This time last year. 

-サヤカ-

This time last year you were still with me. You were with me for 12 years you were with me this time of the year. 

But I guess last year was more memorable. Since for the first time we had a Christmas party and sis and I took the initiative to decorate the house. 

I don't remember what they are called now but those sparkly balaclava like things were some of the stuff we used. 

And seeing that you were molting fur, and following me around as I cleaned. I got cheeky and wrapped it around you. Making you look like a sheep. 

You gave me a good laugh and a good memory then. 

No longer will I be able to make such memories with you anymore though. 

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Hi Baby,

Is it possible to not want to heal? To always miss you? 

-sunz-