We never truly recover from a broken heart,

We just learn to hide it,

or to move on,

But sometimes you will still think of the "What ifs" or "I should haves",

However they are mere thoughts,

Nothing changes,

Your loved one isn't coming back.

-サヤカ-

As mentioned before I haven't really been cleaning since you left, and today was the first time I hovered since that day.

And As I hovered I remembered your first encounter with the vacumm back home. 

We hardly use it back home, usually we would sweep, since hovers tend to be really troublesome ten years ago. 

Ony recently did we get a nice new hover, and we use it more frequently. 

But even in the past when we used to hover, you would have a battle with the hover, which while you may not have been very entertained by, it was quite entertaining to us. lol

I will let the pictures do the talking 

You obviously did not like the hover at all. lol

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Hi Baby,

I'm doing my best to have another productive day today. I cleaned/dusted a huge portion of the house, cleared up the plastic bag corner, sunned some blankets, vacummed the apartment and washed all the rugs in the house. 

Next few days are slotted to be sunny, so it's perfect for laundy. It's still cold as hell and I'm wearing 3 layers of heat tech lol.

Probably because I bawled yesterday, I feel okay today. 

I mean reality hasn't change, and it's not like you will come back, no matter what I do. 

I understand that, and on days like this, when I feel like I've moved on a little, when it feels like it doesn't hurt that much. I revel in that small victory.

-sunz-