Suiyobi, 12 gatsu 7 nichi

as i have lost my thing to alter the time and date of my posts, hence i have posted the date of when i have written this post.(i do not post on the day i type this sometimes) anyway, the japanese state their date a little
like how the chinese do,(the writting is the same as chinese.. this is a good chance for you guys to learn how to write the date in japanese? hehe) hence "gatsu" means "month" while "nichi" means "day" therefore the thing reads as, 12 month 7th day, literally meaning 7th of december. "suiyobi" just means wednesday. so it's now time for you guys to learn the days of the week too hehe.

ok, back to the title..

The title means simply, “long time no see” it’s usually said when you meet someone whom you haven’t seen in quite some time. So whom did I meet? Heheh well Michelle la, alamak which Michelle ar? (there’s like 4 Michelle(s) that I know and 3 are Michelle Lim[s]) Michelle Lim Ai Ann lor. Hehhe, she’s finally back from Australia after so many centuries.. Err.. Ok months.

Today we went out for lunch together, so long time never see her, miss her man hehehe. So anyway, today I had class, so she was actually supposed to meet Xian Ai and I in college, but it turned out that we had no company law lecture as Sunitha was having a case of food poisoning. Sigh, so you could say that it was kind of a waste of time going to college? Well the cases that we looked up for company wasn’t really wasted; I mean we have to look at it some day. But going to college was like, what? For nothing.. Sigh.. Don’t know whether you would call it lucky? I had a law society meeting, so I guess I did go to college for something after all.

Nothing much happened in law society meeting (what do you expect? Flying chairs? Haha), we were just talking about our visit to AWAM and TENAGANITA, and the first year’s trip to Legal Aid. Then we also talked about the charity thing that we are planning to do in January(haha I copy Taman S.E.A.‘s idea). So that’s that. After that when we found out that there was no class, Xian Ai and I changed plans. We decided to go to La Manila to eat. It’s near my place, so we went to my house first while we waited for Michelle. When we had all met up, we walked to La Manila (so sad, none of us can drive, or we have no car to drive sigh..), so we had lunch, talked, then came back to my house and talked some more. Michelle and Xian Ai helped me brain storm a bit for my debate this coming Saturday, but its kind of hard, cause Bri and John and I are like not very close knit that kind of thing. So we haven’t actually sat down to discuss a thing, we are so individual. And not to mention so, so, so last minute. Sigh, guess that I will have to discuss it with them tomorrow.

Oh, this Mich and Xian Ai like gila gila only la. Bullying my dog and all. Haha crazy people. And then we kind of like caught up with each other, but there wasn’t much I suppose cause we chat online and read Mich’s blog.

Before I forget I received a super duper shocking news. The person I least expected to, turned gay. I mean he was straight all the while,(as far as I know) and I don’t mean anything big, but I feel like it’s my fault he turned gay. I didn’t do anything wrong to him. I just kind of like, well rejected him? Haha, don’t know how to say. Well the thing was, this Gene, he subscribed to this gay community thingi, and he was like just looking around when he came across my old crush.

This crush is an old story, and I think that he’s the guy that I first and truly liked. I mean obvious right if you regret turning down a person for more than a year. Anyway, I met this guy through another friend back in form three, he’s a year younger, and I always had this belief that my guy had to be older than me, or at least the same age. (maybe it’s one of tha factors why I didn’t bother to remedy things?) So anyway, it wasn’t love at first sight,(though a lot of people said that he was kinda cute) we just kind of like fell in like? Or you could say love, up to you.(love’s too strong a word if u asked me) We progressed through those kind of things, but I was a tad unhappy with him, he gets jealous easily, (I have a lot of guy friends, and is seemed that his close friend/classmate was hitting on me too), he also refuses to mix with my friends, well not that he didn’t try, he tried once, and guess it didn’t turn out well, he was silent the whole while. I mean, hey if you like me, make an effort! I mix easily with his bunch of friends. So why can’t he? Anyway, as things progressed, my god I even forgot his birthday, you know? (I was having gerak gempur, cause I was having PMR)And I totally regretted that, that was when I realized that I liked him. I apologised but he was like so cold.

Well, one fine day, err night. He called to asked “who do I like?” and well I was kind of shy, so I refused to answer, and I asked him back “who did he like?” he wanted something like equal trade I tell you (well there was no Fullmetal Alchemist that time.. for those who don’t know. In that show, equal trade does not exist, and I guess it’s true in reality too.) Well, anyway I told him who I had a crush on before him, and he told me who he liked before me, though we never did get round to saying that we liked each other. In the end, I kept asking him “why do you want to know?” which he replied because he “just wants to know” in the end he got mad at me and shouted, well not really shouted, he doesn’t shout at me, in fact never has, he merely raised his voice, on the phone “because I need to know!” I was too shocked for words, and before I could think, by automatism, cause I had been saying those words for the past half an hour before that, “no one” escaped my lips. Man I really regretted man. But no point crying over spilt milk, furthermore I don’t think I was mature enough for a relationship and with PMR during that time. (another reason why I didn’t remedy it, although I liked him? Onesan was a factor too, I was persuaded by nesan’s words that he was childish and all, man I am so baka, if you really like a guy no matter what others say shouldn’t affect you right? Anyway, I was kinda confused at that time.. So what’s done is done..)

Anyway, after that he changed a lot, he put on weight, he tread carefully around me,( heck he hardly spoke to me after that, not a word,) and well, after that I never heard anything, not even a whisper whether he has liked anyone new. It was like I was the last, and he turned gay. Gosh, seeing as I almost as, Meng put it “turned a gay guy straight” (man that’s like… no comment) and Gene is saying, well as he puts it “ turned a straight guy, gay” (… I also have no comment for this..) And also as Gene said “ so powerful” *sweat*.. Can I really have that kind of effect on guys? I think I am dangerous man. Anyway, this is not good, I kind of feel guilty, I mean, sigh, no words can describe la.

Doushite??!! Sigh, anyway no point mulling it over, evil Gene for telling this to me. Anyway Gene is suppose to be a detective now, and find out what turned him, but I know the guy, he’s secretive, and very hard to get stuff out of him. Haha, I knew him well enough.

Errmm, so anything new besides that? I don’t think so. Guess that’s all and that I will be signing off then. Man I feel a little jittery over my upcoming debate, I mean I have never debated before, never, I have danced, acted, sang, gone for choral speaking competitions, MCed, recited poetry, heck, you must be wondering with all these, why am I still scared? Well let’s see, 1. The debate is on 10th of December 2005 this Saturday, and now only my group is preparing. 2. The bloody title is “America’s influence on global progress.” Which to me is kind of unfair for my side as we are the opposition. I mean America definitely has influenced the world… 3.The other side, i.e. the proposition apparently have been preparing weeks ago.(they are the 1st years, so it’s more pressure on us to win, if not pai seh wor) Joker man… Well wish me the best of luck.

So that’s all going for my dinner. And later I need to prepare for company law tutorial and C&A’s tutorial too.. Matta ne..

-Oracl3-