haha

Anyway ray’s home had a really good sound system man haha, damn nice the feel when watching the movie haha… and really comfy couches haha, I didn’t feel any back pain sitting in those chairs haha :p

Enjoyed myself, thanks Ray!! :p

Oh by the way today I made four apple pies just now, wah so tiring haha, well one went to ray as a belated birthday present, (the rest to my mum's friends) cause I was under "house arrest" during his birthday and couldn’t go out to get something for him, and well I don’t know what to get also haha, so make something ler,

actually, I feel that, making something is the best way to show appreciation, so to those donkeys, that didn’t eat the cookies… you wasted my feelings of appreciation hmmmph~ :p

Yalar, I know la, your brothers ate it and you don’t like stuff that stick to your teeth la, =.= and to the other fellow, who can leave it there to collect moss wan.. apa la….

Anyway whether you ate or didn’t, those were just small tokens off my appreciation, for always being my transportation ministers, and well, accompanying me and all la. Haha since, I don’t have money, don’t know what to buy, and well wanted to do something personal haha, so that’s the best I can do to say my thanks to you guys for all that you have done, especially for like bringing me out for dinner, and sending me to and home from college and all. Thank you guys :-)

So that’s all, mood uplifted a bit, after my outing, intial d is nice, makes me feel like watching the anime haha, Edison chen rocks haha, and jay chou’s Cantonese, is a bit cacat ler haha.

Anyway, am sleepy, so a real short post by my normal standards eh? So that’s all おやすみなさい　(oyasuminasai- nites)

“少しだけふりむきたくなるような時もあるけど、愛と勇気と誇りを持って戦うよ-sukoshi dake furimukitaku naru you na toki mo aru kedo, ai to yuuki to hokori wo motte tatakau yo -There are times when it seemed like I wanted to turn back but, Holding love, courage, and pride, I shall fight”

-Oracl3-

"Though I Laugh & Smile, That Doesn't Mean That I'm Happy Inside"

一日九月二００六年：金よ日

The title just reads as sayounara ii shin chan to satoshi you kun. Errm, which in English reads as, goodbye, yee sin and chee yong.

Chee yong’s name in Japanese is pronounced as satoshi (智) ＆ you (揚）the you, pronounced as yoh minus the h sound and u as in uh also minus the h sound. Errm I don’t know yee sin’s Chinese name so I can’t translate that, so I had to put it in katakana, for the pronunciation only.

But for chee yong, calling him satoshi kun sounds kakoi daro? Ne huey chan? Haha.. (sounds cool doesn’t it, huey?)

Anyway some people may be wondering why, I used chan for yee sin and kun for ccy. Well calling a guy kun is a usual thing, though it can be used on a girl too haha (e.g. is Ai kun, a girlfriend of mine known as xian ai to some of you), but I think for ccy’s part I don’t need to explain why I call him kun, the reason why I call him kun, applies to all that I call kun. Besides satoshi kun sounds nice haha :p

Anyway back to yee sin’s chan. Errm well, it’s not because his surname is chan, but chan, besides its ordinary usage, is also used to signify a really close relationship, which could vary from best friends, to family.

So, I’ve known yee sin for so long, since form 2 and honestly, among all my friendships, there is not one friendship the same like our friendship, like family, that kind of feeling :p well, yew meng and ccy comes close though haha.

Though must say that, actually now closer to ccy then sin ler haha.. But calling ccy satoshi chan… like so.. Not cool la haha.. So we stick to satoshi kun la, sounds more gaya haha

Ccy, finally I translated your name into Japanese for you, so since I’m sayaka, you are satoshi ler haha.. :p or you can be you chan hehe.. If we use your last name, that one sounds ok if we add the chan behind it :p sounds cute hehe

Haha, know sin for so long, yet don’t know his Chinese name, haha.. Anyway ever since high school, not much contact already la, as we are all busy, and that boy, when got girl friend wan, this person here is forgotten one haha…

So anyway, deviated long enough, back to the title, reason behind this title, is because today yee sin is flying off, actually it’s tonight, (to Leeds, UK) and well tomorrow morning ccy is flying off (to Michigan USA). So this is to bid farewell, to both of them la. I’ve no mood again, (upset, my good friends leaving especially ccy, now I no teman liao, sigh) so don’t feel like posting twice haha, sorry ccy, cause of my laziness you have to share post with yee sin :p

Well, so that about sums it up, for the title, now for a short update.

Ermm I last posted on the 26th of august. On the 26th actually, yee sin’s family held a farewell for him, so I went and met up with some old friends there, like xin yin and Nicholas seoh. And some Kemboja people that I’m so not close to haha

In the morning of the same day, actually I had dim sum in the morning at SS2 Thai Thong, yum, yum, a lot of people over there I tell you.

After that came home lazed about a bit, read a bit, then at night drove over to yee sin’s house for the farewell. Haha, I really rabun malam I tell you, and I didn’t wear my spectacles when driving, so I was like, stopping every few corner lot houses and asking my dad, is it this one? haha, and I tell you his place is so damn “well lit”. making it so damn hard for me to see. Sudah lah astigmatism sigh.

Anyway, had a bit of fun there, chatting and all, then went home at about 10 something.

After that, the next few days, nothing to say. Cause didn’t do anything except, eat, sleep, make water, defecate and read. And online a bit ahha

Oh the day before, I think, it was the day before, or maybe two days before, or was it the day after? Damn, can’t remember.

Anyway, I somehow miraculously injured my back, suffering the pain, can’t even bend over, if I want to pick something off the floor, like my dog or what ever, I have to squat, damn, this is forcing me to have good back posture, walk have to walk straight up, sit also back have to be straight up, carry light things or slightly heavy things also, have to squat to pick up and keep my back straight. Sit need pillow behind to support my back… cis…

I remembered during sin’s farewell that I had to like sit up straight the whole time… I think… so I guess it was the day before his farewell or something like that I suppose.. damn my memory sigh

三十一日ハ月二００六年：木よ日

back still hurts…I think it was after sin’s farewell I hurt my back? Haha, can’t remember…

Finished exam, finally… because of two bloody freaking F**king marks, I had to suffer for 2 months, asses, screw reading, and well, screw myself too, my fault, mainly.

After that, did nothing much, caught up, on my sleep. And after that “test drive” the anime that huey got for gene. It’s called 好きなものは、好きだから、しょうがな。suki na mono wa suki dakara shouganai. Which means, errr. Direct translation it means, “I like because, I like, I can’t help it”, or a better translation? Involuntary liking? (This was an idea from my mum) Haha don't know how to translate. Errm “I can’t help it but I like you” or “I can’t help what I like” ? oh, oh what about this, “ I can’t help, falling in love with you” haha F4 song haha anyway… I can only do direct translation ler… =.= sigh

In Chinese its 喜歡就是喜歡 (xi huan jiu shi xi huan) I hope I got it right haha.. some one help me translate?

Since gene don’t read here wan, so I will give spoilers la haha, the anime is a gay one, (homosexual guys) it’s not porn ok!? Errm its storyline quite nice ler haha, but the thing bout it, is that the couples inside the show.

Though they are all guys, but the couples looks like there is a guy and a girl. The other character looks and act girlish. I was thinking if they just change the seiyuu (voice actor), and the character’s body to a female, viola. I almost misunderstood that, some of the characters weren’t female due to the way they look and act haha.

Maybe that’s why they had to make the voice actors all really sound like guys haha.. if you watch other animes sometimes the guy character has a soft kind of voice, like ken shin in rorouni kenshin and Edward elric in full metal alchemist. Those were female seiyuus haha.. So if they did the same for this anime I would really think that some of them are female haha

Anyway despite being a gay anime, it’s nice. 12 episodes. Not bad. The storyline is also quite good to me. (Maybe been watching too many mecha and fighting animes that this felt different, in a refreshing kind of way haha)

Though I don’t mind gay stories, (honestly, I prefer straight stories, you know one guy and one girl haha, the usual) I was still going like, such a waste, they are all bishounen (good looking guys), and as I said from the drawing they might as well make some of the characters girls. (=_=’)

But I didn’t mind this one compared to loveless, rin was ok though. Both which are manga that I got from gene. I didn’t really like loveless, cause well, as I said I prefer straight pairing, and it was like such a waste, the girl like the guy, but the guy is gay.. sigh… wasted… but what to do la, that fellow’s personal preference. So I guess the only gay ones that I won’t mind is when there are no females present to like the gay guy haha, then I won’t feel pity for the girl and dislike the character kekeke…

So, anyway enough about that.

Today i.e. the 1st of September, due to my watching suki dakara, I slept really late, (really loved the story line and was laughing so much that I just couldn’t stop haha)
And I had to wake up early in the morning to pass my library books to meng to help me return ありがとうミンくん（arigatou meng kun/ thanks meng, for meng, although I know him for so long also, kun sounds nicer haha）

Went back to sleep after that, woke up, and since meng promised lunch at 2 something, I went online instead to wait for him, and I want to smack rowan. He read my blog, and I said that I won’t reply emails if he didn’t reply, and walau eh, I know at one point I said that, when and if I email him, I might get only a few lines, but I didn’t even get a line, just a measly 4 words. Sigh….

Anyway, went out for lunch with meng and Eugene, at Mohsin in Mayang Jaya. Haha I hardly go to mamak, so I don’t know what to order, simply order la haha… I wanted the one last time rowan ate, went we went out yum cha with Thomas and gene that time, the one with the pineapple, but Eugene said that Mohsin don’t have, sigh…

Anyway was quite quiet on this outing, didn’t really say much, no mood… =.= I think my condition is getting from bad to worse. But maybe it’s cause sin and ccy is leaving ler, so today especially no mood ler = _=’

After eating, those two started talking about STDs pulak… I was like sweat.. don’t want to hear… la~la~la~

Those two I tell you, corruption to my innocent mind la haha…

As if that is not enough, Eugene thinks I’m lesbian =.= haha well, don’t blame him la until now I still no boyfriend, my like that lor haha…. Can’t blame people for misunderstanding, since I don't show much interest in guys or girls, sigh people in general anyway haha.. Anyway think what they like la, it makes our outings all the more interesting haha… :p

After that sent Eugene home, wanted to drop by yee sin’s house, but got lazy. So when I got home I called yee sin instead. So have a safe trip ya yee sin! And keep in contact wor… maybe when we are both free we can even meet up in London haha… will miss ya, and ccy too.. Will miss both of them dearly la, since ccy has been such a great teman to me lately also. Take care ccy!! Muaxz.

Both of you, have a safe journey, and may the ones above always protect you both. Take care, will miss you, and I love you both tons!! Hugz :p

You know, come to think of it, I don’t have any pictures with yee sin, he has one with roscoe, and that’s in my album, but I don't have one with him.. hmmm~

Oh well, anyway got to go now, have a scouter council barbeque to attend, will blog about that later I suppose.

Hope my mood will get better now that, I’m no longer under “house arrest” haha but still, I guess it’s not as simple as that.. = = Even now, the eclipse is still present, when I spoke to meng, he said that, an eclipse is a beautiful and unique thing.

But about my eclipse, beautiful? Nah, how can being down be beautiful haha, unique, yes, some of you guys know me for close to a decade already, have I ever been down? Haha no, right? Guess there’s a first time for everything.

Though no mood I tried to blog as much as possible haha, not bad, like tat also can make 3 pages on words la ahha, guess no matter the weather I can always crap la. Queen of carpology, who dares dethrone me?! Muahahhah :p


二日九月二００六年：土よ日
Just came back from the scouter council barbeque. At about 1230am so it's the 2nd already la haha. Bath and come online also bout 1 am lioa haha

Can’t sleep, so I thought that I would just add this in, so that I don’t have to post another time. Anyway, the barbeque was quite fun ate a lot, and met new people, though I was relatively quiet, considered, by my standards haha, since I’m usually very noisy wan…

Errrm ate until I wanted to burst, seriously, if you wanted me to eat anymore, I had to puke to make space, which I didn’t do haha.. Had a glass of California red wine, ok ler, not bad the wine. But can tell that the wine still quite “young” cause it wasn’t very sour, or was it due to my taste buds? Haha due to the late lunch with Eugene and meng, not much space to eat.. =_=’

What else, may suan has real cute dogs, oh which brings me to the venue, it was held at may suan’s house, quite nice her house, and well the people that came?

Those that I know, but I’m not very close to the scouter council haha, so anyway, errm, Andrew, thiam beng, michelle, caroline, lynn, ying shern, Ai kun of course, errm aun wei, may suan (duh, her house wert) fung chuan, kwee kiat, kar yu, charles, kuan fei, trixie, errm new people that I don’t know was, immi, Vincent chan I think that’s his surname, errmm damn forgot his name, I only know he is a pilot in training with MAS

Errmm they may be a few that I left out… some came late, some came for a while. Horn yang wanted to come, but he just got back from Australia when I called, and he overslept haha. So he didn’t make it.

Oh back to her cute dogs, one of them has been around since when I knew may suan, called misty, that dog reminded me of jo weng, no the dog didn’t look like jo weng, it was because when I was iin form 3 I went to her house when she still lived in mayang and well jo weng and I, were like.. you know ler that time haha.. the other dog though, reminded me or rocky, my aunt’s miniature pinscher that died, and one which I loved.. =.=

So, anyway what did we do, but be Malaysians and eat and eat and eat. We did a surprise for aun wei for his birthday, and boy was that funny hahah..

Even thinking about it now makes me laugh. We all turned off the lights and waited inside the house in a back room, and due to the light from the candle, they made trixie who was holding the cake, hide in the toilet.. Haha a cake hiding in the toilet haha.. Joker la they all, and we were all too busy laughing that we forgot about the cue to start singing so tat the cake will come out of the toilet haha.. Joker la.

Oh, actually my back still hurts, but lately the pain hasn’t been so intense, but may suan’s dog pushed me, now pain again.. Sob, but not as pain when I first hurt my back ler haha.. her dog very big you know, rotwieler, haha don’t know how to spell haha.. Anyway that kind of dog ler, cute, but big.

This kuan fei so cute la, he’s scared of dogs, and seeing him react when one of the dogs came near, was funny ler haha, though pity him a bit for fearing dogs.. Some bad doggy must have bullied him last time… :p

Well, overall I had some fun there la, though I wasn’t really in the mood, I still chatted and laughed a bit here and there. Then ccy came to pick me up and send me home. Smart me forgot my key, so I had to wake my dad up to open the door :p

Overall, was quite a good night la, considering my down mood. Don't know why, but just realised, but when hang out with ccy, mood become better wan haha, good friend hor? Haha..

Ok ler, will miss ccy dearly la.. All of us will ler, huey especially :p

So that’s all for now 待ったね　(matta ne – till later)

-Oracl3-

To everyone:

“circle means forever… no beginning and no end… let our good relationship be… not just an endless line but a circle that goes on and on for a life time”