Waiting

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Every morning I wait,

I wait continiously,

For myself to wake up,

To wake up from this nightmare.

-サヤカ-

Since we are talking about your teeth and all, I put off letting you go for scaling for quite a while as I had heard from bro that his friend's dog went for scaling and didn't wake up again after that.

I was so scared of that so I didn't let you go for scaling, but at one point I finally relented, and during the process the doctor removed 3-4 of your spoilt teeth, but for the first time in goodness knows how long you had nice clean white teeth. 

As I was waiting anxiously at the doctor for you to finish your scaling, I was suddenly handed you with your tongue lolling out, resulting in me being a little shocked, but thankful that you were okay after the scaling.

Well once you got control of your tongue, you just looked like a dazed little you. Although you were dazed you still looked so cute and I couldn't help taking some pictures and videos lol. 

Here you are still trying to regain your conciousness. I know how you felt since I've gone under anesthesia myself before.   

The video is better. 

And after you got back some control of your body, you tried to walk, and it looked so cute, since you seemed to walk like you were drunk. 

Well in the end, I think you moving around so much made you even more woozier than you already were, and you ended up throwing up lol.

 

Well guess it was a once in a lifetime experience for you, and for us to see you walking like a drunk.

***

Hi Baby,

I'm getting by I guess, I cried a little today and last night before sleeping.  

Wishing again that this is all not real. But it is. 

Frankly, I'm actually very tired. 

It's so hard to continue on.

-sunz-