Always with me

While I may travel many miles,

Cross many oceans,

Land at different continents,

I will always carry you with me.

-サヤカ-

Probably, the reason why it was so easy to smuggle you around, was because I always liked to put you into bags. I remember even putting you into my oversized shirt, making us look like a mother kangaroo and her joe *chuckles* 

Dad would complain that I might as well put you in my pants, and I can't say that I haven't tried, lol, but while it seemed like the shirt was a better fit, bags were the best choice *chuckles*

Anyway, back to the bag... During that time, celebrities like Paris Hilton were putting their small pups into little handbag like bags, and I tried that out with you, it was quite amusing, how you would always want to peek out, you were probably nervous, wondering why was I putting you into this enclosed space, and what I was going to do with you. 

But I guess once you figured that I was just entertaining myself by stuffing you into a bag, and I had meant you no harm, you settled down. 

You were relatively quiet in the bag, which is the main reason why it was so easy to smuggle you around. 

When I first put you into a bag, you looked so cute, I couldn't help but take a few pictures of you. lol

Probably the start of your bag training lol look at you peeking out. So cute.

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Hi Baby,

My time in Sydney is almost coming to an end, in two days I will be flying back to Japan. While I have been kept occupied and can't cry as I liike with strangers around, I cry a little at night before I sleep, and last night after I got off the phone with Mike, I cried a little bit more than usual. 

This morning when my room mate went out I was just flipping through channels, and the tv was showing something about dog grooming, and I nearly broke down and cried. I had to quickly scramble for the remote to change the channel through my tears.

It's still so difficult. 

-sunz-