To be or not to be?

That is the question.

(From hamlet...)

-サヤカ-

As this 100 Execuy is nearing its end, and as I think each day what memory to share, in some sense I look forward to the end but I also dread the end. 

I want to, yet I also don't want to remincise, like your first  shirt. Blue, size zero, bought from the pet shop at ss2, we actually brought you to the shop and had you try it on. 

You were so small then.. 

Or your second and three shirts, bought from atria. They were on sale. 

I remember every shirt I bought for you, where I bought it. I might have mixed up the timeline a little. But I remember as if it was just yesterday. 

And when I go paws by pet supplies, my eyes automatically goes to the clothes, and I s

Ways, always feel like crying.

Funerals are held for a reason, and I thought giving myself 100 days to mourn for you is what I would need.

But it's looking like it's not enough. Maybe it's because is I'm away from home. 

I don't know. I do know that i will continue to mourn you, e en when this 100 days are over.

***

Hi Baby, 

We've been out the whole day. At least we were in doors most of the time escaping the the cold. And we managed to see a small ceremony involving how the Japanese open a new shop. We usually cut a red ribbon, they break the wooden cover of a wooden bucket filled with sake. It was an interesting experience. 

And at the end if the day I'm tired and just want to go home to rest. If only you there for me to cuddle. 

I will be home to you soon. Wait a little longer ok? 

Love

-sunz-