"so near, yet so far, it escapes my grasp, but i pray that i will no longer fall victim to the darkness, light is my salvation, i shall return to the light, for there is where i truly belong"

十八日九月二００六年：月よ日

The title reads as mondai nai, meaning, no problem. Why did I choose this as the title? Well read on and find out :p

A little of what I have been doing the whole week. Well, my mood has some what improved so it may not be a “little” :p

From the last time I posted, nothing much went on, I was just watching anime and lazing around, getting scolding from my mum that I do nothing at all. Which I don’t deny; I just moped around the house, losing my temper here and there =.=

Since my mood is better, I will take the chance here to say sorry to those that I had given a hard time during those really down times, especially my parents who had to face my mood the most. And let’s all hope that, my mood doesn’t drop again, since it has been somewhat elevated. -_-’

Oh but I’m not sorry for giving some of you a piece of my mind, I took my brother’s advice and decided to just let it out, no point being the angel outside when inside I’m so devilish…

Ok, now back to what I’ve been doing. I think the last time I blogged was yee sin’s farewell? Darn I deleted all the old posts left in my computer, so I can’t check. Anyway I will only write what I remember la :p

十三日九月：水よ日 – nothing much happened, just lazed around a bit. The night before was online with Ee Va, and she suggested that me, Ai kun and Mel, go yum cha and meet some of the law people. So since I had nothing to do at home, I was like, okay la, very long never see some of this people also, so initially she said 8.30pm but then that dragged till almost 10 something pm where I was starting to get annoyed and lazy to go.

As most of you people know I’m not really a punctual person, and though I’m patient, the maximum that I will wait is an hour. But oh well, since she did message me to say that she will be late, so I just had to wait. Just at the moment when I was deciding of backing out cause I was getting lazy, they told me they were on their way. So I had no choice.

Well, don’t regret going out. Initially wanted to go to secret recipe in my area, but we went out so late that it was an hour to closing time, so we went to SS2 KTZ to yum cha. Who went? Well obviously Ee Va who was our driver, the 3 mentioned above, Shah, Suki, Joel, Alvin & his friends, & ming choi..

ermm I think that’s about it. I was kind of quiet again, but then again it was so noisy there, that for me to talk I had to raise my voice and I felt like sore throat, so I didn’t really talk much. Of course there are pictures, but they are with Ee Va cause I forgot my camera. So I have to wait for her to send the pictures to me. =.=

After that got home at bout 12 something in the morning, went online for a bit then went to bed.

十四日九月：木よ日 – ermm, Thursday, woke up earlier then my usual time, I actually woke up in the morning haha instead of at 1pm. The reason being was that, I had people coming over. Who came over? Well chi ming, Mel and Nick leong, came over. As I had recently acquired a burner, I stole even more animes from chi ming’s external hard drive haha. Later when mel came over, we went to ming tien for lunch; I brought my little baby along, he was such a good boy :p

Well then as nick leong came late, and as he hasn’t eaten yet, so I left chi ming, mel and nick there to eat and chat while I ran a few errands, namely, going to the bank, buying my manga, and collecting the music book that I already photocopied.. Now I only need to think how to return the book to huey :p

All the while, while doing my errand I left my little baby in their care, he was such a good boy, he just sat down there only and didn’t move, well he was sitting on a chair anyway haha.. Guess he was scared that his mummy don’t want him :p

After that we headed back to my house, and while mel and chi ming gawked over the huge amount of anime that nick had brought for me, (nick did “anime spring cleaning” haha and I am MPPJ taking what he don’t want haha)

I took out the mahjong. Haha thanks nick for the anime :p but I don’t have much time left, to watch it yet. Has wah jiang burnt the bleach yet? =.= if I have no time to watch here I think I will bring it over with me to watch :p

So we had mahjong, haha, chi ming and I are real jokers la, as I had taught some of you people before, I remember teaching you all that, different people and places may have different rules, but the essential basics are the same.

So, bottom line was, that chi ming and I had different rules. Well to be honest, I’m more used to playing 4 people, while chi ming is used to 3 people? Anyway, his rules and mine can be used la, just that it’s confusing so we took “rule” turns. Haha this round follow my rules, next round his rules :p but I think mostly was my rules :p but my 3people rules comes from li mei wan wor… sigh.. don’t know la

Mel had to leave early to collect her visa, so nick took her place, and he learnt mahjong haha, for the first few rounds of his game we played “open” i.e. everybody show their cards, as some of you know, when I play I don’t arrange my cards so playing open is not much loss for me haha, just that chi ming and I were like, kiasu haha.. Real joker la both of us had a real good laugh and lots of fun. Thanks chi ming, and thanks to mel and nick, mahjong couldn’t be played without either one of you.

I tried 2 people mahjong with ccy last time remember? Did I blog about that? Anyway, it’s super baka haha and impossible.

So played mahjong till about 5 something in the evening then all of them left cause I had piano class at 6pm.

Went for piano class, my piano teacher, dolly seemed a little sad, cause that’s my last piano lesson with her. We are kind of close for student and teacher cause we both love anime, and we are constantly exchanging anime and sometimes we go anime shopping together. Sigh those were the times, anyway not like I won’t be coming back anymore. Have to come back… =.=

So that’s bout it, after piano class went home, ate, watch tv and anime and sleep.

Nothing much happened on Friday besides the usual stuff, and oh getting scolding from my mum for being such a slug, which so totally doesn’t move =.= so we will jump to Saturday.

十六日九月：土よ日 – woke up late, as I was watching law of ueki the night before, woke up, to my mum scolding me, wait, I think she scolded me on Friday la…. Well Saturday woke up, ate porridge had corn, then… =_=’ what did I do? Damn, can’t remember.

The only thing I remember is, oh, I sorted through the mountain of anime that nick gave me on Thursday, wah, most of them mecha anime.. -_-“ Well sorted through what I liked, though as I said before unfortunately, no time to watch. I only have 11 days before my flight.

Lately, I’ve tidied my room, and took out all the sweaters that I can wear and will be bringing over, but either than that, nothing done, haven’t done medical check up and all yet =.= sigh… no offer letter can’t do anything, so when I get it, it’s going to be a super busy week for me.

Anyway, after sorting through the anime, I went online and discovered that my computer needed a software update, doing that at home was like, telling tmnet to charge me 100 bucks straight away, so I packed it all up and brought it to xian ai’s house.

Which brings me to, what was I doing at her house? Haha, well today, the scouter council held a farewell for her, she was after all the scouter council chairperson. And lately, due to my exam I didn’t really hang out much with the scouter council, so I wasn’t so close to them.. =.=

Anyway, she told them that I was leaving too, so it became a joint farewell thing. The Scouter council loves to have barbeque, well, I don’t think any of you people noticed, but, if you’ve been following my post, it’s true, this round it was pot luck. Thank goodness, I was thinking I sure die from sore throat.

So, I went to Ai kun’s house at bout 4pm and made apple pie with her, then I dropped by mel’s house to curi bleach anime haha. And well she wanted some stuff from me, so I said that I will go home and burn it for her.

After that, tried and tried to use the internet in Ai kun’s house to no avail… so chatted with her sister and waited for the others to arrive. Wow some of them really punctual. Haha..

Err.. who came for the scouter council organised farewell ar? Wah a lot wor.. Some came super late, some just came to drop by only for a little while only.. errm I will try to mention all that I remember.. Sigh too bad I don’t have broadband if not I can just post the pictures, then I don’t have to rack my memory haha..

Ermm who went.. Vincent, zhon liang, sooi kuan, Melissa (although she was a none scout, Ai kun asked her to come too haha, we all baka, baka, wanted to say that mel was a DJ scout, but then again DJ scouts no girls wan la haha :p)

kuan fei, aun wei, kuan fei’s familiar looking-I –think -I –met- her- before girlfriend; Anita. Ermm swee kit, kwee kiat, tuck long, yoon kong, bobby (? - Don’t know this guy… never seen before, then again, I think I’ve seen him before haha, anyway he’s in the same batch as tuck long)

Su yi, Angeline, sook ping, sheng mae, Caroline, Jason, Charles, cheng keat, horng yang, Edwin, hwee ming, Vincent (this is not a typo, there were two vincents, one quite old liao haha another is one year younger, the younger one is my teman main abseiling last time) trixie aka pei san, imi… 26 people all in all? I don’t know whether I left out anyone…

Cause well there were too many people, and I would be like eh, suddenly only this guy is here or something like that haha oh, this kuan fei thought that Ai kun’s house was mine haha, but he was also thinking can’t be, cause he has been to my house before, and it wasn’t his first time in her house.

Anyway he had that thinking cause I was like taking out the plates and all, and acting like a host.. celaka, bad habit of mine to do & take over things =.= but anyway Ai kun was busy entertaining people, and since I had nothing to do, and during that time I still felt “down” so I didn’t want to socialise much I kept myself busy.

In the end, I’m still me, I can’t be a hermit for long with so many people around, sigh, so I ended up being.. What else? But “me” and started my super loud laughing and all haha.. Haven’t had that much fun with a big crowd of friends for so long :p

So in the end, it’s the people that I’m not that close too, that brought me out of my “rented” shell. So that’s how it was.

After eating, we played a game, where each person takes a card and puts it on their fore head, you can’t look at you own card, but you can see others. And then the rule will be either, the one with the smallest or biggest or both had to finish whatever food or drink there is.

Everyone will then take turns to pile the food on a plate in the middle or to pour the drinks into the cup. After that, everyone will open their card and the one, which fulfils the criteria, has to finish or the food or drink.

Walueh, play that game also managed to finish a lot of the left over food. Which, I think was the purpose of the game? Haha but I chickened out and started to clean up the place a little… :p I really couldn’t eat anymore, or I would have puked, so I chicken out lor haha.. Know your limit ma :p

After that, I somehow managed to finally go online, cheng keat who works in the computer distribution line said that something was wrong with the router or something like that :p anyway managed to go online to update my software, and at the same time msn with some people, and play monopoly with Ai kun, Imi, Charles and Jason.

Gosh man, how many decades has it been since I last played monopoly? I’ve totally forgotten all the rules and this and that, that I think Jason got quite irritated with me haha.. Cause first, I wasn’t really paying attention to the game and second I forgot every single rule in the book on monopoly, and I was refusing to sell my property to save the others… I was like, if I die, I’m bringing everyone with me haha :p evil no? haha

But, anyway I had no luck in monopoly, I kept landing on the “chance” and what’s it called? “Community chest”? Anyway you get my drift. Celaka, always ended up there, then got sent to jail, backside, how to buy property? Ai kun shared the same fate as I, and our property was the least among all, and we had a lot of money, from the “chance” and all, but no property… sigh.. In the end.. Charles and Jason exchanged property with me haha.. Oh well, I wasn’t really paying attention to the game anyway.. :p

Question.. Why are people so curious as to whether I have a boyfriend? Don’t have is don’t have la.. Haha this Edwin looked through my camera, in which the pictures haven’t been deleted since bon odori and pointed and asked (the picture that ro and I took on gene’s birthday in BTS) my boyfriend ar?

Then I of course la say no, (though I was like sweat -_-‘ I mean do we look like that? No right… some people… if you say gene and I, more like it la haha) then he saw the picture of me and gene during gene’s graduation, I straight away say no, before he can ask haha.. He also like.. Hmm this girl know I’m going to ask liao ahah

Then this imi ask whether horng yang my boyfriend… alamak.. Maybe I should post a notice on my head saying I’m single la ahhaha.. I thought such incidences limited to relatives only, mana tau it has spread to friends liao.. Haha maybe cause 20 already la this year.. So people kind of expect hor? :p

Anyway sometimes people can be really amusing, no? keke that’s what makes life interesting, and full of colour and fun to be in :p

Now here comes the reason as to why this post is called mon dai nai haha..

Ok, before the monopoly game, aun wei had went home to get his self invented board game, and a bottle of black label/whisky (I was told that it’s 40% alcohol, horng yang let me taste it diluted with ice, and I was like “yuck” it really taste horrid la, compared to the usual wine or beer that I drink.. =.=)

And we played a stupid, funny drinking game haha.. The board is divided into 4 corners of different colours, namely, pink, blue, green and yellow. The team of each colour had a motto that they must say before they drink, and for the pink team which was aun wei’s group, his first drinking partner was lynn, but since he always kena, so he changed a lot of partners, and he ended up with, Edwin, Vincent senior, and Ai kun’s sister; Xian Ching. Vincent senior was supposed to be my team’s back up haha..

Ok after that in the green corner we had trixie and imi, and in the yellow corner, but they were wearing read “bandanas” were Jason and charles. Each group are supposed to tie a cloth of their group colour on their head…

Mine was blue, and my partner was Ai kun haha.. The game was that we throw a dice and move our tokens, the board consists of papers of the 4 teams’ colours, and numbers, so lets say if I throw the dice and I move 6 steps and I land on a pink square with the number 2, it means that all the members of the pink team must drink 2 shots each. (I really need to upload the picture la, so hard to explain haha)

The game continues until everyone ends up in “jail” the first and subsequent teams to enter “jail” first no longer throw the dice, but each team member drinks a shot during their turn. There are also chance squares, where if you land there, you get to pick which team you want to drink, and they will throw the dice to determine how many shots. These shots are not per team member but the whole team.

Anyway.. Before you drink you must say your team motto at least once, if you forget and you drink, you have to drink another shot.

So aun wei’s team’s motto was gambatte kudasai, errr direct translation would mean, please give it your all. Trixie’s team’s motto, gochisosama meaning, thank you for the meal, basically it’s something that is said after a meal. Jason’s team’s motto was, nodoga kawakagimashita(I think) which means I’m thirsty.

My team? Haha your guess is right. Mine was mon dai nai, no problem :p

So who kena the most shots? Aun wei’s team that’s why he had to keep changing partners haha, the 2nd most to kena was my team, but I tahan longer than his partners and him haha, but around the ending of the game I reached my limit already == haha so tuck loong, and Vincent senior had to help me drink :p

The 3rd team to kena the most was trixie’s team, finally followed by Jason’s team. Haha I didn’t want to throw the dice, cause when I did, it always ended up on my own team colour, if you throw on your own colour also you have to drink =.= damn man, I drank more than my limit that day.

To make myself feel better I had to induce vomiting… makes me sound bulimic haha but I only do that when I drink over my limit. That’s how I keep sober after that haha..

Ai kun’s limit was lower then mine so I drank more than her =.= follow mum side can drink quite a lot haha.. oh by the way the concoction that we drank was a mixture of lye-chee, coke, and black label.

Which my mum says is not right, you get drunk faster that way actually, whisky is supposed to be diluted with ice or water not other drinks especially gassy drinks.. Guessed that’s why so fast konk out la ahha The initial first round the drink was still very diluted, but the bar tender a.k.a swee kit who had helped xian ai drink a bit also, put too much black label la.. Can taste it.. =.=

Anyway as aun wei kena the most haha, he was acting drunk so fast already ahha.. joker la hilarious to see this kind of people..

After the game ended, we took some pictures and tuck loong sent me home.. Thanks tuck loong! For the second time in my life, I drank until I can’t even stand up without help and couldn't walk straight haha.. But after a little while got better la… The first time that happened was 3 years ago la I think haha.. This is the second time haha.. But the last time I drank this much was at the last family gathering? Ermm no I think Adelaide was the last time I drank so much haha..

Anyway went home, and hit the bed.. But damn couldn’t sleep.. Weird right? Usually after drinking so much one would just konk out, but I couldn’t sleep so I went online for an hour or so, till I developed a headache and got sleepy, then hit the sack..

rowie has a blog now haha but his background colour same as gene’s one la.. ro, wanna change colour or not? I can help you change haha.. That’s what I did for mine haha.. :p

ermm anyway, that was about it for the party then. Oh ya, Ai kun’s mum’s asam laska the soup is damn nice ahha.. no MSG or wat not.. nice haha

Anyway on Sunday helped my mum cook. Nothing much went on, watched forensic heroes (a tvb drama) with her then hit the sack.

十八日九月-slept late cause watched bleach and the forensic heroes, woke up to dad’s phone call asking me to call my lecturer for my results… no need to say la, study of course pass wan la sigh.. But offer letter not here yet.. So see how la.. Anyway for the next 3 nights, including this night, I’ll be going out. Tonight, I will be going out to maybe get some stuff for my going over to UK, and yum cha with my shin (thomas) and other people.

The yum cha got cancelled, cause well, Thomas had a funeral to attend, and I went out shopping to get stuff that I will need to bring over to the UK. (Kind of tired liao, sorry Thomas :p) For the first time in my life, I now own a pair of shoes, which cost over 70 bucks haha

Yes, I may sound a little sad, but the truth was that, I was still growing until I entered college. Now, this past two years, I stop growing lioa. Sigh.. I’m stuck at a measly 163cm, but today after my shoe shopping horror, I’m thankful in a way, and actually want to be slightly shorter. Maybe 160 isn’t that bad.

Anyway, why on earth did I say that, when all the while I had been lamenting that I’m short (well if you always hung out with guys, you would feel short too =.=) cause well, those ghost people, (translate to Chinese youself) are baka people the maximum size that they have for women shoes is 7 ½ , my size is 8, so imagine my horror tat I had to buy those bulky, ugly looking guy shoes instead..

Okay, they aren’t that ugly but they sure are bulky.. Anyway, found one, which still looked a tad feminine and had my size. So happy la today haha, it’s not bad the shoes. Nike hehe… my first pair of expensive shoes… :p so in away, becoming bantut, has its blessings, being tall doesn’t really have it’s blessings haha.. More like having big feet are a curse haha :p

Ok back to this week’s plans….

Tuesday night is suki’s birthday party in KL, and Wednesday, is a farewell that chi ming organised for mel, Ai kun & I. if anyone who is still in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia is reading this, please RSVP with me by Tuesday 19th September 7pm if I don’t hear from you, it’s assumed you are not going.. If you are going to drop by please give me a call, thanks.

So that’s all for the time being, my post has reached it’s usual super long length :p so I guess that I will end here now.

-Oracl3-

"be gracious, and jolly, for the darkness is moving, behold the coming of light!l Let's pray that we shall not be enveloped by such darkness again" (talking about eclipse, last time olden day people are ignorant ma, they don't know ma... -.-)

the quotes this round are lame... but, i don't care, the quotes all this while were just a means to express myself..