the title just means tat my body hurts.. why? well lets see, on sunday i was forced to do push ups as a baka leadership by example thing...

wah i haven't done push ups for centuries man, really i tell you, shoulder pain, abdomen pain etc. n to top it off my wisdom tooth is hurting me again.. y wont the damn thing just come out?!

thus my untold misery and pain. spent monday till today resting around, and well, my muscles dont hurt so much liao but so sad, i cant go out, cos muscle pain. huey ask me to go swimming but how to go? body pain... sigh

anyway, its been quite some time since i updated.. well the reasons .. u guys now about it.. so lets see how did the past week go?

for one, tutorials .. we got the usual " u must come prepared for tutorials" nagging stuff from the teachers, but we survived...

errmm the mooting thing, next monday sandy wans to c me again, this time she's already asking us to memorize wat we have written instead of read... kuso no sensei da.. i behtahan her laio... when can the mooting be over!! arghhhh!!

errr.. the camp.. oooh tat one had really made me pissed... well for one, it's a scout camp rite?

so shouldn't it b scouts who handle everything??!! but NOOOOooooo.. i tell u sthg wrong with the now generation lor, last time scouters nvr played such an active role u noe. heck they weren't even there ....

but since last yr campfire.. we hv been slaving for the scouts, not to say tat its wrong.. wait it is wrong.. if we do it for them when are they gonna learn?

most annoying is they dunno don wan to admit, screw up, we hv to pick up after them, then they don like scouters somemore so they wont come to look for us.. i tell u... then their seniors also baka baka wat also dunno or wont help them.. sigh the generations now is so selfish lor.. tis everyman for himself, if i die, die w me tat kind of attitude... .. really beh tahan them man

anyway i was a slave for the scouts this camp, and it wouldn't had been that bad if i had help,(it was abd enough tat scouters have to slave for them!!) instead of running a one woman show.. and this tuck loong keep asking for this and tat.. i really felt like i was in the apprentice man., organising a malam kebudayaan in less than a day.. now.. the oni hitch was tat i dont have a team, cos my team consisted of only me myself and i. so tats how it went.. for me camp sucked.. big time

alwin, the camp chief who is the scout, well cant blame him since yee ern refused to help him and its his first time handling this thing, but nevertheless he should hv looked up or asked how to b a camp chief, but then gain, time did not permit... arghh screw everything.. it was all so 1/4 fish and 3/4 duck...!!!!

anyway, the camp i would say... wasn't a succes just tat it was ok and at least evrything was up and running, jsut tat it can b GREATLY improved on!!one thing about it is tat the SC seems to hv suddenly taken a "no blame policy".. "no one was wrong, we are all learning yada yada bu bu...."

wah i tell u, i really couldn't take it tat i cried in front of cheng keat man.... sigh.. first time i cry in front of otr ppl who is not family...

but no.. it was not the sobbing my eyes out, it was just tearing, cos i was so pissed!! (i tear when i am very pissed.. some of u shld noe tat)and for the past two weeks i had alot to carry by myself, and well, eventhough its camp and i concentrated solely on the camp, the otr stuff is still there. get my drift?

i wanted to cry since last week already, but i tahan until tat day malam kebudayaan.. i mean the pressure of not oni the camp but eveyrthing just came at me la.. sigh dunno how to explain..

oh another thing tat pissed me is the probationary scouters.. hello??!! i also wan to enjoy u noe.. but this ppl.. i tell u.. lousy ppl they ar.. well not all are.. there are those tat helped me and i am very thankful to them, without them i would hv been a goner liao.. so those tat helped me..

zong liang, daniel, vincent, and mohan they were the oni probationary scouters and actually the only scouters tat helped me alot through out the whole camp.. especially zong liang. others tat helped in any tiny or big way were fung chuan, ai kun, yew meng, nicholas seoh...

i learnt something new from mohan, sthg we nvr learnt as scouts, and it was interesting hahaha, hey my square lashing is still chun man.. don play play.. still tight and all.. haha daniel said mine is the best among the girls hahah wat not? mine was better than his muahahhah

speaking of daniel, tat guy better return my shirt man, or i will skin him alive.. which shirt? neh the one where ccy designed, the black taekwando shirt....

well a bit here and there, fung chuan mostly helped in the kitchen... hahahha.. so tats all.. enough on the camp... after i get hypertension hahaha...

oh.. my dad's BM is quite funny la hahha, he wanted to test his BM, or rather encode his email so he wrote in BM.. hahahha i laughed when i read it man hahahah and furthermore with my painful abdomen, it was no easy feat, i was crying from mirth, so you can tell hahhaha...

anwyay this week am on reading week, but din come online cos i was recuperating hahah anyway been wasting the week watching tv..

u noe i hv this craving for a certain kind of food, i dunno wat i am craving for, tats the problem.. i ve ate all the stuff i usually crave for , and i still hv tat feelin.. hmmmm~

neway enough for now la.... don mind the spelling n grammar, i din type this in words.. i did it direct... hahhaha

ja ne

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