It's the same in this world or that,

I fly alone.

-サヤカ-

Hah! A funny one came to me today.

A friend, I can't remember who, once told me that Chinese people eat everything, and apparently there is a Chinese saying that goes somewhere along the line that if its back faces the sun, it's edible.

So a few days after that chat, you were on the porch and you were facing the sun, I just couldn't help but laugh then and snap this picture to send to my friend to tell him (I somehow feel like it was a male friend, then again, most of my friends are guys lol), that you are not edible, because you are capable of facing the sun head on.

I had a good laugh when this happened. One of my fond memories of you. Though you had probably no idea what was going on and thought I was crazy for laughing for no reason. lol.

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Hi Baby,

I re-shared an article last night that someone wrote about grief, which was essentially telling people to stop saying things like "Things happen for a reason".

I actually wonder why do people say things like that. Their intentions are good, when they say "I understand", when in fact they don't. Everyone is different, so you won't fully understand. Maybe people should say "I can empathize?" haha it's all semantics in the end and a play with the language.

But what the author of that article says is true, I think it's best not to say anything and just be there. A point which I guess a lot of people don't get, since in reality they don't have that total understanding of the situation. But I digress. I think I'm just repeating myself here.

to be frank, I have no idea what I'm writing about. I was just trying to find something to talk about.

Cause all I know is that I feel tired. Very tired. And I was thinking, Time probably doesn't actually heal anything, it just looks like it is healing you to other people, because you are just getting tired.

Tired of crying, tried of grieving, tired of moving on, tired of thinking. Just plain old tired. I guess it just depends on how far that tiredness goes, since some people do get tired of living in the end.


-sunz-