✿ 未来が見える : Flow© ✿
The smooth surface,
Almost mirror like,
Watching it unknowingly,
I entered its flow,
Unconsciously submerged by it,
Fighting to grasp the sky,
Before being pulled down again,
Following it’s flow,
Unable to turn back,
The road is set;
I shall head to sea,
Can you see the future?
It’s unpredictable
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the title is in kanji and it means tat i am in australia.. well actually i am not yet there ,but i am waiting for my flight which is another 2hours away, i board at 2345.. so u can c how much time i hv left... sob~and since changi airport has fast free internet access i decieded to make use of it to say somethin here, hahah oh i saw some japanese students here, i think they were on a class trip or something, from their uniform i think i can safely say tat they are in menegah tinggi, meaning that they are bout 15-16? cos they start schooling a year earlier than us.. so they enter junior high school at 12 i think then senior high school at 15.. so from their uniform tat is wat i deduced la.. quite suprised to see them here.. i mean like wow, they can have class trips outsied japan.. with the red tapes in our school here, tat is soooo damn impossible man...
errrmm ohya...they oni give us 15 minutes per session to log in (but i keep on login in again muahahahaha to check mail etc) and we can on ly open one browser at a time here and i oni have 6 minutes left to type this hahah
so wat is there to say? as i have already said on my tagboard i will b in australia so there wont b any updates, but anywya lately i got lazy anyway, n i didnt post much, so errrmmm
when i ul the pictures from my cam then i can post la how was my trip to aus is la hahaha....
for the time being i have nothing much to say, except that i am quite bored and i am tired cos i am standing and typeing this and its aboutn 10pm here liao..
oh yesterday i went for troop meeting but i had to leave early to hv lunch with my mum's frens and with a doc chong tat my bro met in AUS
we wnt to eat dimsum at SS2 tai thong, not bad the food there.. quite nice and also dad said it was reasonable hahah i dunno la.... no comment on tat
but it was yummy man, eat until i was full to the brim, then dr chong's fren unc chan i called him, was quite a nice fellow to strike up a conversation with me, i so poor thing u noe, the oni young one there the youngest person there.. the 2nd youngest was 55yrs old so u imagine la... no topic in common sigh...
after tat, we cmae home rested then we went back to bentong to drop off my little baby boy hahha.. (we stayed overnite, so today when we came down i had to elave him there..no matter, my camoera is filled with pics n videos of him hahahha) he was like so sad, but he seems quite ok this round, i called my aunt when i was in KLIA and she said that this round its much better, though he still refuses to eat his medicaton hahaha
oh my dog is on medication cos he injured his head, got a it infected got fever la nd all sorts la, that was last week, he's faring much better already.. just tat he needs to finish his course of antibiotic...
either than tat i think shld b no prob la, my aunt said that this round at least he is eating hahahha
wat else oh manik kayu is coming up and i cant go cos i will b in aus, the manik kayu is on the 30th o fmarch and unfortunately i am still in AUS
fated la tat i cant take my MK1, last time also like tat, n they oni have it once a year oni so if i miss this i hv to wait for nxt yr when i am not around cos i will b in UK hahahha fated fated, shouldn't become scouter
y ar, the first yr i was a scouter i din register in time, cos i din even noe tat i neededtoo, no one told me.. c la how important i am to the troop i wonder why i slave away for the trooop... my love for scouting has hoi sei me (in otr words it is my death...)hahah
(neway if not for ai kun i actually don wan to come back already, i wanted to b a sleepin scouter already..but its not entirely her fault la... i mean i hv to b free willing also wert hahahha)
the 2nd yr i had extra class which id are not ponteng cos the teacher threatened us, and i din noe about the MK also until the day of the MK.. Ai kun told me on the day itself, i was like sigh wan to go also cant liao la
now the third yr i am in AUS sigh.. fated fated....i noe in advance this roind but no point, i am also registered already but also ... sigh.. fated....
oh, some dunno hor, u need to take MK 1 to pass as a qualified scouter, as it is i am oni an acting scouter now, and well i just use my experince to help Ai kun out oni wan la...
oh n yee sin called and chatted w me yesteday, hahahso rare for him to call and i wasteed time cos i complained about jason to him and all n he told me to quit scouting hahahha
wat i complained about ar?kekke here is my complaint
jason the scouter who is oni one year senior than me is driving me up the walls, just because he is older & more expereinced he does't repsect me, he keeps on going on behind my back i was the camp adviser for the camp and he was the senior section leader, so he shld report to me, but noooo.. he never told me a thing, everything also i had to find out through otr ppl such a pain man
then now i asked him to write a report on teh camp for me, he gave me all sort of lame excuses, n said that i shld talk to ai kun, its obvious he doesnt wan to deal w me.. he doesnt like me for no good reason as far as i can see and he also doesnt respect me
unfortunately everytime i confront him there are alot of scouts around so i dont wan to start anything, so i just say wat is neccessay, like pls gimme ur report n then leave..
not good to let the scouts see scoters arguing..
neway this jason ahs nothing to say to my arguments also, cos i have a point there.. he ar.. just power crazy oni, and arrogant and egoistic...
just becos i hv no post he doesnt want to deal w me, its like he's some kind of supreme being in which i need a pengantara for, u noe like his god n i nd a preist to get to him, ass hole man that guy.. make me so pissed.. arghhh.. but he's not worth stressin bout, just typing it down here to release my anger oni and bitch about him also hahahha
anyway in the end he told ai kun tat he din wan to write the report.. asshole guy.. like dare not talk to me at all or don wan to talk to me... cis.. useless guy...ok la anyway i hv no time liao i ran out of time limit have to post this before they cut me off hahahah also there are ppl waiting to use the com n i hogg it for an hour liao hahha so better let ppl check la, meb they hv something important... don b inconsiderate hor? kekekkeactaully i wan to catch some shut eye also.. the last flight i took i couldnt sleep in the plane, but then again it was Qantas and it had very little space like leg space etc, so it wasnt comfortable.. meb this round in SIA i can sleep la haha but still to b safe better try to catch sme shut eye first, but though i think i can here, its so bright la in the airport here... sob~anyway tats all la for now, this poor ppl hv been waiting so long to use the net .... :p matta ne
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pariamento means parliament its in katakana hence the werid spelling, i said in theprevious post that i would be posting up the parliament pictures so here they are. i wanted to post up some australian pictures but i cant seem to find the cd.. OMG!! i hope i didn't lose it in college.this are the second years that stayed for the second the tour, with some MPs Ai kun couldn't come in remember and Uma left early, the rest didn't come, so this were the only taylor's students that they got haha. the other MPs btw are from BN ya....this is the Dewan NEgara/Senate, nice right?imagine how much taxpayers money has been wasted haha.... behind us is the speakers seat, and on the left and right are the seats for the appointed MPs to sit. sadly i am not in this cause my classmates are blocking me you can only see my forehead haha, the person speaking is the youngest MP there haha she is also in DAP and well she was more or less mostly talking about politics being the man domain and its about time that women enter into it so that we are better represented there in parliament.
ok then this is the last picture. theresa only took 4 for us.. anyway, today my cousin, Ben is selling coookies for 4.50 a packet which has 100g of cookies in it, and well as a good cousin i went to buy a packet, its for the SAM charity drive anyway. and welll i would have asked him to reduce the price even more but the cost is quite expensive according to him. i shall not disclose the price but well he did discuss about the price with me, and well there we have it ladies and gentlemen, 4.50 a packet. the size looks quite reasonable la..
ermm i guess that they should taste nice, haha i haven't eaten it yet, cause i was typing up a short report for the orphanage trip and now this.
i still have two more un assesed assignments to do so i shall see la, i still havent done the camp report also. sigh.. and next week i won't be around already..
you know i wonder whether does my dad read this blog? haha should go home and ask him hor? haha cause there are alot of things that i dare not say here haha cause of that haha..
ohya i want to watch gatekeeper 21 la... sigh... but cant seem to find everytime i go down to KL sob sob.. and also i need to get the FMA movie the conquerer of shambala B4 i go to c my nisan, cause he also want to watch and he cant dl at the moment. sigh, at the rate things are at college with the mooting and all and it is tutorial week i dunno whether i have time to go down and buy anot...
anyway i guess that this is all for now, need to go and have my lunch, because of my cousin i only have 3 dollars left now, so i have to go eat the cheap "chap fan" haha and later i need to do my land law essay if i can, if not i shall go home and do and do my mooting instead. matta ne -Oracl3- Labels: Education, Friends, Law, Politics
The title kuyashi, Can’t really remember what it means, I think it means sad, ( I think it means sad, in a sad kind of way.. get my drift? Haha) well either way, it fitted my feeling on Tuesday which was the 14th. Here is why.
On the 14th of March my law society went to the parliament. After last year’s trip I told myself that I would not go back to that place and sit through another parliament sitting. (I was at a Dewan Rakyat hearing) You can practically die there from boredom.
One of the reasons why it’s so boring is because you are not participating, and well, they are talking about the boring stuff like environmental issues and stuff. Heck even some of the MPs (member of parliament) were sleeping there.
It only gets interesting if they fight I suppose haha, last year they did, but unfortunately we were ushered out when they started the fight, cause they said that another group was coming in.
Anyway back to the main thing, we went there, and unlike last time where we sat through the hearing for only about half an hour, we were sitting there for an hour!! Walaueh, I was like asleep there liao. Cannot tahan, then after that I “went to the toilet” haha, well, Ai kun wore jeans to the parliament see, and they are very strict on their dress code, so she couldn’t go in, so I went to take a look at how she was doing, and well she was fuming so I really went to the loo after that.
After that, we had a tour of the parliament by Theresa Kok (DAP MP) and we got to sit in the Dewan Negara, which is the senate, in English I think. And we got to look around, so that part was cool, the place was really nice, imagine how much tax payer’s money they wasted there haha. They had the portraits of the kings of old, which they changed every 5 years cause there was no space for so many of them, and the 5 portraits of the PMs, and the portraits of the Speakers. (They are kind of like a judge in a hearing but they sit in the parliament instead of the court)
After the tour, we sat in the senate (the chairs are so damn comfortable man) and Theresa Kok gave us a small talk on our political system, (she alos told us how the political system overseas was like-intersting you know, that part...)which I don’t have to mention here, cause although it’s true, ISA might still catch me or sue me for slander, though it’s true. Yes I purposely emphasised on the word true; anyway, it’s not anything we Malaysians don’t know, the unfairness of the system etc. It’s common knowledge to us, but it was interesting to see it from the opposition party’s point of view, and to learn that they actually bring up the more important issues, which I fear to mention.. ISA wa kowai.. -_-”
Ermm there are some pictures that Theresa Kok took for us, cause we were not allowed to bring any cameras in. which I shall load later, or I shall edit this post and add them in, it’s only four pictures so it should be no problem, she sent it to us already. Haha, so just wait for it la.
On another note, today (18th march 2006) we went to The Pure Life Society, it’s an orphanage in Puchong, but the children/kids there aren’t actual orphans, they actually have parents but because their parents are too poor, they are placed there. It was mostly Indians there, and we met only one Chinese boy aged 12 his name was Kam Kee, if his surname was Lee it would have been really funny haha. (If you don’t get the joke means you don’t cook Chinese cuisine, anyway feel free to ask la if you are curious)
It was okay I suppose the orphanage houses kids from the ages of I think 5 was the youngest one I saw, but apparently they keep them till they are 23. But I only saw the kids, the oldest one I saw was 14, so I have no idea where the rest went, maybe shy gua, we are about their age anyway..
Errmm for this trip, we collected stuff, cause well I suggested during the law society meeting (I am the treasurer or the COH member muahaha ) that we do it the Taman S.E.A. way where we collect stuff for them, you know old cloths, toys, books, foodstuff and all, wrap them nicely and send it to them.
My class as usual wasn’t very participative, but the September intakes for the first years were, they donated a lot of stuff I can tell you. There were boxes and boxes of stuff. And well it was kind of fun going through them, but then I had to go for a mooting session with Sandy when we were wrapping it up on Thursday.
So what did we do at the orphanage, well played some games with them, a game called traffic lights, where, the person in front counts to three and says a traffic light colour and turns everyone has to stop you know that game. And after that musical chairs as well. And the last one was lucky draw.
I was awkward with a lot of kids around, for those of you people, well you know I don’t like kids so that’s it haha, but well I discovered that I don’t like spoilt brats actually, not kids in general. I am just not used to kids.
Cause when I was young there were no babies around until I turned like what 10? And before that time I had never touched a baby at all, seen from far yes, but never touched. So I am not used to kids, those younger than me by maybe 4 years I can still handle I suppose, but not kids la…. teenagers, ok la since I am a scouter and I deal with them quite often.
But anyway it was ok. This jiun yu ar.. errr.. No comment la.. (You never know who reads this hahha) but anyway, that fella dress like he’s going to pasar malam only, apa la… Mr Joseph sent Mel, Ai kun and I home, and on the way we had a sudden craving for cake so we asked sir to drop us off at La Manila and we sat there had a slice of cake each and chatted then walked back to my house in a slight drizzle of rain.
Oh and at the time we were walking to my house, Mel, Ai kun and I were suddenly saying that Jun (don’t know how to spell his name, and this is only his middle name, full name I know but keke himitsu desu muahahha) was quite short, and then suddenly Mel and Ai kun were saying that he was kind of cute.
I was like “ya meh” cause if you guys know me, I am a bit like Son Goku in Dragonball, (in the sense that I can’t really tell the obvious kind of difference kind of thing, I can definitely differentiate normal guys and girls from each other.) I don’t really know how to differentiate the good-looking people with the ok looking ones. :p anyway, but just to join in, I said that he had cute dimples haha, I really didn’t know what else to say.. Haha
Anyway we were all saying that he was short, and those two were saying that it was such a waste, haha then Ai kun said “wah, just because short eliminated liao” haha. Well if that is true then cham lor all the short guys. Don’t need to find girlfriends liao haha, but I guess it depends on preference la, Mel just doesn’t like short guys anyway. Me ar? Ok lor, prefer either same height or taller better though. If short, then not to short la, I think the guy would also feel inferior haha..
Oh yes, for the past two weeks my wisdom tooth had been killing me. (If you recall I complained a few times in the previous posts, i finally went to the dentist on friday, walk in, waitied for 3 hours to see the dentist...) why ar? Well let’s see, cause the tooth is coming out senget, so it’s stuck and then my gum cracked to let it out see, and then the gum/wound got infected, resulting in my on and off slight fever which developed into a fever, the whole past two weeks, and when I complain to my mum, she was like nothing wan la, a bit of pain I cry wolf liao. Ceh.. Hey it’s serious you know, I have to go for surgery to remove the tooth and I am currently on antibiotics, and paracetomal (or known as Panadol to some of you)
But the surgery is later la, just thinking of it makes me want to cry, Sob~ I very the scared la, especially of the injection, sob sob.. But what to do..? Sigh.. Anyway I have to wait for the antibiotics to run its course, wait for the inflammation to go down, go for an X-ray and then the surgery.. sob sob kowai ne….
But anyway, another anyway haha, as I said, I overuse the word haha, so anyway, that’s all for now. Am quite tired, just want to check my mail then hit the sack, as tomorrow morning I might be going out with my parents. Matta ne, oyasuminasai
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Labels: Education, Friends, Ill, Law, Personal Thoughts, Politics, Random Rambling
hahah it just means bye bye avatar hahah.. well... the avatar was oni up for one day when i decieded to remove it.why ar? cos it takes up too much space lor, my TB and all cant appear and even the avatar too.. neway tat one not very nice to play with also... so aiyah just remove la.. i suka suka play play oni last nite hahahanyway tats all la.. have to finish up my dinner and really start work laio... arghh.. my own death..haha my parents left me home alone again ahhah but am eating alst nite's left over spaggetti ekke.. so shal study... benkyo shimasu.. gambatte (must study...cheer up/jia you)matta ne-Oracl3-Labels: Farewell, Random Rambling
the title means "my avatar" for those observant ppl ...hahah if u notice above my TB there is my yahoo avatar hahah, so now u can tell my mood and wtr by looking at the avatar la..(thogh u might have to squint its super chibi/small.. -.-') for those who like to analyze behaviour, analyze away.. figure out why i choose such a background, clothes style n pet hahahha.. though the pet is a big giveaway.. its little roscoe la... hahhai seem to like black hair and green eyes, dunno y.. why do i like green eyes? hmmm~ looks nicer with black hair gua hahaha dunno la.. simply playing around.. quite fun u noe... it was like last time when we were young... us girls used to play dressing up dolls? (yes... i used to play with dolls for a short time... geez wat is with u ppl.. am i tat tomboyish??!! so neway..back to the point... ) haha quite fun in a way la i suppose.. (tats y i played for a short time oni, it gets boring after a while) anyway u wouldn't beileve all the ncie cloths the avatar had hahah how i wished i had some of those cloths too hahahaso anyway, i spent the whole of friday playing with the avatars, cos i have 3 yahoo accts and i made avatars for each one and for my mum too.. so although i put on msn, "mooting, company, equity & trust, and land.. wah college trying to kill?! oh and there's the camp report too.. die lor" i am really signing my own death certificate here hahah.. playing with this kind of things.. oh and i also did an IQ test ...well testS today hahaha.. i am not baka muahahha.. but i dunno whether can rely anot wan lor.. the results all say tat i am a mathematical person.. for those who noe me hahah its a shock no?? hahah but meb cos the questions they gave were easy.. and well mostly based on logic actually... so how much is my IQ u ask?kekeek well ok la i will tell hahha the first test i took which was the normal general IQtest gave me a 131 marks... i got 6 mistakes out of 40 well wasn't really paying attention to it cos i was doing the avatars at the same time hahahthe 2nd test which is the SUPER IQ test hahah i got 141 (3mistakes out of 54 i think)and it also said tat i was good in maths hahah.. well the questions they gave were like logic and modern maths kind of question la so of course i can do...(ahah remind me of the time back in tmn SEA, my mod maths result always 40 all the way from form 4 till form 5 then in trials shot up to 98 muahahahha so meb i really am a maths genuis ekkekek) if they give addmaths question i can go die for them to see hahha.. quite fun la... but u really have to concentrate when doing it to get accurate results.. i suppose.... anyway the tests are quite simple if you have common sense then jadi la..oh one thing is the IQ test has proven .. well it has finally given evidence... tat my ENG isn't actually all that superb... but anwyay i guess its due to my lack of reading now a days.. (theyaa sk for the antonyms of words.. which i nvr heard of hahha)i dont read much liao.. no time and lazy, and no place to source books... :( so anyway they said taht and average person usually scores between 70-129... so means i am slightly above average la hahahha... watashi wa baka wa nai zo (i am not stupid after all hahha) so for those who wans to take the super IQ test.. click here.. u will hv to sign up unless u already have a tickle account..http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/?c=42517&a_code=GZqYGReZhJeqgJc2gJs8GJcyhBk4gjArmlE3&test=superiqogtanyway got to go to bed now, my parents expect me to cook an all american breakfast for them ahhaha c la if i can wake up anot.. they all ar.. seronoknya for them hahah i cooked dinner for them .. spagetti heheheh one person cook everything you noe, don play play hahhaso anyway that's all for now. having slight fever no thanks to my stupid wisdom tooth, which keeps causing me excrutiating pain.. *sob* just hope that it doenst get infected la.. the gum on teh left lower wisdom tooth is breaking so tat the tooth can come out.. u can actually move the gum tissue around cos part of it break off liao but it's pain like hell.. open mouth also pain, chew also pain sigh..... ohya gomen ray kun, my computer hang, and when i reconnect u sudah pun MIA.. another time la meb sat nite la ya.. since its already 1.20am that will mean tonite hahha.. so matta neas u guys can tell by the spelling etc i did this direct again muhahhaminna oyasumi nasai-Oracl3-Labels: Friends, Ill, Just For Fun, Random Rambling
the title just means tat my body hurts.. why? well lets see, on sunday i was forced to do push ups as a baka leadership by example thing... wah i haven't done push ups for centuries man, really i tell you, shoulder pain, abdomen pain etc. n to top it off my wisdom tooth is hurting me again.. y wont the damn thing just come out?! thus my untold misery and pain. spent monday till today resting around, and well, my muscles dont hurt so much liao but so sad, i cant go out, cos muscle pain. huey ask me to go swimming but how to go? body pain... sighanyway, its been quite some time since i updated.. well the reasons .. u guys now about it.. so lets see how did the past week go?for one, tutorials .. we got the usual " u must come prepared for tutorials" nagging stuff from the teachers, but we survived...errmm the mooting thing, next monday sandy wans to c me again, this time she's already asking us to memorize wat we have written instead of read... kuso no sensei da.. i behtahan her laio... when can the mooting be over!! arghhhh!!errr.. the camp.. oooh tat one had really made me pissed... well for one, it's a scout camp rite?so shouldn't it b scouts who handle everything??!! but NOOOOooooo.. i tell u sthg wrong with the now generation lor, last time scouters nvr played such an active role u noe. heck they weren't even there ....but since last yr campfire.. we hv been slaving for the scouts, not to say tat its wrong.. wait it is wrong.. if we do it for them when are they gonna learn?most annoying is they dunno don wan to admit, screw up, we hv to pick up after them, then they don like scouters somemore so they wont come to look for us.. i tell u... then their seniors also baka baka wat also dunno or wont help them.. sigh the generations now is so selfish lor.. tis everyman for himself, if i die, die w me tat kind of attitude... .. really beh tahan them mananyway i was a slave for the scouts this camp, and it wouldn't had been that bad if i had help,(it was abd enough tat scouters have to slave for them!!) instead of running a one woman show.. and this tuck loong keep asking for this and tat.. i really felt like i was in the apprentice man., organising a malam kebudayaan in less than a day.. now.. the oni hitch was tat i dont have a team, cos my team consisted of only me myself and i. so tats how it went.. for me camp sucked.. big timealwin, the camp chief who is the scout, well cant blame him since yee ern refused to help him and its his first time handling this thing, but nevertheless he should hv looked up or asked how to b a camp chief, but then gain, time did not permit... arghh screw everything.. it was all so 1/4 fish and 3/4 duck...!!!!anyway, the camp i would say... wasn't a succes just tat it was ok and at least evrything was up and running, jsut tat it can b GREATLY improved on!!one thing about it is tat the SC seems to hv suddenly taken a "no blame policy".. "no one was wrong, we are all learning yada yada bu bu...."wah i tell u, i really couldn't take it tat i cried in front of cheng keat man.... sigh.. first time i cry in front of otr ppl who is not family... but no.. it was not the sobbing my eyes out, it was just tearing, cos i was so pissed!! (i tear when i am very pissed.. some of u shld noe tat)and for the past two weeks i had alot to carry by myself, and well, eventhough its camp and i concentrated solely on the camp, the otr stuff is still there. get my drift? i wanted to cry since last week already, but i tahan until tat day malam kebudayaan.. i mean the pressure of not oni the camp but eveyrthing just came at me la.. sigh dunno how to explain..oh another thing tat pissed me is the probationary scouters.. hello??!! i also wan to enjoy u noe.. but this ppl.. i tell u.. lousy ppl they ar.. well not all are.. there are those tat helped me and i am very thankful to them, without them i would hv been a goner liao.. so those tat helped me..zong liang, daniel, vincent, and mohan they were the oni probationary scouters and actually the only scouters tat helped me alot through out the whole camp.. especially zong liang. others tat helped in any tiny or big way were fung chuan, ai kun, yew meng, nicholas seoh...i learnt something new from mohan, sthg we nvr learnt as scouts, and it was interesting hahaha, hey my square lashing is still chun man.. don play play.. still tight and all.. haha daniel said mine is the best among the girls hahah wat not? mine was better than his muahahhahspeaking of daniel, tat guy better return my shirt man, or i will skin him alive.. which shirt? neh the one where ccy designed, the black taekwando shirt....well a bit here and there, fung chuan mostly helped in the kitchen... hahahha.. so tats all.. enough on the camp... after i get hypertension hahaha...oh.. my dad's BM is quite funny la hahha, he wanted to test his BM, or rather encode his email so he wrote in BM.. hahahha i laughed when i read it man hahahah and furthermore with my painful abdomen, it was no easy feat, i was crying from mirth, so you can tell hahhaha...anwyay this week am on reading week, but din come online cos i was recuperating hahah anyway been wasting the week watching tv.. u noe i hv this craving for a certain kind of food, i dunno wat i am craving for, tats the problem.. i ve ate all the stuff i usually crave for , and i still hv tat feelin.. hmmmm~neway enough for now la.... don mind the spelling n grammar, i din type this in words.. i did it direct... hahhahaja ne-Oracl3-Labels: Anger, Rant, Scouts
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