Hmm~ since I......
- just felt like it....
- have stuff to do..... but.....
- am.... as usual... procrastinating....
- am dropping a lot of hair?? according to my dad's testimony..... (F!! going bald???? noooo..... must look pretty for my precious... hahah though i think he could care less how i look as long as i continue to smell like his mommy haha)
- feel bored..... even though....
- have stuff to do...... (tons of it actually... all the backlog.. sigh...)
- need to unpack some stuff..... that were packed up during the renovation......
- need to do some cleaning around here.... place is a mess.....
- need to finish the speed reading for dummies book hahaha.. (ironically, i'm making such slow process hahaha)
- haven't exercised for weeks.... and am eating a lot..... (honestly, just yesterday i had a slice of bread then followed by nasi lemak for breakfast... then one and a half bowl of lat chiu pan mee for lunch, followed by a huge ass apple for tea.... then for dinner i had pineapple fried rice with prawn, and a lemon pie for dessert..... OMG!!!!!)
- think I might be getting fat... =.='
- need to exercise.... maybe next friday, if everyone else is haha...
- am trying out a new writing style? haha randomly crapping this...
- have a very short temper... (apparently it's better now, am still trying to contain it...)
- can get quite rude... especially when i'm not happy... (trying to control though.... cause manners are essential...)
- like to socialise... although that depends on my mood, and finances.....
- hate cigarette smoke, and everything similar and/or associated to it....
- love my little precious.....
- know it's a real pain to you (hey, honestly, sometimes it is to me as well...)... but i would still like to say that, if i nag you... it means i care.... (hang out too much with my parents and the bad habits get to you haha) and i like you... so the more i nag, the more i care.... i know it's irritating, and i try to cut down.. but hey, that's the way i care for people.. i show concern and worry... for your well-being, your life, your happiness, your work (if possible).... love me, love my dog... that's just how i am.... if i didn't care for you.. i could care less if you drove like a maniac, or if you'd gotten better from your fever... i take care of people, that's just how i am, i've been like that since i was a kid....
- don't know why, but I can be quite compassionate and civil.... (i think sometimes too much..) which in a sense makes me naïve.... (honestly i've had times i wished i wasn't like that... people just take advantage of you, and with the current security, it's dangerous to be altruistic or nice) sigh.... need to watch my back more....
- was brought up to be quite polite and well mannered... (you know, respect your elders , giving up your seat for them.... and stuff like that... you would think this is basic, but surprisingly, through observation, i've noticed that is not so, not many people are gentlemenly or well mannered anymore...)
- think i've quite a lot of friends, and i try to balance out, and keep in touch with them all... (gemini's are social butterflies?) but without much avail.. it takes two hands to clap.. and apparently i'm not good/fun/nice enough for some people to make the effort to keep in touch with.. sigh... (it's irritating when they suddenly come up to you as if you owed them something in your previous life time to do something for them now, when all this while, they didn't even bother to contact you, or weren't always close to you... and best part? I can't say no, cause i like helping people... to a certain extent, as long as it doesn't trouble me too much...)
- try really hard but sometimes, or most of the time still fail to tolerate people who don't even have the basics of most basics common sense, delicacy, and courtesy....
- may be sympathetic, but not when i think you REALLY deserve it (yes, unfortunately or otherwise, i still do get sympathetic even though you deserved it), or when you are making a mountain out of a mole hill...
- believe that whenever possible people should solve their own problems or at least try first, before using the easy way out of bugging people.... especially people who you never bothered with all this while... (hey unless i am in desperation, i do most of my stuff myself... or at least i try!!) you want something? go get it yourself first.... if you fail then only ask for help... (though there are certain exceptions... =.=')
- usually am accidentally sarcastic...
- don't really know how to be sarcastic on purpose.... honestly.... scouts honour...
- like to do volunteer work... although helping teenagers and youths isn't really my favourite thing anymore.... because....
- think that the younger generation are even more spoilt than me... and very rude, lacking self respect, team work ane leadership.... that it feels horrible..... and exasperating...
- am in shock, cause i thought i was already badly spoilt, but as my driving instructor said to me, there are those worse than you??? not sure if that is really comforting.... or sad....
- don't really like children.... i find them so spoilt now a days... all with their electronic games, i mean, whatever happened to good old hop-scotch, or police and thief.....??
- also don't like clingy and attention seeking people..... (could be the reason why i don't really like kids...)
- believe that life is always with it's exceptions, just because someone says he is afraid of heights doesn't mean that he won't board an aeroplane.. or build up the courage to go rock climbing.... there are exceptions... don't take things so literally people!!
- don't like physical contact without my approval, or by people i'm not comfortable with.. although i don't mind greetings... but either than that... would prefer if people don's simply touch me (i.e. put their hand over my shoulder etc... if i want to hold hands or whatever, i will hold...)
- have a different sort of mentality from other people.... it's kinda weird.... hahaha
- i believe that's what makes me act older than my age sometimes.... (i do try to act my age, and like a normal person from society...)
- don't believe that we have to conform so much to society 100% of the time... a little bit is fine... just enough to live peacefully...rules of society needs to be changed.... to adapt to modern times...
- believe that I am my own individual.... and that my freedom is my own... (within the legal sense though... i don't want to go to prison for nonsense.... although they say it's better to be hanged as a sheep than a lamb.. either way, I don't want to get hanged ahahah)
- believe that one should speak up when wronged.. just explain... people are not telepathic. if you don't say anything, they are NEVER going to get it. NEVER!!!!! that's why, although unnecessary, I explain.... and fight back whenever you make stupid comments about me doing things i didn't do... (i may be blur, but an argument where you are insistent on using one sentence, and one sentence only, does not hold far to me, and makes me annoyed... if i did it, and can't remember i did, prove it... cause if i remember doing it, i will admit it...)
- know my own weaknesses, am still trying to discover more and change....
- talk a lot, write a lot... express alot..... whether good or bad....
- believes that people change everyday, my opinion today may change tomorrow, cause i am growing everyday, within the last 24 hours i could have gotten my hands on new information that could change the way i think... is it that hard to accept???? you don't expect people to be saying the same thing 10 years down the line do you?? sheesh!!
- have heard a few people said that i'm strong.... honestly i don't really think i am.. i think it's more of being independent.. cause you know you can't rely on anyone but yourself.... it's like when you have to go overseas to study, no family, and you are on your own.... so by hook or by crook, you have to persevere and take care of yourself... it's being independant....
- can be quite stingy and calculative hahaha... (hey, a girl's got to save for a rainy day... i try not to be so calculative though hahaha)
- complain a lot... and repeatedly, bout things/people/alien/events/items I don't like..... (bad habit that i'm trying to change.. sigh..... but i just can't help ranting!!!!!!)
- don't mind listening to gossip about people that I know, but don't expect me to repeat what I've heard... (I do my best not to repeat incriminating things.... about people I care about...)
- am very tired.... about everything.....
- am trying to overcome my fears....
- believe that family is essential.... (i happen to come from a loving family... that's why)
- good friends are even more essential... nothing beats seeing a bunch of people who you can unwind, relax, chat and have fun with... whom you know cares, and will take care of you if you ever need them too.... and you would willingly do the same for them.... (am still trying to increase friends like these XD)
- like music without knowing who the composer/musician/artist/song titile is most of the time, so don't ask me if i've heard so-and-so's song.. just play the damned song..... i will know it if i've heard it before.... (haha i know some of you are exasperated with me due to this haha..)
- do the same things for movies...
- really couldn't be bothered about news of people that don't or won't in anyway affect my life, so which celebrity is doing what.... i really don't care....
- don't know my actors, so again, don't ask me if i've seen so-and-so's latest movie... chances are slim that I may know who the hell you are talking about.... I can't even remember movie titles.. what more actor names.... (I may remember names of my sister's favourite actor or stuff like that....)
- like to watch series which are filled with mystery, criminal investigations, and/or fantasy....
- like vampire stories?? although i would really prefer if it was well written or directed...
- love to eat good food... am a sort of epicure? (but not for those really expensive foods though... am not that rich to splurge on abalone and stuff....)
- have a sense of direction, that is not very good.... but i have one...
- can read maps without having to turn the stupid thing 360 degrees every few seconds...
- have a vivid imagination??
- don't like hot weather... it breeds mosquitoes, and you feel all sticky and sweaty, and uncomfortable, it absorbs the strength out of you...
- love cold weather, autmmn/spring/winter... bring it on...
- like to wear coats actually ahhaha....
- can't really stand the cold though i love it....
- somehow get along better with guys than girls... although lately there has been some improvement.... (hey, I've been trying with some success okay....)
- am not so tomboyish anymore? haha...
- suspect my macintosh hangs when it gets too hot... (then again, what appliance doesn't??? but it's also the internet provider's fault... sigh)
- love cuddly, cute, furry animals..
- love music, playing and listening and singing it (although admittedly, I'm not the best musician around, still looking to loan a guitar tuner, to tune the guitar.. me tone deaf =.=')
Labels: Amusing, Random Rambling, Rant
