Yume = dream

a few weeks back, i had this dream, don't know whether you can call it a nightmare or a normal dream since i was dying in that dream...

but basically i remember it to be something like this... i am with a friend, can't remember who that is, and well that friend showed me a porcupine, which as i was looking at it, suddenly shot.. it's spikes at me.. and it was like being hit with hundreds of those needles.. and the thing is that it jsut went straight through, stabbing my heart, my lungs, everything i could feel the pain, couldn't breath. and the friend who was with me, wanted to take me to the hospital, but there was no way of getting there, seems like i was being dragged a long in a daze.. there was no blood though, cause apparently the needles were holding it in..

you know first aid, where let say there is a shard of glass embedded in your arm you are adviced agains removing it, cause it is actually stemming the blood flow.. so that you don't bleed to death..

and well, i was in fact like diying... and i did... despite the requests to "hold on, we are almost there" dreaming about my own death.. i didn't feel afraid.. cause as a tarot reader.. i know that when i deal the death card, it doesn't always mean actualy death... so after much thought, i decided to have the dream translated.. and well currently i can't think how to write my biology report on my body condition haha, thuogh i m getting the idea.. so make do with the dream report first haha.. this is what i gathered from the dream dictionary..

to make it as short as possible i took only what i felt relevant..

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Porcupine

To see a porcupine in your dream, suggests that you need to look out for yourself and protect yourself from emotional or psychological harm. Trust and honesty are important qualities. Alternatively, it indicates that there is a situation which you need to approach with openness. Someone in your waking life may not be revealing their vulnerability.

some of you may know what i am going through, and well i've decided to put my guard down and give myself a chance, but my dream is telling me to put the guard back up.. sigh...

but if you look at the alternate, i need to approach a situation with openness, so either my guard is still up, or it's down.. i'm confused...

Needle

A needle is also symbolic of some emotional or physical pain.

being stabbed by a hundreed of these.. enough said?

Attack

To dream that you are being attacked by an animal, is a warning to be careful with those around you. Take notice on who you know in your waking like that shares and exhibits the same qualities of the animal that attacked you in your dream.

what is the qualities of a porcupine?? sharp and quiet?? than who falls into that category??

Pain

To dream that you are in pain, signifies that you are being too hard on yourself with regards to a situation that was out of your control. It may also be a true reflection of real pain that exists somewhere in your body. Dreams can reveal and warn about health problems.

am i being hard on myself?

Heartbeat

To hear a heartbeat in your dream, suggests that you are not confronting or recognizing your feelings. You need to approaching thing head-on. Alternatively, a heartbeat may symbolize life or fear. You are feeling threatened in some way.

i admit i deny a lot of feelings because of the rules i set myself.. but i also think i feel threatened... =='

Lungs

lungs may indicate a stressful situation and refer to a relationship/situation in which you feel suffocated.

i think it speaks for itself?

Suffocating

To dream that you are suffocating, signifies that you are feeling smothered or oppressed by some situation/relationship. Something or someone is holding your back. You are experiencing stress and tension.

hmm~ same as above?

Death

To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.

reading too much of those books??

Die

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

i guess this one applies contrary to the one below?? unless i am actually feeling strangeled by a situation??

On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.
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conclusion: i'm not sure.. but i guess it suggests.. i have to be more open to my feelings, and there is a new change?? i don't know..

so much for my ressearch... i suck at this.. hope my thalassemia post doesnt turn out like this

-Oracl3-