Wait for me across the River Styx.

-サヤカ-

I suddenly recall the times we had to go for your vaccinations.

How you hated the injections, since it was so painful to you.

I totally understand, since I hate anything to do with injection needles too.

It's painful enough getting poked, but after that the area is sore and painful for at least a day or two too. It really sucks right?

So whenever we had to go to the doctor for your injections, it's like you knew when we neared the doctor's. You probably recognized the scenery or something.

And when we went into the room, you would cry, struggle, grab hold of my arm, anything I guess to get away from the needle. But you needed the shot, and all was in vain.

And as you grew older, you accepted it more easily. You learnt not to struggle with injections, as I had learnt how to accept my injections too. We really grew together didn't we? lol.

You know, I'm wondering though, did you accept the pain more easily, or did it hurt less as you grew older?

Will that apply to me too?

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Hi Baby,

I'm at another mountain today. I don't know what to think and all but sometimes I still think, that I should not have come back in September, then maybe, maybe then all this would not have happened?

Maybe I would still have had you next year? But I don't know. Sigh.

Anyway some pictures f on Koya San today. It's freezing cold here. 

-sunz-