Think of me, think of me fondly,

When we've said goodbye, 

Remember me once in a while,

Please, promise me you will try. 

And you will find that once again you long,

To take your heart back and be free, 

If you ever find a moment, 

Spare a thought for me. 

We never said "our love was evergreen"

Or "as unchanging as the sea"

But if you can still remember 

Stop and think of me

Think of all the things 

We've shared and seen

Don't think about the way

Things might have been 

Think of me, think of me waking, 

Silent and resigned 

Imagine me trying too hard 

To put you from my mind. 

Recall those days 

Look back at all those times 

Think of the things we will never do

There will never be a day 

When I won't think of you. 

Lyrics for the song "Think of me" by Andrew Lloyd Webber's phantom of the opera  (not the full lyrics though, I took out the part starting from when Raoul comes in)

-サヤカ-

I wish I could laze around everyday with you, but the fact is that I can't, but the times where we did get to laze around together, sometimes we would laze on the floor, but most of the time on the bed or couch.

The few times that we lazed on the floor, we obviously needed a cushion of some sort, seeing as the floor was so hard.

So sometimes I would lay on the floor with just a pillow, and my back flat on the floor, and what would you do? 

Well because the floor was cold and hard, you'd sleep on the pillow, right next to my head, and well, sometimes if I used a small piillow... it resulted in this...

You taking up most of the pillow leaving me with no space for my head lol.

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Hi Baby,

I cried by myself today. And for some reason that song "Think of me" from the phantom of the opera kept replaying in my head the whole day.

Even as I kept and folded the laundry, even as I sunned the blankets to get them ready to be used during the upcoming cold weather. 

And I guess, it's because I think of you everyday - for 13 years, I thought of you at least once a day.

Even when I was so busy with work, that I only slept about 4 hours a day, and worked 7 days a week.

In my toughest times you were my shining white knight protecting me from the darkness.  

And even though I would be so exhausted from work. Every night when I got back from work, I would think of you. I would always remember to pick you up from mom and dad's room. 

Was it because we always slept together every night? 

I've thought of you, every day for 13 years, and I guess that I will continue to do so. I don't know how to stop and I don't think I should right?

-sunz-