Hold me close,

Never let me go.

-サヤカ-

I'm somehow randomly and suddenly reminded of my attempts at teaching you, and for some reason, this one pops out at me. I was trying to teach you to lie down, but the command for that seemed too long, so I decided to choose "sleep" as the command in the end.

I remembered teaching you based on repetition, basically repeating the word at the action you were doing until you associated your action with the word I was trying to teach you.

For some reason I am reminded of the time where I was playing the piano, and as usual you came to my feet, and when you started to lie down, I stopped playing the piano to actually say "sleep". And you gave me this weird look haha as if to say, "whaddya stop, and what the heck are you saying?!"

I don't know why, I suddenly remembered that...


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Hi Baby,

Since I decided to stay home today, I had to think how to stay warm without spending much electricity, since my electric bill went up to like 60 bucks. that's like more than 3 times my usual bill, even the gas went up as well.

I guess the weather is getting colder, and unlike in summer, I have been taking hotter showers now too. And well, December was when I had guests too.

I'm seriously contemplating sleeping in the middle room to save on electricity costs now lol. Otherwise it was a slow day, read comics the whole day to distract me, so that I wouldn't think too much and start crying...

-sunz-