Nightmares

Nightmares are just bad dreams,

And like all dreams, 

When you wake up,

They remain as dreams.

Someone please wake me up from this nightmare. 

-サヤカ-

Thinking back, sometimes when we slept, you'd make little whining noises and your hands would twitch a  little. Was that a bad dream or was that the beginning of your seizures? I guess we will never know now...

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Hi Baby,

I woke up this morning with the thought, that you are really not here anymore. It isn't the first time that I had woken up with such thoughts. 

Thinking: "Please let me know that you are still back home waiting for me." 

It's so surreal here 5000 miles away from home, that sometimes, just sometimes I can pretend that you are still there. 

Yet every time I FaceTime with home, I'm met with that harsh reality. And not for the first time, I had the thought, that if this is a nightmare, someone please wake me up from this. Please save me from this cruel reality. 

-sunz-

I heard your bell, did you come to me, because I can't come to you?

A different colour admist the blues.. lol