Shadow me.

-サヤカ-

With me carrying you around now, it reminds me of how you always liked to follow me every where. Even if I were to just go up to go to another room to get something and return, you would be up looking at me, with the look saying "are you coming back?" or "where are you going?".

Sometimes you would just plain upright tail me when you couldn't stand waiting. I always found it so adorable that you did that. Though as you got older, I guess it was tiring to follow me in and out, so you would usually wait unless I took too long then you would come looking for me.

Continue to shadow me till I'm ok, ok?

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Hi Baby,

I don't know when I will be able to put you down, I'm wishing that I have the sight to see if only just to be able to see you.

I don't know whether it's psychological or not, but having a bit of you near me, really feels like you came to me.

I imagine you waiting for me outside the shower like you used too, you sitting on my lap like you use to, and you sleeping beside me like you use too.

I'm coming home to you in less than a month, although it will be for a short while, but better than nothing right?


-sunz-